I really need to get this out of my system

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The whole Ban on the Unauthorized Distribution of Fan Meeting Pictures/Video.

C-Jes released an announcement that confirmed that DVD will be released, but to the C-Jes Members only.

Oh, that perfectly justifies all the threats. I had such high expectstions of C-Jes, but in the end I guess they're not a friend, but still a company who wants to make profit. I'm disappointed.

On March 12th evening JYJ Park Yoochun tweeted, “Please do not follow me. Do not come in front of my house. Sasaeng!”. Later he also tweeted on the same day, “The people in front of my house… No matter how much I think about it, in my opinion they’re just the same like anti-fans. It’s been too much, I hate it.” he expressed his frustrated feeling.

I really like you, Yoochun-ah, but now I'm pissed off. I know it sucks to be followed wherever you go, I know stalkers are creepy. I'm not justifying what they do. But hey, something comes to mind. Who was it that recorded that message as if you were talking to your girlfriend? Who made that contest at fanmeeting to see what your fans are willng to do for you? Who was it that made them think they have a chance? Who said fans are like family? Whenever I see things like that I can't help thinking that it's so unfair. If you love them that much and consider them your family or your girlfriends then invite them to your house to hang out. No? Well, don't say that shit then. You breed stalkers. Can't you see?

And now you call them antis? Aren't they the same people who support you and buy your albums? The same people you have pledged your love to? You thank them for their support and love, but the same love outside of venues pisses you off. You want them to adore you at fanmeetings and concerts, but forget you exist the moment you walk off the stage? Well, guess what, life doesn't work that way.

They might be a bit crazy, yes, but in the end they're just poor girls whose life consists of listening to your music, looking at your pictures, stalking you and dreaming of marrying you. They live through your life and breathe your air, following your every step. They're, like, 90% of your audience. I remember being madly in love and in really was like an addiction. I would do anything just to see him, even for a brief moment. This is no different. How are they going to go out with someone and get married when they have you? Most of the time it's either being happily married or buying your albums. Every guy they meet will get compared to you and found lacking. Yes, now I'm talking about myself. Sometimes I get pissed at myself for being one of the fools who fell for you. The whole boy-band industry seems to have been created to make women miserable and unsatisfied. Fuck. Sometimes I really wish you were gay just to end this shit.

There, I said it. This sucks so much considering it's the worst thing to happen with the Trial so close at hand.

@темы: bitching, issues, musings, Yoochunnie

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Every guy they meet will get compared to you and found lacking. Yes, now I'm talking about myself. Sometimes I get pissed at myself for being one of the fools who fell for you. The whole boy-band industry seems to have been created to make women miserable and unsatisfied.

Life is pain.
It might sounds cruel, but I believe it's good for me that they're slowing their promotion. I'm talking about DBSK in general. As you said, it's a kinda pathetic life when you're a hard fan girl. It can dispute, but it is what it is. Now I'm able to see a lot of other gorgeous dudes, celebrities and even ordinary people. I remember the time when I fangirled like a crazy. It was a madness and I'm glad that now it's over. I love Junsu but not like I used to. Maybe it's because of the whole difference between us and Korean fans who can stalk?

Sometimes I really wish you were gay just to end this shit.
I know it's sad but i loled. Forgive me.

The whole Yoochun thing will never ends until he fucking buys new house with security. But he continues to talk about stalkers. For years.

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It might sounds cruel, but I believe it's good for me that they're slowing their promotion.

No, I totally agree. I seriously do not want this world tour of JYJ, because I know I'll have to save all these tons of pics and videos and I still have tons of unsorted stuff from the previous tour. It really scares me how close I've gotten with these boys, how much I empathize with them and they don't even know who the hell I am.

Maybe it's because of the whole difference between us and Korean fans who can stalk?

Yeah, the thing is if I ever visit Seoul the temptation to at least go and see his house will be big.

I know it's sad but i loled. Forgive me.

There's nothing to forgive. It's sad and funny at the same time.

The whole Yoochun thing will never ends until he fucking buys new house with security. But he continues to talk about stalkers. For years.

So true. What further pisses me off is that whenever he meets some fan in the street he always flirts and makes them blush. And then he keeps bitching about stalkers. That bastard.

Thanks for commenting. It began to feel rather lonely here.

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Thanks for commenting

I'm a bad person. I don't want JYJ world tour. As always I won't get an opportunity to go to the concert (just once, just fucking once!!!), and this fact pisses me off.

It really scares me how close I've gotten with these boys, how much I empathize with them and they don't even know who the hell I am.

I thought about it too. It's so strange to see them in doramas for example, like you're watching your friend or relative on the screen.

That bastard.

I feel love in your words

[_Aya_]

As always I won't get an opportunity to go to the concert (just once, just fucking once!!!), and this fact pisses me off.

Ah, I know what you mean. But as for me, I don't want to go to their concert. Because then I will get to actually see them, see they are real and my condition will get worse. I still remember meeting Sugizo, even though I've never been a fan of his after meeting him I felt this sort of euphoria and couldn't help thinking "he's so gorgeous!" I think it's called "post-concert syndrome".

I thought about it too. It's so strange to see them in doramas for example, like you're watching your friend or relative on the screen.

Exactly! I almost see them as a family. And lately I had many dreams where I hung out with Jae.

I feel love in your words

I'm too obvious.