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"why do you have a wide forehead like this? similar to somebody... yoochun-ah!"
At times like this I remember why I need this. To bring a smile to my face even after a tough day.
пятница, 25 марта 2011
"why do you have a wide forehead like this? similar to somebody... yoochun-ah!"
At times like this I remember why I need this. To bring a smile to my face even after a tough day.
четверг, 24 марта 2011
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Now that was uncalled for! Wtf Donald? 
As for the game, thankfully I'm not very interested. But it looks pretty good, enhanced graphics too. Not. give.in.
As for the game, thankfully I'm not very interested. But it looks pretty good, enhanced graphics too. Not. give.in.
вторник, 22 марта 2011
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Random men in the street just told me I'm very beautiful. My heart must really be healing.
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I hate to post anything connected with the lawsuit, but I can't pretend nothing is happening. I really tried to be loyal and not blame anyone, but this is a low blow. I could never imagine it would turn so ugly. No matter how I look at it now there are only two ways to look at things: either JYJ are greedy bastards or HoMin are pussies. Each time I can't help but to lean towards the latter.
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Director Kim!
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Стащила у Kaili 
www.sporcle.com/games/1447/languages_audio
Кажется, я в азиатских языках уже лучше шарю, чем в Европейских.
15/30.
www.sporcle.com/games/1447/languages_audio
Кажется, я в азиатских языках уже лучше шарю, чем в Европейских.
15/30.
понедельник, 21 марта 2011
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Some things are easy to let go and some are hard. But it's no use hanging on to the memories. And it's much harder to let go of good ones than the bad. But it's the only way to let something new into your life.
суббота, 19 марта 2011
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Today was the final performance. I'm really pround of him. Honestly the whole concept of this musical doesn't suit me, it's way too dramatic for my liking. And Junsu is so good at expressing emotions in songs my heart hurts even from just watching Kanashimi no Yukue. That and I'm awfully jealous. But anyway:
Congratulations!
пятница, 18 марта 2011
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One of the things I hate the most is being praised for something I haven't done. This is exactly what happens because of my uploads to TSR. Goddamit! I should have specified it every time: these are not mine creations, I did not make them. Stop praising me. Even if I do write it in the notes, nobody ever reads those. Now I kind of feel like a cheater. I am planning to upload some of my creations, but now they will probably look dull and poor compared to those. Reached 203 subscribers and Total Upload Views: 136,774 on YouTube. 26,813 out of those are from a 5-second long video. That just proves people's attention span is tiny nowadays. I almost regret uploading all those funny bits. I am so sick of people either bitching about how they are sad watching them, how much they miss TVXQ or bitching about YunJae, which is even worse. All the while my fanvids are still awfully underwatched, most have about few hundred views, one of them - 36 freaking views! This sucks. It was different the first time.And yeah, some stats while I'm at it: about 38% of viewers are under 17. About 7% are male, most of whom are over 45 - now that's disturbing!
By country: Americans are #1, followed by the Japanese. But where the heck is Korea?
среда, 16 марта 2011
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Вот ведь как оно в жизни. Всего пару дней назад вспоминала про этого парня из школы: он был хилым и забитым - из тех над кем издевались популярные парни и вышибалы, да и не только. Еще он предлагал мне встречаться. Конечно, я отказалась.
Не люблю социальные сети, но иногда интересно находить давно забытых знакомых. И вот сегодня я случайно наткнулась на его facebook. Теперь он похож на рок-звезду, на фото сплошь в обнимку с моделями. Трудно поверить, что это тот самый человек.
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Не люблю социальные сети, но иногда интересно находить давно забытых знакомых. И вот сегодня я случайно наткнулась на его facebook. Теперь он похож на рок-звезду, на фото сплошь в обнимку с моделями. Трудно поверить, что это тот самый человек.
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вторник, 15 марта 2011
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Basically, shit happened. I fear I'll grow old before this issue resolves. But SM is so full of shit it's actually funny.
On the issue of the Net Profit of 14.7 billion KRW (approximately 14.7 million USD) in 2008:
SM: Of that, the portion from TVXQ was only 1 billion KRW. The rest came from BoA, CSJH, and The Trax.
JYJ’s law firm: Wow, so CSJH must make more money in Japan than TVXQ!
SM: …;;;;;;
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From The Nameless Song Part 1:
…Finally one day we had claimed #1, what we’ve desperately longed for.
That day had come.
From then on, everything started to go well.
Profits reached hundreds of thousands, swept every award and we really felt our success.
Finally we heard that we had hit it big, had raised profits beyond our imaginations
With spring in our steps we went to the company on our pay-day.
Each teammate looked at each other with excited eyes.
We praised each other, that we had worked hard.
On the accounting statement we received, our performance was in the Minuses.
When I checked again, thinking that I had mis-seen– Everything was expenses.
Damn. All of the so much that there was, had slipped out as expenses
Just what kind of expenses were they, to make so much that there was fly away, to where?.
Today’s Hearing revealed that the “Expenses” that members had to pay for included everything, from snack costs and the SM Executive and Staff’s Gas Money and Parking Fees.
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On Whether SM Ever Calculated How Much the Members were Due
SM: Your Honor, we do have evidence that we calculated the money owed to the Members, with the Members.
*Shows a document on TVXQ’s debut single “Hug” from 2004″
Court: … *waits for more documents*
SM: …*stays silent*
Court: …AND??? (Where are the documents that show SM did the calculations for albums after TVXQ’s first single in 2004? TVXQ released albums under SM until 2009.)
SM:…;;;;;; (In the end, SM failed to produce any more evidence beyond the single document from 2004.)
I don't know whethet to laugh or cry. I thik I'll rather laugh.
But SM is so full of shit it's actually funny.On the issue of the Net Profit of 14.7 billion KRW (approximately 14.7 million USD) in 2008:
SM: Of that, the portion from TVXQ was only 1 billion KRW. The rest came from BoA, CSJH, and The Trax.
JYJ’s law firm: Wow, so CSJH must make more money in Japan than TVXQ!
SM: …;;;;;;
***
From The Nameless Song Part 1:
…Finally one day we had claimed #1, what we’ve desperately longed for.
That day had come.
From then on, everything started to go well.
Profits reached hundreds of thousands, swept every award and we really felt our success.
Finally we heard that we had hit it big, had raised profits beyond our imaginations
With spring in our steps we went to the company on our pay-day.
Each teammate looked at each other with excited eyes.
We praised each other, that we had worked hard.
On the accounting statement we received, our performance was in the Minuses.
When I checked again, thinking that I had mis-seen– Everything was expenses.
Damn. All of the so much that there was, had slipped out as expenses
Just what kind of expenses were they, to make so much that there was fly away, to where?.
Today’s Hearing revealed that the “Expenses” that members had to pay for included everything, from snack costs and the SM Executive and Staff’s Gas Money and Parking Fees.
***
On Whether SM Ever Calculated How Much the Members were Due
SM: Your Honor, we do have evidence that we calculated the money owed to the Members, with the Members.
*Shows a document on TVXQ’s debut single “Hug” from 2004″
Court: … *waits for more documents*
SM: …*stays silent*
Court: …AND??? (Where are the documents that show SM did the calculations for albums after TVXQ’s first single in 2004? TVXQ released albums under SM until 2009.)
SM:…;;;;;; (In the end, SM failed to produce any more evidence beyond the single document from 2004.)
I don't know whethet to laugh or cry. I thik I'll rather laugh.
понедельник, 14 марта 2011
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The whole Ban on the Unauthorized Distribution of Fan Meeting Pictures/Video.C-Jes released an announcement that confirmed that DVD will be released, but to the C-Jes Members only.
Oh, that perfectly justifies all the threats. I had such high expectstions of C-Jes, but in the end I guess they're not a friend, but still a company who wants to make profit. I'm disappointed.
On March 12th evening JYJ Park Yoochun tweeted, “Please do not follow me. Do not come in front of my house. Sasaeng!”. Later he also tweeted on the same day, “The people in front of my house… No matter how much I think about it, in my opinion they’re just the same like anti-fans. It’s been too much, I hate it.” he expressed his frustrated feeling.I really like you, Yoochun-ah, but now I'm pissed off. I know it sucks to be followed wherever you go, I know stalkers are creepy. I'm not justifying what they do. But hey, something comes to mind. Who was it that recorded that message as if you were talking to your girlfriend? Who made that contest at fanmeeting to see what your fans are willng to do for you? Who was it that made them think they have a chance? Who said fans are like family? Whenever I see things like that I can't help thinking that it's so unfair. If you love them that much and consider them your family or your girlfriends then invite them to your house to hang out. No? Well, don't say that shit then. You breed stalkers. Can't you see?
And now you call them antis? Aren't they the same people who support you and buy your albums? The same people you have pledged your love to? You thank them for their support and love, but the same love outside of venues pisses you off. You want them to adore you at fanmeetings and concerts, but forget you exist the moment you walk off the stage? Well, guess what, life doesn't work that way.
They might be a bit crazy, yes, but in the end they're just poor girls whose life consists of listening to your music, looking at your pictures, stalking you and dreaming of marrying you. They live through your life and breathe your air, following your every step. They're, like, 90% of your audience. I remember being madly in love and in really was like an addiction. I would do anything just to see him, even for a brief moment. This is no different. How are they going to go out with someone and get married when they have you? Most of the time it's either being happily married or buying your albums. Every guy they meet will get compared to you and found lacking. Yes, now I'm talking about myself. Sometimes I get pissed at myself for being one of the fools who fell for you. The whole boy-band industry seems to have been created to make women miserable and unsatisfied. Fuck. Sometimes I really wish you were gay just to end this shit.
There, I said it. This sucks so much considering it's the worst thing to happen with the Trial so close at hand.
воскресенье, 13 марта 2011
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Всеевропейское исследование: Украинцы - инфантильная, консервативная, перепуганная, озабоченнная материальными ценностями и неспособная даже веселиться нация. Долгое время исследовательская компания European Social Survey проводила исследование ценностных ориентиров людей в 25 странах Европы по шкале от - 1.2 до +0.8. Чем выше показатель, тем более важной являлась данная ценность в общей иерархии жизненных ориентиров граждан страны. Была среди этих 25 стран и Украина.
Исследование дало следующие, довольно удручающие для украинцев результаты, которые, на мой взгляд, являются следствием советского прошлого и бедного настоящего:
1. В категории "Самостоятельность принятия решений" украинцы в Европе заняли предпоследнее 24-е место, опередив лишь болгар. На другом конце спектра - швейцарцы и датчане.
70 лет СССР, где решения за всех принимало государство, отучили людей брать на себя ответственность. Человек такой системы привык, что ему должны.
2. В дисциплине "Окрытость ко всему новому" соотечественники и вовсе заняли последнее 25-е место. На другом конце линейки - голландцы и британцы. На мой взгляд, это также следствие "совка". Новое ассоциируется у людей с неуверенностью и проблемами.
3. В категории "Личная безопасность" украинцы наоборот заняли первое место в Европе, опередив даже россиян. Неудивительно в стране, где ментов надо бояться, а все суды - продажны, вопрос лишь цены.
4. В такой ценности как "Приверженность традициям и зависимость от общественного мнения" украинцы заняли 3-е место, после поляков и болгар.
5. Важное: в категории "Самоутверждение" (статус, богатство, власть) украинцы оказались на 6-м месте, в одной компании с турками, румынами и россиянами. Подтвержение этому - многочисленные Lexus и Mercedes в столице, люди в метро с сумками Louis Vuitton и повсюду с написью Rich на жопе. Это ясно, это от бедности и неуверенности в затрашнем дне.
6. И последнее: В категории "Гедонизм, т.е. Стремление веселиться и получать удовольствие от жизни", украинцы заняли предпоследнее 24-е место, ниже - лишь набожные поляки. На первом месте - французы.
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Почти треть украинцев (32,0%) оценивая свое материальное положение заявили, что едва сводят концы с концами, иногда им не хватает средств даже на питание. Об этом свидетельствуют данные всеукраинского телефонного опроса на тему: Первый год президентства Виктора Януковича, который провел Институт Горшенина с 14 по 23 февраля. Почти такое же количество опрошенных (31,7%) отметили, что на питание средств им хватает, однако приобретение одежды или обуви уже вызывает трудности.
Блин, как печально все это. Реально - иду вот сегодня по улице, благодать! а лица у людей как у уголовников. Кажется вот-вот в глаз кто-то даст.
Исследование дало следующие, довольно удручающие для украинцев результаты, которые, на мой взгляд, являются следствием советского прошлого и бедного настоящего:
1. В категории "Самостоятельность принятия решений" украинцы в Европе заняли предпоследнее 24-е место, опередив лишь болгар. На другом конце спектра - швейцарцы и датчане.
70 лет СССР, где решения за всех принимало государство, отучили людей брать на себя ответственность. Человек такой системы привык, что ему должны.
2. В дисциплине "Окрытость ко всему новому" соотечественники и вовсе заняли последнее 25-е место. На другом конце линейки - голландцы и британцы. На мой взгляд, это также следствие "совка". Новое ассоциируется у людей с неуверенностью и проблемами.
3. В категории "Личная безопасность" украинцы наоборот заняли первое место в Европе, опередив даже россиян. Неудивительно в стране, где ментов надо бояться, а все суды - продажны, вопрос лишь цены.
4. В такой ценности как "Приверженность традициям и зависимость от общественного мнения" украинцы заняли 3-е место, после поляков и болгар.
5. Важное: в категории "Самоутверждение" (статус, богатство, власть) украинцы оказались на 6-м месте, в одной компании с турками, румынами и россиянами. Подтвержение этому - многочисленные Lexus и Mercedes в столице, люди в метро с сумками Louis Vuitton и повсюду с написью Rich на жопе. Это ясно, это от бедности и неуверенности в затрашнем дне.
6. И последнее: В категории "Гедонизм, т.е. Стремление веселиться и получать удовольствие от жизни", украинцы заняли предпоследнее 24-е место, ниже - лишь набожные поляки. На первом месте - французы.
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Почти треть украинцев (32,0%) оценивая свое материальное положение заявили, что едва сводят концы с концами, иногда им не хватает средств даже на питание. Об этом свидетельствуют данные всеукраинского телефонного опроса на тему: Первый год президентства Виктора Януковича, который провел Институт Горшенина с 14 по 23 февраля. Почти такое же количество опрошенных (31,7%) отметили, что на питание средств им хватает, однако приобретение одежды или обуви уже вызывает трудности.
Блин, как печально все это. Реально - иду вот сегодня по улице, благодать! а лица у людей как у уголовников. Кажется вот-вот в глаз кто-то даст.
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I know it's not hip anymore, but what do I care? 
Anyway, I do have over 9 thousand pictures to sort (which are 98% JYJ) and I really need to work them out because another world tour is not far ahead and it scares me.
Anyway, I do have over 9 thousand pictures to sort (which are 98% JYJ) and I really need to work them out because another world tour is not far ahead and it scares me.
суббота, 12 марта 2011
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His topic was him crying after the first JYJ concert in Seoul.
Jaejoong: The whole process of preparing for the concert was so difficult. Cjes is a new company, the staffs are all new so the teamwork isn’t as smooth as before, there was a natural disaster..
When we finished the show successfully, the emotions and thoughts I kept for a long time burst out. I could see Junsu and Yoochun and I just felt so thankful.
I hugged each of them and said thank you and I love you.
Junsu: We cried a little when we were patting Jaejoong’s shoulders.
Jaejoong: When I hugged Junsu, my tears ran down Junsu’s cheeks. Junsu said hyung thank you at that moment and i cried even more.
Then we talked altogether. Yoochun said it’s ok and he patted my shoulders. I don’t remember members patting my shoulders that much till now. I felt so thankful again and kah..
And then Junsu’s interview vid.
JS: That was the first time I saw Jaejoong cry so hard infront of this. He always tries to carry all the burden.
But I want to share that burden. We can share it. He told us thank you and I love you. Listening to that, I thought I should love more.. (don’t remember the last part..)
***
The MC asked for Angel Jaejoong and Yoochun too.
We counted one, two three!! for Jaejoong together, but he won’t do it.
Yoochun said Jaejoong is a devil so he can’t be angel Jaejoong lol. YC: He has the devil’s face!
When the MC asked Yoochun, he refused, so the MC asked for a special pose, and Yoochun said “there are minors here.. no.”
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MC: Junsu-ssi, do you watch porn?
JS: Wha?!!
JJ: We all watch porn~
JS: No, no you mean we watch’ed’ it. Not anymore.
JJ: I still watch it sometimes when I’m bored.
Love your honesty, Jae))
YC: It’ll be on the newspaper tomorrow. “Kim Jaejoong from JYJ, addicted to porn!”
Junsu refused to answer because his parents were there.(which means..?!) The funny thing is, Jaejoong said “My parents are here too~” lol.
Jaejoong: The whole process of preparing for the concert was so difficult. Cjes is a new company, the staffs are all new so the teamwork isn’t as smooth as before, there was a natural disaster..
When we finished the show successfully, the emotions and thoughts I kept for a long time burst out. I could see Junsu and Yoochun and I just felt so thankful.
I hugged each of them and said thank you and I love you.
Junsu: We cried a little when we were patting Jaejoong’s shoulders.
Jaejoong: When I hugged Junsu, my tears ran down Junsu’s cheeks. Junsu said hyung thank you at that moment and i cried even more.
Then we talked altogether. Yoochun said it’s ok and he patted my shoulders. I don’t remember members patting my shoulders that much till now. I felt so thankful again and kah..
And then Junsu’s interview vid.
JS: That was the first time I saw Jaejoong cry so hard infront of this. He always tries to carry all the burden.
But I want to share that burden. We can share it. He told us thank you and I love you. Listening to that, I thought I should love more.. (don’t remember the last part..)
***
The MC asked for Angel Jaejoong and Yoochun too.
We counted one, two three!! for Jaejoong together, but he won’t do it.
Yoochun said Jaejoong is a devil so he can’t be angel Jaejoong lol. YC: He has the devil’s face!
When the MC asked Yoochun, he refused, so the MC asked for a special pose, and Yoochun said “there are minors here.. no.”
***
MC: Junsu-ssi, do you watch porn?
JS: Wha?!!
JJ: We all watch porn~
JS: No, no you mean we watch’ed’ it. Not anymore.
JJ: I still watch it sometimes when I’m bored.
Love your honesty, Jae))YC: It’ll be on the newspaper tomorrow. “Kim Jaejoong from JYJ, addicted to porn!”
Junsu refused to answer because his parents were there.(which means..?!) The funny thing is, Jaejoong said “My parents are here too~” lol.
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So naughty, Jae.
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Hahaha! I don't even know whether this is cute or disturbing. Apparently Brian is a model for Yoshiki's fashion line, "Yoshikimono".
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Finally! There were many speculations regarding the next EP and today EA announces two!
Took me 2 views to realize the trailer shows the life story of one guy. Anyway. As expected Generations is quite a disappointment. The only things I found intersting in the trailer are bachelor's party and the wedding and even that is not guaranteed to be good - trailer is trailer. But it does add some much-needed realism to the game. Even though some of these things should have been there to begin with.
Unleashed is nice, I guess, but honestly I could do with just cats and dogs. Horses are good too. But I certainly don't need lizards and snakes. But we shall see. Of all the rumours I really hoped for Seasons, but tought luck. I want more details. I'm craving for new EP, I got used to LN pretty quickly. There are still vampires to explore though.
Took me 2 views to realize the trailer shows the life story of one guy. Anyway. As expected Generations is quite a disappointment. The only things I found intersting in the trailer are bachelor's party and the wedding and even that is not guaranteed to be good - trailer is trailer. But it does add some much-needed realism to the game. Even though some of these things should have been there to begin with.
Unleashed is nice, I guess, but honestly I could do with just cats and dogs. Horses are good too. But I certainly don't need lizards and snakes. But we shall see. Of all the rumours I really hoped for Seasons, but tought luck. I want more details. I'm craving for new EP, I got used to LN pretty quickly. There are still vampires to explore though.
пятница, 11 марта 2011
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One hell of a day. Today is my Mum's birtday and I have a test in Japanese and my sister woke me up (the 3rd time) to tell about the earthquake. My first thought was: "Junsu!" I was sort of worried, but it's the Japanese! They get the strongest earthquake in the world since 1933 and there are only about 60 deaths reported. Junsu's alright. Although I feel kinda sorry for him since he was moaning how he didn't want to go alone, but he still had to and now he's trapped in there for awhile.
JS: The shaking which i have not felt before until now… I felt today…
JS: Above all, i have a fan meeting tomorrow so I need to leave…will the plane be able to fly…erm
Looks like the airports resumed their functioning so Junsu can return and everything is going as planned.
JS: The shaking which i have not felt before until now… I felt today…
JS: Above all, i have a fan meeting tomorrow so I need to leave…will the plane be able to fly…erm
Looks like the airports resumed their functioning so Junsu can return and everything is going as planned.
четверг, 10 марта 2011
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How the hell am I supposed to study after I've seen Junsu all slutty and suggestive? Hell, yeah! It gives me all sorts of dirty thoughts. 
I can't help but to think back to this old secret:
I can't help but to think back to this old secret:
