I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
It's nice to have something to go back to. It's more of a 'one step back, two steps forward'. It was years ago and feels like ages. I realised I miss it a lot. Songs you don't listen to in years, but when you do, it feels so nice, if feels like coming home. And then there are people, of course. I missed Paul and Chad, and Brian, for that matter. They're brilliant. It's like meeting old friends. A lot of information has been lost during 'computer surgery', but I didn't really care much at the time, I never thought I would need it. But it turned out I do. I spent the evening reading old Mansun articles and it made me happy. If I relly love something, it's forever. Not only every song is imprinted on my mind, on my heart, but even every picture and every quote. They're a part of me. They are what made me. And that I'm never giving up.
