I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Tomorrow with be be too late so...

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Happy Birthday, you wonderful manchild! Thank you for your existence!

At first I thought that if Shige is my spirit animal and Tegoshi is what I lack then Massu is someone different entirely, someone I don't understand, a bizarre and peculiar creature. Yet, as I watched him I found strength is his actions. Massu often seems like a 10-year old put into an adult's body. His fear of all kinds of animals, his behaviour with women, his child-like stubbornness and inability to deal with simple life situations can seem strange and almost unbelievable. You even might wonder how he managed to live to that age without overcoming those things. And yet, I sometimes find myself identifying with his struggles. Even now, as an adult I often feel troubled and confused in situations where I feel I'm supposed to manage easily. When Massu said he cried when he was alone at the airport I actually felt relieved because I felt my struggles were real and valid. I'm also glad to know we're the same generation. Seeing Massu doing his best and overcoming his fears, being excited over his small victories gives me strength.
Thank you, Massu. And Happy Birthday, dear.

@темы: musings, Birthday