I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I had a dream. I was a man and I had a woman I loved. It was pretty erotic but mostly innocent. But the whole thing was about some special agents and I think I was about to go on a dangerous mission so we had this very intimate moment together. It feels strange to remember it so well. Or maybe not so much. It's not the first time either.
As I woke up it make me think about my sexuality. For years it really confused me, still does but I came up with a way to explain it. While it is obvious I've never been completely straight I guess I never really felt gay either. It's more like there are different character within me, each with their own sexual preferences. Basically, there's a straight woman, a straight man and a gay man. I honestly don't even know which is stronger. I like many people but I feel there's no way I could work out a relationship with most of them, not with this body. It's all quite odd but for now that's the best explanation I could come up with.
As I woke up it make me think about my sexuality. For years it really confused me, still does but I came up with a way to explain it. While it is obvious I've never been completely straight I guess I never really felt gay either. It's more like there are different character within me, each with their own sexual preferences. Basically, there's a straight woman, a straight man and a gay man. I honestly don't even know which is stronger. I like many people but I feel there's no way I could work out a relationship with most of them, not with this body. It's all quite odd but for now that's the best explanation I could come up with.