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Hyde продолжает радовать. Просто не верится, не могу нарадоваться. Компенсация за предыдущий год злостного и неистового HYDEа. Ах, эта леопердовая юбочка, ах эта курточка... где-то я ее уже видела... Возвращение к истокам?

@темы: Hyde, match

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countdown

10 hours...9... 8... tickling away my freedom. It's not right. The first days did feel somewhat lonely, what with my perpetual paranoia, it still is somewhat creepy at night, but... I put my head in my hands as it dawns upon me/ no more running around the flat after midnight, /no going to bed at 6 am, sipping at my beer watching a dorama/no smoking in front of the screen, well, just about everywhere actually. You get used to good things too fast, I guess. It's the miserable times that seem to last forever. I don't miss anything, anyone. Suppose I should, but I don't. I wouldn't mind living like this for another month, or even...



Cleaning up/ no ashes on the windowsill?/ no bottles under the table? All done, then. The party's over.

@музыка: no music

@настроение: anxious

@темы: myself

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Media

It's not even funny.



Hyde

http://ttrin.livejournal.com/171433.html



Gackt

http://ttrin.livejournal.com/177846.html

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@темы: Birthday

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Fuurin Kazan~ Gackt's blog entry

Crank-in[1] with a body weight increased by 9 kilos



A few days ago, I went into the studio to start filming Fuurin Kazan with the thought, “I must do my best to live up to the name Kagetora[2].” But, I’m not skilled enough and I’m not good at switching my character on and off in between takes. Because of that, for the past two months I haven’t been the usual Gackt; I’ve been spending my everyday life as “Uesugi Kenshin” and “Nagao Kagetora”.



Weight gain (going one size up) is one thing I have done in that regard. I’ve always been one to train, but for the past two months I’ve increased the amount of training. And in order to shape my body, inside and out, into one that can fight in the feudal era, I put on armor and trained hard every morning starting at 3:00 a.m. and achieved a weight gain of 9 kilos. I’m not just focusing on the physical, but also on the spiritual aspect and on my way of life; to emulate Kenshin’s spiritual side, I’ve been living a fairly stoic lifestyle.



I’ve been thinking, “What does it mean to present an Uesugi Kenshin that only I can present?”, and it means to include Kenshin’s androgynous side, his enigmatic side, and his ability to lead his vassals and chief vassals by using his overwhelming natural charisma and his creative way of thinking. Because he lived such a unique existence, I think it means to bring out on film the way he contrasts with Takeda Shingen (Harunobu).



It has only just begun for me, and the filming hasn’t been that hard, but as the filming schedule gets tighter, I sense that my usual self will get closer and closer to “Kenshin”. Anyway, a lot of people have high expectations, and I feel that “I will defy all prediction, and meet all expectations.”





Notes:

[1] Crank-in: refers to the start of filming.

[2] Kagetora: Kenshin’s original name.

@темы: Gackt

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Strahan

Я вообще-то не особо интересуюсь фанартом, но девочка рулит...

Full:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v..._by_strahan.jpg



http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v...on/Strahan3.jpg



http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v...on/Strahan2.jpg



http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v..._by_strahan.jpg



http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v...oon/Strahan.jpg





http://strahan.deviantart.com/

@музыка: Cranberries - Promises

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6 фактов из своей жизни, которые мало кто знает

Вообще-то я не люблю такие вещи, но... Я стала жертвой госпожи Security. Так что ничего не поделаешь.

6 фактов из своей жизни, которые мало кто знает... Хмм... Даже не знаю, с чего начать. Пытаюсь определить для начала, что вообще много кто знает. Ну что ж... начнем с раннего темного прошлого.



1. В детстве была совершенно отмороженным ребенком. Если бы я сейчас такого встретила, он бы определенно попал в категорию "детей, которых сбрасывали с обрыва". Когда люди смотрят мои детские фотографии, все говорят: "Какая прелесть!", а мне противно. Некоторые нестольотдаленные родственники до сих пор уверены, что я "испортилась", но мне на это откровенно наплевать.

2. В ранней юности было ненамного лучше. Только к общеюнашескому идиотизму добавилась неоправданная надменность. Это даже странно, что несмотря на все это, я не вляпалась в какую-нибудь серьезную историю. Да, я самокритична. И да, я довольна своими достижениями.

3. В старшей школе была не то, чтобы популярна, но общалась со старшеклассниками. Частенько выпивала и тусовалась в парке с народом допоздна. Начала курить в 8-м классе, ни разу не пыталась бросить и не собираюсь. Училась, кстати, отвратно, меня пару раз чуть не выгнали за успеваемость. Нанавижу школу. Зато в институте я почти отличница. О многом говорит, нэ?

4. Ни разу в жизни не напивалась до беспямятства. Пыталась. Могу допиться до состояния, когда мне становиться плохо физически, но я все равно все соображаю. Даже обидно.

5. Еще до того, как я впервые закурила сигарету(а этого исторического момента я не помню, ровно как и не помню, когда впервые попробовала водку), в 12 лет меня первый раз накурили. Старшая сестра. Баловалась этим несколько лет, и еще кое-чем посерьезнее, но потом я поняла, что мне это просто не нужно. Жизнь и так сложна и я не вижу смысла усложнять ее еще больше.

6. Я прирожденный фан. ТВ и интернет - мои лучшие друзья. В 8 лет я целыми днями смотрела Cartoon Network -ему я обязана своим английским. Потом были разные сериалы, лет с 13 и по сей день -музыка. В основном слушала британскую и американскую, пока не "пришла в J-Rock". Моя слэшерская сущность раскрылась позднее, года 4 назад, с открытием фанфиков. Все это составляет мой мир и это для меня важнее всего. Я не люблю людей, только некоторых отдельных личностей. Или правильнее сказать мои образы их?



Ну, вот. Это то, что пришло в голову. Конечно, есть и другие вещи, но они слишком личные. Я всегда искренне отвечаю на вопросы, но некоторые вопросы люди просто никогда не задают. Я могла бы вспомнить еще что-то, например, как мы с подругой раз лазили на подъемный кран)) Но это то, что показалось мне релевантным. Все. Я закончила. Пусть будет так.

@темы: myself, flashmob

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I think I'm beginning to come around... ну, вот, я уже и фанфики цитирую.



Комната прпахлась табаком. А еще только первый день. Я многое успела, разбреблась на компе, взяла за незаконченые наработки. Как чудно, все таки... Пересматриваю старое доброе давно не смотреное. Скачала несколько лайвов. Forbidden Lover... Kasou... Niji... Живой звук... очень живой. И пусть уже от первых аккордов сжимается сердце и прехватывает дыхание... Я поняла одну вещь. Чем больше я слушаю J-Pop, тем больше я люблю J-Rock. Никому не в обиду сказано, но это так.

@темы: myself

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Одна дома

Ну вот... так долго хотелось, мечталось остаться одной. А теперь... даже не знаю. Так прибрано в квартире уже давно не было... и так пусто. Я и раньше знала. Еще целый день впереди и до темна еще далеко, а моя паранойя уже начинает напоминать о себе. Даже монстра забрали на время. Это так странно. Никто не сопит дод боком, не просится на прогулку. Не надо вставать в 6 утра, чтобы его выгулять и думать о жрачке. Надо радоваться... Когда отъехала машина, чуть не расплакалась. Все еще полностью не пришло осознание. Но я скоро привыкну. All day to myself... and I'm gonna enjoy it to the fullest. У меня есть грандиозные планы. А еще я жду кое-кого в гости... Все будет хорошо.

@музыка: МТ-Вечер а ведь еще даже не вечер...

@темы: myself

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Yatta!

The official Dears site has confirmed that it is Gackt's latest single and announced a (to-die-for) track listing:





Release date: June 20, 2007



New Single:「Returner～闇の終焉～」



【初回限定盤】

「Returner～闇の終焉～」ミュージック・ビデオを収録したDVDが封入

CRCP-10174　￥1,800 (tax in)



【通常盤】

CDのみ

CRCP-10175　￥1,200（tax in)



First press limited edition includes a DVD with the music video for Returner～闇の終焉～



～Track list～



1. Returner～闇の終焉～



2, Cube(Live Version)



3. birdcage(Live Version)



4. Returner～闇の終焉～(Instrumental)





У Шусь на дневнике праздник, у нас тоже свои маленькие радости!

@темы: Gackt

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кОшмар

Просто слов нет Одни нецензурные выражения! Взято с форума: http://asianfanatics.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=380265&st=400



DBSK MISTREATMENT

My friend found this on a site and I want to share it with everyone who is a DBSK fan. Another thing, I DIDN'T write this okay? So whatever is written here is written by the person who originally posted this.

"Okay - here's how the whole story goes... Lee Soo Man is the head producer - he's basically in charge of everything that goes on in SM... (SM used to stand for Soo Man but it's something else now..I forget...Star something...) He's like..completely horrible! I mean, personally, I have nothing against SM the label, it's more like..the people who run it.

There's a saying in Korea that states: "If you don't make it with SM then you can't make it anywhere." It's actually half true. The reason Shinhwa broke away from SM is that they couldn't stand not being able to participate in recording their album (like writing songs, being more active in the whole process, not being controlled), and the only reason why they're still doing fine is that their fan base is HUGE and the fans are VERY supportive of their split from SM. Shinhwa was fed up with their songs being controlled, and fed up with being hit and bullied by SM managers. -__-;;

As for HOT not getting back together, it's really crappy. Moon HeeJun from HOT went solo, as you may know, and after his first album, they withdrew funding from him and decided to focus on the "hotter, newer stars" like DBSK and BoA. Basically, he was left on the back burner and left to fend for himself. He released his later albums from money in his own pocket and donations from loyal fans. Awww...

Basically, when you get old/get less popular in SM, they just leave you to rot. They'll discard you like an old sock. SM controls your life - when you sign on, you're basically signing away your soul. When DBSK was first formed, Soo Man gave the order to put the boys on a water diet (they basically starved the boys to the extreme) to make their faces slimmer so that they look better in pictures. They often try to get artists to get plastic surgery in order to boost their appearances. No joke. SM goes for looks first, then talent. (They got lucky with DBSK - looks AND talent.)

Rumor has it (and I'm pretty sure it's been confirmed, at least, according to my sources...) that SM hits/beats their artists whenever they make a mistake, and often they are driven to sickness by exhaustion and fatigue. Remember when Micky/Yoochun was in the hospital with appendicitis? Yah..there you go...

The probably only exception to the abuse is BoA, SM's favored artist, of whom I've heard indirectly from her coordinators that she's really stuck-up and really bossy. Hence, I do not like her (I never did.) - sorry BoA fans! (By all means keep liking her if you do!)

When the whole scare that DBSK was going to be rotated came around (meaning winter-spring time this year), did you see the members cry at the perf.s and such? Well, I believe they were screamed at, then hit around, and they were banned from going to any press conferences. They were split up (put into different rooms and such) and they weren't allowed to discuss anything regarding it. I believe if they were going to rotate, they had announced that JaeJoong and Yoochun would be the first to leave because they "cause so much trouble".

If the fans did not stage the boycott of SM goods, I believe they really would have rotated DBSK. Plus the fact that Changmin is still a minor and their parents can still sue SM under their contract.

So...if SM is so horrible..why would you sign on under it?

Because, it gives you FAME. SM is RUTHLESS when it comes to making it to the top, and you are almost guaranteed some sort of fame. Secondly, THEY PAY FOR YOUR COLLEGE. They give you all these opportunities that are probably pretty good. ...I believe (I remember reading this) an average SM group like DBSK makes around 3 CENTS or something per album/single they sell. That split 5 ways is less than 1 cent per member. Yah - in the end, it may add up, but really, SM just sucks out the profit. It's a money making machine in the entertainment business. SOO MAN TAKES MOST OF THE PROFITS HIMSELF - HE IS LIKE...ONE OF THE RICHEST MEN IN KOREA.

Basically...Lee Soo Man is running this company that controls everything that goes on in their artists' lives. Although he's NOT THE PRESIDENT, he has the MOST POWER. Don't ask me how that works...I'm not sure... -__-;;; Even the president resigned this year due to everything that's been going on. Basically...I CAN'T STAND LEE SOO MAN. He deserves...really bad things to happen to him. -__-;;;


QUOTE

1. what do you mean by being rotated?? do you mean breaking them up??

What happened was...if you look at other SM groups, there usually is one or two lead singer(s) and the rest are rappers (those who can't sing as well but look pretty) or back-up singers. When DBSK was formed, they put 5 would-be "lead singers" (like - if they were all in different groups, they would all be the lead singers) together, and of course, it was very successful. HOWEVER - here's where the rotation part comes in. When SM was really gunning for their girl group SES (remember them? with Shoo, Eugene, and Bada), SM took them to Japan and China to gain more ground in the Asian music industry. But what happened was that when they left Korea, a new girl group was debuted under another company...you probably have heard of them too...FINKL (with Hyori, etc.) After the whole fiasco of FinkL becoming very popular in Korea and sharing SES's level of success (SES fans shifted to FinkL for the time being when they went to Japan and China), SM vowed to never have that happen again - to always have their artists be ..1 in Korea. So what did they do? They had this crazy idea to make DBSK a rotating group. That means when DBSK goes to Japan/China/other places, one or two members will be taken out to work with other groups/on solo projects in Korea, as to maintain DBSK popularity in Korea and eliminate rival groups. The original 5 would basically not perform with each other anymore - there would be like 3 or so originals, and 2 or so rotated members. The original members would all be rotated in and out in between solo projects and other group projects. Crazy - yes I know - but true. SM is one monopoly on the Korean music market.

2. what do they mean about Hiro and Micky causing trouble?? are they rebellious towards the company?? and if so, who wouldn't be...

Jaejoong/Hero/Hiro: They have fan meetings/signings yah? Well, apparently there were instances where there were LONG lines to meet DBSK. There were instances where there are 5 separate lines - one for each member. Well, one time, there was NO ONE in JAEJOONG'S LINE (T_T awww...I so would have gone in that line if I saw that!) and the managers who were coordinating the event were like..to fans in the other lines.. "do you want to get into this line?" and they would be like...NO! (GOSH! THEY'RE SO MEAN/RUDE! T_T) And it made Jaejoong really sad. The other members encouraged fans to get into JaeJoong's line, but apparently it didn't work. SM was beginning to believe Jaejoong was getting less popular, so they wanted him to work on other projects first - as a result.

Yoochun/Micky: ...I don't know if you noticed this, but around the time they were announcing the rotation, he began to cry/breaking down during performances (which, I heard, he got hit for T_T) and in SM's words... "causing trouble". Therefore, they wanted to remove him from DBSK first also.


SM - Ну, все, девки. Пакуйте вещи, едем в Корею, спасать мальчиков!

@темы: angst, TVXQ

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