I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
It's raining and I feel so empty. Haven't changed out of my nightgown all day. Yet no matter how pointless a dy feels there's more to it. Chocolate cake and tartar sauce. Politics and feminism. I felt so burdened by her presence but now that she's left for the weekend it's so eerily quiet and empty. I ran out of stuff to watch and even though there are still a few dramas things are too complicated with me. I rejected Troubleman because I think it won't do me any good. And the new DVD is almost a month away. So I'm playing Marvel Heroes and listening to the James Bonf OST. I got Black Widow like I wanted and it's pretty fun. I'll go for Emma Frost next.

I'm also trying to write. It feels like the most bizarre and the most natural thing to do. Once I began to write ideas and fragment came like a flood. But it's a very normal story, compared to Shige's ones anyway. Except mine won't be published, won't probably get a dozen readers.

I'm also trying to write. It feels like the most bizarre and the most natural thing to do. Once I began to write ideas and fragment came like a flood. But it's a very normal story, compared to Shige's ones anyway. Except mine won't be published, won't probably get a dozen readers.