I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
The saddest thing with friends is that you may think it’s all good but you never know when you fall apart.
You may have a good friend who’s incredibly nice to you for years and is one of the nicest people you know but then at one point it happens that you disagree on something important and all hell breaks loose and suddenly they throw angry insults at you...
You may have a person whose life you have changed and who you see as an ally while one day they suddenly claim they hate you you refuse to even explain why...
You may have a person who is really fucked up but closer to you than anyone and who you’re willing to really sacrifice a lot for no matter how much they hurt you but in the end realizing they were dragging you down and destroying you from the inside...
You may have a person who you don’t like all that much but who keeps supporting you in the hard times and gives you new hope but they leave one day, moving on with their lives where there’s no space for you anymore...
I have no friends. Not anymore.
You may have a good friend who’s incredibly nice to you for years and is one of the nicest people you know but then at one point it happens that you disagree on something important and all hell breaks loose and suddenly they throw angry insults at you...
You may have a person whose life you have changed and who you see as an ally while one day they suddenly claim they hate you you refuse to even explain why...
You may have a person who is really fucked up but closer to you than anyone and who you’re willing to really sacrifice a lot for no matter how much they hurt you but in the end realizing they were dragging you down and destroying you from the inside...
You may have a person who you don’t like all that much but who keeps supporting you in the hard times and gives you new hope but they leave one day, moving on with their lives where there’s no space for you anymore...
I have no friends. Not anymore.