I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I finally got my wage for the 1st part of the project. It's not really big money but for me it's a lot, more than I ever made. And then, of course it's nice knowing I am valued and my work has a good cause.
I brought myself flowers and candy. Made a little celebration. It's just one months but it means so much to me, I feel like a functional, even capable adult. It's not easy but I can clearly see how much progress I've made. Just this once, I can be proud of myself.