the wind is blowing
a glowing of the sky
the fated 2 of us
even if it's a distance away
the time passes
the spaces that passes by is long

it seems to be love
it seems to be longing
your smile
has captivated me
after the flowers have fallen
we will start all over again

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if we walk on the fallen leaves
while we're together
the lady who took my heart
I promise eternally
shimmering to the eyes
in the beautiful dream
seems like an ordeal has come

after the flowers have fallen, we~
start over again...

(Junsu) The feast of the stars, shining bright and dreaming the same dream under the same sky. I load my body onto this festival for the song we will sing once more some day, and that day is sure to come.. When the flowers fall, we will start again.. Fallen Leaves isn’t a song dedicated to a beloved woman (1:25am KST)

Hmmm...

Do you know what's called love?
No~ in fact I have no idea about it too...
just don't know it Ye
my heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
what should I do?
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
I don't know too Ye
I keep finding you and running, I'm back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
Even if I want to start anew
It doesn't seems easy for our love

My memories. sweet memories~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
forget the old days~
We just need to have the 2 of us
know we know it, don't we
we know it even if we don't say it out
tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn't too far
i'm sorry that I can't say it
i love you my dear
maybe times i've tried calling
I've been thinking about what to say...
I don't know it too Ye~
even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can't stop myself from wanting to find you
look at me, look at the me now
Although it feels awakward because I've changed so much, wait
let's not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

@темы: tweets, lyrics, Junsu

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Pierrot

Oh~ Oh~~~~~~~~
Me, as your Pierrot, it’s really a joke
My mind getting it all from you, it dirty my mind
In front of me, my bro. in front of money, I’m nothing
You’re a perfect pro, truly a p.s.m.
What kind of doings will you do to the me who is still young?
Take away your dirty hands
Don’t even try to confront
We’re no longer the us from yesterday
I still see it even if I close my eyes
I’m now the master
Delving like there’s no end no. no
Don’t try to measure it up with fortune or misfortune for this extend
Look properly at the world. It’s so beautiful
No, just do not touch me
I’m not a Pierrot
I want to live under a wider sky
I want to know the meaning of freedom. Fly fly much higher
There’s only thoughts about myself
There’s only my own life
I hate having to think about the days living in a prisoner cell
Forever Bye bye bye
Throw away those thoughts only of u
Throw away those excuses of yours
Because it will only be filled with those days of misery and pain
No future no freedom It’s just like a chase for us but it doesn’t matter
Now we’re just gonna walk out way for the rest of my life

So it was really that bad, baby?
I loved the song instantly. It kept playing in my head even today. I love it even more now that I know. This is exactly the kind of songs I want. The ones that come from the heart.

@музыка: JYJ - Pierrot

@темы: lyrics, JYJ, Jaejoong

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Yeah, I'm up at this ungodly hour. It's almost time to go. _Aya_ hwaiting!

EDit: おつかれさま!

запись создана: 05.12.2010 в 09:08

@темы: milestone

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...And these are the best stars of Asia. Behold!

@темы: tweets, chunjae

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- I'm not ready for the cold. Damn, it's freezing outside! I went out yesterday for just some 20 minutes and eek! I don't want to ever go back there. Wish I could barricade myself under the blanket and not come out until Spring comes.

- Noryoku is just a few days away and I'm screwed. I know I had plenty of time, but it's not even that. This is seriously above my level. There's a shitload of grammar and kanji I don't know and it's not something you learn in a couple of days. Then again remembering the uni days... Guess I'm just too lazy. Anyway, I'll try to stuff myself with as much as I can. Hwaiting!^^

- Listening to rip from the concert. Crappy quality, but the songs are pretty good. I want a CD.

@музыка: JYJ - Pierrot

@темы: myself

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I've seen a lot, but this is just... Jaejoong's footage is one of the most beautiful and erotic things I've ever seen. Really. Though he looks so cold and stern it kinda freaks me out. But then he bursts into his typical silly laughter and I remind myself: this is just Jae. And Yoochun's just... FUCK. Park Yoochun, can I have your babies?



Excuse me I need a

@темы: Yoochunnie, Jaejoong

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On new songs

(Junsu) The feast of the stars, shining bright and dreaming the same dream under the same sky. I load my body onto this festival for the song we will sing once more some day, and that day is sure to come.. When the flowers fall, we will start again.. Fallen Leaves isn’t a song dedicated to a beloved woman (1:25am KST)

Woot? Junsu tries to get 'Yoochun-deep'? XD

(Junsu) Jaejoong hyung was so moved yesterday.. The sight of Jaejoong hyung crying his eyes out like that.. I had never seen that before…haha;; Will Jaejoong hyung not like it if I say this..?? Anyway, seeing him cry like that made Yoochun and me cry with him..But they were tears of joy… And it was all thanks to you guys.^^ (12:46pm KST)
(Jaejoong) @0101xiahtic When I think about yesterday, I feel so embarrassed.. I don’t think I’ll be able to look Junsu and Yoochun in the eye for the time being (2:53pm KST)

(Jaejoong) Yesterday.. I started crying because something inside of my heart, that I had been locking away for the past year, just seemed to burst out with a “Bang”, and I cried again when Yoochun came to comfort me,. And then I cried again when Junsu came to comfort me.. Then we all got together and said “I love you”"We have to be eternal..” to each other, danced.. and cried..Thanks Junsu hyung and Yoochun hyung (8:28pm KST)

Duh... Korean guys... And what's with the Hyung?

(Jaejoong) Oh..There are a lot of people who are wondering what the meaning of “Nine” is.. It literally means “9″.. (8:33pm KST)

(Jaejoong) It’s because it’s been around 9 years from when we all first started living together, after Yoochun was the last to join, till now. (8:37pm KST)

Hmmm... Does Jae has his chronology mixed up? Should be 7 years. Even Junsu wrote it before.

(Jaejoong) Originally for Nine.. I wanted to arrange the song thinking of our “Beginning” so I used the basic chords that I learned when Yoochun first began teaching me how to play the piano, and I created the melody so that it would remind people of music from 10 years ago.. Yoochun didn’t even know that and said “Hyung..It has kind of an old feeling to it? haha”.. (Sorry Yoochun haha) (9:22pm KST)

(Jaejoong) The songs composed by the members this concert were all completely composed, arranged and had their lyrics written by the members. (9:27pm KST)

That's really nice to know. Proud of you, guys.

@темы: tweets, Jaejoong, Junsu

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JYJ Worldwide Concert In Seoul

So, first impressions. I watched a few dozen fancams and here goes:

I was expecting just another showcase and here came a full blown concert with solo performances from Beginning and at least 5 brand new songs. There are some things that I don't like (mostly the dancers), but overall I'm pretty excited. So hoping for a DVD. And a new album, of course.

I so wasn't going to bitch about how 3 bitches ruined JJ's solo. But Damn, I don't care if they're considered the best dancers of US, they're ugly and vulgar. This was meant to be a sad love song, why do they keep rubbing against him like bitches in heat. No matter how good Jae's vocals are I can't watch it. Pissed me off so much.

Yoochun's I Love You was also violated by these bitches. And it was awful. I really like the song and it's unlikely to be ever performed live again, so that sucks so hard.

Drunken Truth sounded just great. Every solo song from Yoochun is a gift for me.

It was great to hear Jaejoong's To You It's Separation... Such a beautiful song.

Empty Orch Ver. sounds really cool.

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New songs

IDS is... idek. the first time I heard it I thought "WTF is this shit? I don't wanna hear it." Then the next time I heard it I decided I want to listen to it again just to make up my mind. The third time I decided it's kinda ok. And then again Junsu's hipsroll can make up for nearly anything)) And Lol for 'I want you in my pants' XD

Mission is not good, but in my opinion there'a hardly anything worse than Be The One.

Pierrot. Seems ok.

Nine is not bad either. They looked so beautiful and soulful singing it I have a feeling it'll grow on me.

Falling Leaves sounds really nice. Surely a ballad is harder to fuck up, yet... Thank you, Junsu.

To me the three of them work so well. Where one lacks the other makes up. I had this month of Yoochun blowing my mind until they cut his hair. Currently it's one of those periods where I'm cold towards Jae for some whimsical reason I can't even remember. Now I'm fascinatd with Junsu. Especially this one fancam where he stands there up in the air in this fishnet shirt and his breath is coming out in puffs, but he sings like an angel.

Obligatory picspam^^
For now just Junsu. Bb, I want to HAG you so bad )))







The review kinda sucks, but who cares. 's functional. I'll leave it as it is for now.

@темы: review, picspam, JYJ

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Chasing The Winter Moon

Специально для Neko-chyan)))



Chasing The Winter Moon
Pairing: Moon Jae Shin / Goo Yong Ha (GeolRim fic, SKK fic)
Post Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Overall Rating: Probably NC-17

wedspawn.livejournal.com/96796.html?#cutid1

Автор довольно хороший.

@темы: fanfix

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Fishies

I totally forgot! I have pets. I've had them for a couple of months now. I'd said I don't want any pet except maybe fish. They don't shit on the floor, don't smell, don't bite and don't make noise. Guess my sis made use of that. I don't mind. They're really small and there's about 10 of them. I couldn't get a good shot since they swim around like crazy. In a way it's kinda nice to have some living creature at home.

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Finally burnt the THSK 2009 folder. Took me 5 DVDs excluding the Soulmates promotion. And that's just Japanese bangumi. It's a relief sort of. It's time to turn the page.

@темы: OCD, TVXQ

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Снееееееееееееееееееееееееееееееег!

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Is there even one Korea dorama that doesn't have the word 'gay' in the sсript? Not that I mind, but there's something awfully hypocritical about it.

@темы: dorama, the eternal debate

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I got the priveledge of password to this collection:
kokayz.livejournal.com/694995.html#cutid1

I don't even know what I did to deserve the honour. Must be thanking for some other post. You never know how the girl's mind works. The funny thing is I don't even want it in the first place. I grabbed a few small archives just lest it be a total waste. The whole thing is 5.8 GB for crying out loud! The Singapore alone is 2 GB! What am I gonna do with 14, 000 pics? Mine is 730 MB with 2300 pics in it. The only reason why hers is so big is because there's shitload of multiples and tiny LQ shitty pics. I know because it takes hours to edit and in the end I come up with about 1/5 of the initial quantity.

It really pisses me off when people want praise for their posts whatever that is. You either share it or sell it. Kokayz is the epitome of annoying in that respect. I mean noone would say anything to her just because currently she's the biggest supplier of all stuff tvxq/jyj related. I'm not an exclusion. But damn I get pissed off sometimes with her stupid rules written in very bad English so you can hardly understand what she means. I get annoyed whenever I see:

Leave a comment (comment is comment) not only word thank you.
Leave your e-mail address to sending a pass word but if you forgot I'm not remind you.
If you don't received pass word in 2 day it's meaning you are Illegal.
I hope you don't mind about my rule because it's so easy to do.
No limit quota but I'll locking entry when I want.

Most of the time when I see it I go: "the hell with it, I don't need it that much."

I know it sucks when you spend time making, uploading, editing and get only a couple of comments. But it's not an excuse. I prefer getting a few genuine "thank you's" rather that a hundred forced ones.

@темы: bitching, fandom

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Do the math...

5-1=0

5-3=?

After the 3 TVXQ members left, for over a long year, both U-Know Yunho and Max Changmin have refrained from musical activities. The two members as well as the company wanted to keep TVXQ alive, thinking about the never changing hearts of our loyal fans who have waited a long time... and the rest of the crap. You know it.

It's not news. really, but I just wanted to be sure before making my mind on the matter. I am in no way against Yunho and Changmin continuing their music career. But keeping the name just isn't right in my eyes. Thankfully I'm not really hurt by this, but I don't feel good about it either. And HoMin... I don't even want to dwell on it but this means one of two things: either they had no say in this at all which absolutely sucks or they agreed to it which is even worse. I mean, what aout the whole:



Also this:
Their Japanese agency, Avex, has also announced that it is would be possible for the duo to return to the Japanese market as well.

I don't want to be conceited, but to me it looks like now it's all obvious about the whole Avex issue. I hate the way both Avex and SM tries to make it look like they actually care. Companies just aren't made this way. They exist to make profits, not making people happy. I know there are different opinions and I understand it would be kind of a waste to let that name become history and it sort of leaves a place for the three to come back to. I can't imagine this happening at this point, but it gives people hope at least. Then again, I don't need it since I don't really want them back anymore.

Another thing I'm worried about: from now whether we want it or not it becomes a competition.

@темы: Lawsuit, TVXQ

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The coolest things about Late Night EP

Whew! After a few weeks of playing I finally did this post. I didn't get to do that much though since I had this big problem with my game being torturously slow. Now all is fixed and it's time to party! A quick overview of the best features of this highly anticipated EP.

Breast sliders
Like, finally! Took EA long enough to figure out the popular demand. The Sim world just became a better place.
The muscle definition one is pretty cool too, but it doesn't work for me. Guess it has to do with custom skins, but there's no way I'm going to give them up.

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Piano
My gorgeous baby grand piano. It's one of the things I was really hoping for. The boys look beautiful plauing and I really love the melodies they used.



Jamming and bands
That's a really cool feature. I always loved listening how sounds of different instruments combine to create music so I really enjoy it when the boys do a jam session. I wish there was a singer though. Actually I was going to make a 5-man band, but turned out the limit is four. Guess who didn't make it?



Jacuzzi
I wasn't that excited about jacuzzi, but it's pretty cool. And there are a lot of perks like making out in it))
The pictures aren't posed, btw. They just went skinny dipping as soon as they moved in.



Speaking of skinny dipping I was really surprised to see this feature. Don't need to add it to a core mod now. Sims love doing it. They don't even get embarrassed, they just cheer instead.

Clubbing
Basically it's the main point of this EP. Sure you can dance at home and even learn mixing drinks, but the whole club atmosphere is something different. Barmen showing off, blowing bubbles, dancing on the table and making out on the dancefloor is a lot of fun!



New dance moves
I wasn't sure what else to point out. Until I saw Su dance that is. Oh.My.God! Before the dances were alright and I was hoping for some more moves, but I could never foresee that! This is like the gayest kind of dance ever. In a good way. Shake it!



Celebrities
Just like in reality celebrity status is as much a nuisanse as it is an advantage. Sneaky paparazzy and nagging for autugraphs gets pretty irritating. JJ seems to enjoy it though.)) My YunJae are already VIP going around in a limo. Too bad you can't WooHoo in a limo.



There are many other small novelties like elevators, fountains, subway and more. I like the whole atmosphere of the city as compared to earlier towns. And of course there are still some features I haven't explored yet. Like vampires. But that should take a separate game.



In other news Yoochun became Best Friens with his Porsche. Just him. He didn't even ride it that much.
Now that I worked out all my problems I put WA back too.
Already did preliminary skins for JJ and Yoochun. This is really cool! The game became much more fun.

@темы: Sims 3

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I am so excited finally transcending into the category of editor/creator. I began with making pictures, then there were tattoos which wasn't easy at all, now I began toying with skins. Initially I just wanted to convert a few replacement skins to non-replacement, but Skinator is such a simple and powerful tool that I decided to experiment with it. Turns out working with skins is a piece of cake, really. Fianally able to edit skins to my liking and add penis texture to all male skins. I'm also trying to combine different body and face textures, but I have some problems with it as of now. I am so hoping of finally making perfect skins for each of my sims.
When will I finally finish the preliminary and actually begin to play?

Yay! Success! I made the skin for Junsu exactly how I wanted! Private parts included. Now I can work on the others.

запись создана: 18.11.2010 в 16:34

@настроение: excited!

@темы: Sims 3, skillz

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JUST. FUCKING. GORGEOUS.

As for the Halloween live, I raided the web for photos and there's none! How is that possible? Do they have freaky security or the fans are that self-conscious? But finall after half an hour I finally came up with this:

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No comments. Just...

I think Hyde has regenerative powers. Whenever I think: "He does age after all!" he comes back as gorgeous as ever. Ah~

@музыка: The Sugarcubes - Deus

@темы: Hyde

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Finished Broken Glass Hearts today. To say is was boring to me is an understatement. I have a lot of respect for wedspawn, but since SMM every next work of hers seems less fun. But I guess it's mostly because I really don't share her vision of the situaton. Or rather a dream vision so to say. Nowadays not only do I skip Min7, but half of YunJae too.

And there goes the whole YunJae problem. YunJae, or Jaeho than, was the fuel of my interest in this fandom in the first place, but then gradually I began to lose interest and now I begin to dislike it. Which is no good at all since the fandom is as strong as ever and there are still more fics than any other ...I'm so easily irritated. Lately whenever anyone squeals: "OMG, YunJae is so real!" (which is very often) it makes me frown. I guess it's partly because of conflics with YunJae fans, but mostly it's because now I prefer to see things differently and anything that impedes it causes protest. Funny how before I was so anti-OT5 and now I'm the one who thinks it's time to move on to OT3. We fans are all hypocritical in one way or another.
Lately I began to question too many things - slash fandom and the fandom as a whole, realtionship of artist and fans... I always hated being a fan and all it implies. But it's no good trying to rationalize these things.

The whole YJ fandom seems to be at war lately. And it really seems 50/50. Someone just posted direct accusation at jaeho_yongwonhi and I foresee 575849303-comment battle. If mods don't delete it that is. I had my share of this alredy, now I know better than to butt in. I don't think there's a point in discussing the matter, it only leads to even more hard feelings. People can't reach a consensus, except maybe a voting? That would be curious. This is depressing though.

But back to fanfics. Lately there isn't much choice. There's just her, Sekushiai who disappointed me a lot, and my precious Willowwing. I saved just 3 fics within the last month and they're all PWP. This is sad.

I just made a list of my Top 10 PWP and funny how I could only find links to 2 of them, one is now locked and the rest are all deleted. Well, good for me.

запись создана: 17.11.2010 в 17:24

@темы: bitching, H.O.T, fanfix, yunjae

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I seriosly begin to think Yoochunnie's IQ depends on his haircut.

@темы: Yoochunnie