Yuki, рада приветствовать! Вы мой счастливый 21й ПЧ.))
Открываю для вас записи. Добро пожаловать!

@темы: welcome

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Someone on baidu wrote that she heard Yoochun say “I’m going crazy” in Shanghai airport

I know how it feels. Lately my paranoia is taking a new turn. It has now developed into hypochondria. I've been freaking out for about a month before I found the courage to go check. I read somewhere that it's typical of Taurus to worry about their throats. I hate hospitals, they fill me with a feeling of dread. But it wasn't too bad thankfully. And of course turned out I'm pretty much fine. Which I'm glad about of course, but the downside of it is that means what I really need to fix is my head. Nevertheless, fear is a good thing to a certain degree. It motivates. You need a headstart once in a while. It's better to worry in advance than after it's too late.

Turns out I got too much sugar in mah blood. And I don't even like sweets. Must be too much pop music on an empty stomach. *sigh*

@темы: myself, musings

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Nihongo wo benkyu suru

Ну все, бля. Вот я и поступила на эти блядские курсы. Радости по этому поводу не испытываю, только легкое облегчение. Это должно было случиться еще год назад. I feel retarded as it is. I've been into J-Rock for 4 years now. It's quite pathetic, really. Oh well... better late than never.

@темы: myself, milestone

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Beautiful Thing или "То ли девушка, то ли видение"...

Oh, yeah. I almost forgot. Since I already put it on Yootube. The video that took me 8 months to complete. But I'm happy with it and she likes it and it's all that matters. It was made out of pure feeling more than anything. Even though it is a bit of a rip-off. Originality is overrated anyway.



www.4shared.com/file/62483278/fb40f679/Beautifu...

@музыка: Kang Ta - Polaris

@темы: fanvid, yoosu

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Здравствуйте, Яна!

Этот день настал и я приветствую вас здесь. Номинальное число моих ПЧй, кажись впервые за 2 года, достигло 20.
Ну, типа, Добро Пожаловать! Эм, даж не знаю... вам записи открывать или пожалеть вашу детскую психику?

@темы: welcome

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Random

So...

- It's officially over. My room has been finally repainted and it's nice deep blue, if only a little dark. There's no furniture left in the room, since we got rid of all. Just the computer and a matrass. But what else do you need for a living?
- The new computer is already ordered. It's gona be one hot baby!
- I completed most of my schedule.
I finished the video that's been hanging around since December, finished the letter, that's been hanging around since April and sent it all.
Finished reading the latest installment of the Arc. Cruel indeed. The continuation is likely to take months since she's been writing this for at least 6 years, so I don't take my hopes up. But it's well worth it. There's a reason why she calls it " The Violet Eyes (or WK) story line (or the series that seems to stretch on into infinity *whimpers*)"
The girl's a genius. She's only 25-26 and she lives in Pittsburgh (am I the only one who gets instant association? ).
So anyway now I only have a couple of episodes of DA to watch. That and try to finish at least the biggest posts, but I don't want to force it and I'm doing pretty good so far so no worries.
- I got a haircut. Finally. I'm not really overwhelmed, but I suppose he did a pretty good job and it's refreshing.
- I still listen to George Michael. Just for the record. He's an amazing musician and a brilliant lyricist and he generally rocks.

@темы: myself, fanfix, milestone

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Not as academically grounded as Godsend, but way more hilarious.)

"Omniscience," Changmin says thirty minutes later. "The capacity to know everything that can be known."
There is a really, really long pause. Yunho looks at the contents of Junsu's water bottle.
"And the ability to turn water into wine," he adds.
Jaejoong, who is still superpower-less, says, "this is a fucking joke."
"It pays off to be Christian," Junsu says sweetly.

Nietzsche is dead
unlearned.livejournal.com/32657.html#cutid1

@музыка: Eden- To Destination

@темы: fanfix

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_Aya_ is a very happy puppy today) She finally got her Arena 37! And it even comes with two posters! My Precious...




Even though I would remove half the pages filled with ugly-looking oyaji and youngsters. And SS501...shoo! Oh well, guess you can't get everything.
The posters are nice. There's one with Alice Nine. I like 4 things about Alice Nine: their music, their PVs, Shou and their clothes. Why did they have to do this photoshoot in casual style, and quite a hideous one at that.
The TVXQ one is 2-sided. And pretty huge. I'm not sure what to do with it yet. I mean as much as I love them...
Other good things include hide, miyavi, Sugizo and even a piccie of Vamps with drop-dead gourgeous Hyde.
And this section drives my point home as to why the Japanese are fucking crazy)
img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/Swoon/drawings0...

Me wants moar!

Scans here:
community.livejournal.com/jrock_scans/1219810.h...

@темы: review, TVXQ, little treasures

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Note: This long rambling post is dedicated to a game. Written solely out of my wish to express my feeligs and thoughts on the matter. In other words: I suggest you just skip it. It's not like it would make any sense anyway...

For I have walked the planes...

It all started when I decided to find some old simple game just to have a distraction. Little did I know that it would end up as so much more than this. I been browsin' to find something suitable and stumbled upon this. It's not exactly the sort of stuff I usually play, but it the excited comments and mainly 'From the creators of Fallout' got me intrigued. And it went from there...

What can change the nature of a man?..

They call it: "The RPG of all RPGs". And you can see damn well why. —Never mind it was released in the good old 1999.— I've seen people in their thirties who said the game changed their lives. Carlos Castaneda meets Milorad Pavic. — What? I'm a closet Fantasy fan. — It is more of an interactive novel than a game, really. It's one of those games that didn't sell that well, but in the end are considered an absolute classic of its genre. ('Too much plot, too little action' as some say, but it's no surprise, most people are just too thick and shallow to appreciate it) But yeah, I did feel pretty thick at the early stages of the game and even now, having finished, I feel ignorant - there are still so many things I failed to undersand. And then there are still quite a few bugs in it, unfortunately...

And here I thought Fallout 2 was the peak of ingenuity...


I am utterly fascinated by this universe, I mean this multiverse. I bow down to its creators. Hell, I even went as far as to dl the OST (it's unofficial and was released in Poland), the novel (which is just edited original game sсript) and what's more - 23 books (which turned out to be those D&D RPG guides) and I'm hoping to read at least some of them. No, really, they're impressive. When I look at them I think Tolkien's overrated. As I continued my research, I found out the first book dealing with the planes was released as early as 1987. I also read some of the comments by the creators - scriptwriters, designers. I love seeing people who are passionate about what they do.

It's more than just a game, it's living through your character. Truly playing for the sake of playing. The main pont is not to finish it as fast as possible or gaining max experience points, but to explore this world and the creatures living within. This is also a self-exploration, not only the character's, but also your own. I goes to the extent of identifying yourself with your hero and developing a strong feeling of empathy. Towards the end, watcing my companions die, I really felt like crying.

Speaking of the Alignment ... The first time round I didn't manage to make the Nameless One Lawful Good, he still remained Neutral. Which is, I think, is a kind of psychology test for the player. I did manage it the second time though, but the funny thing is, by that time I decided it's kinda lame. The same with the Factions. I was quite impressed — these fictional groups make far more sense than real religious and political powers - The Sensates, The Godsmen, The Anarchists - so much it's hard to choose one. But I am most fond of the Incarnations. In the end there wasn't a Bad one, only Good, Practical and Paranoid. At first I found them pretty random, but after a moment of great emotional distress I realised they are actually well justified, in my own book.

Wandering many planes, acts of cruelty and kindness, chaos and law. One constant was the symbol of torment on his body, which drew other tormented souls to him. And many to their doom as well, no doubt.


Another point is that the game is really pretty damn creepy. But strangely, in the view of my recent mental state, it was one of the reasons why I was drawn to it. Its dark mysterious imagery suits me just fine at the moment. —Walking the Mortuary or the Catacombs or UnderSigil really freaked me out sometimes.— and the music adds a lot to the effect.

There aren't enough words to describe how much I like the gamw world itself, the plot and the characters. It's a fantasy world deprived of most of the cliches. The very concept of Blood War makes quite a difference from your usual Good vs. Evil stereotype — It's the Righteous Evil vs. Chaotic Evil, and all the while it's in the Good's best interests to keep it going.

But ultimately it's the combination of the original multiverse —you only get to see a small portion of it, and not the least creepy too— and the plot that makes it unique.

The loss of memory, the quest to find out who you truly are and the sad symbolism of the shadows, chasing you, closing in on you. This is a tale of loss, suffering and redemption.

For me this game is a treasure. I should've taken BG before or something, 'coz now I doubt that any game will get even close to it.

@темы: review, musings, Games

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It's cold and rainy outside and even though I slept for nearly 10 hours I still feel like crawling under a thick blanket and dozing off. This is how the Autumn kicks in.

@музыка: Depeche Mode - Memphisto

@темы: myself, one-liner

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Back again

В добавок к тому, что сломался портативный винт на 250! гиг, еще и слетел инет. За эти 4 дня я успела пообщаться с половиной операторов Воля-кабель, с некоторыми даже лично. Скоро по голосу узнавать будут. Ну да черт с ним. Пошла я наверстывать упущенное (надеюсь, есть что) и добивать 10 гиг трафика)

@темы: PC

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Глазики!

Янка купила фотик. Теперь у нас есть серия "наши глазики"!

@темы: myself

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Чотто... !?

Вы — ??? а вы паходу мальчик?

это песдец таких девочек не бывает! или еще раз пройдите тест, или компьютер что ли перезагрузите...

http://aeterna.ru/test.php?link=tests:6275" style="color: #FFFFFF">Пройти тест

@темы: flashmob

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Как хорошо, когда от кошмарного сна будит звонок с почты: "Заберите бандероль." ))))))))

upd: ...даже если оказывается, что она не тебе. Вот так всегда.

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vomperko, приветствую! Вы здесь по причине ДБСКб я так понимаю? В любом случае, открываю для вас записи.)

@темы: welcome