I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Yesterday I did re-install the system. As planned I decided to go for x64 this time. I initially wanted it because it might allow playing Marvel Heroes but now I'm not sure I'll even try playing it. Not now at least. But at least that seemed like a good idea. I really like the new version so far. I mean it's still XP so nothing fundamentally new but the interface is fully revamped so it actually looks like Win7 or something. I had to put new nVidia drivers and it also prompted me to get a new version of Photoshop since mine was pretty ancient (CS3). The new version is CS5 and it's very light and easy to use.
Also since I finished Jade Empire I was looking for a new distraction from my miserable life and decided upon The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (2007). I thought there had to be a reason why it's so popular. Well, guess I'll never find the answer to that one (even though from what I've see it can't even compare to Drakensang). After hours of downloading and installing I finally got to play it at some 3 AM and it starts with a dungeon escape and even before the tutorial was finished I was totally freaked out. It's just a game, nothing extraordinarily scary but I was nearly paralyzed with fear. That really broke me. I probably only played for half an hour, didn't even get out into the city but I was done. I quit, uninstalled it and deleted all traces of it from my PC. I had to lull myself to sleep but even today I'm restless and depressed. I don't care about the game but the fact that I'm so weak, both physically and mentally terrifies me.
So guess my "ok" period is over after a few weeks and I'm sinking again. I mean even if I tried to crawl back up tomorrow there's going to be a sequel of my least favourite story of all that's happened in my family last year. I can't see it going well, I really can't.
Also since I finished Jade Empire I was looking for a new distraction from my miserable life and decided upon The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (2007). I thought there had to be a reason why it's so popular. Well, guess I'll never find the answer to that one (even though from what I've see it can't even compare to Drakensang). After hours of downloading and installing I finally got to play it at some 3 AM and it starts with a dungeon escape and even before the tutorial was finished I was totally freaked out. It's just a game, nothing extraordinarily scary but I was nearly paralyzed with fear. That really broke me. I probably only played for half an hour, didn't even get out into the city but I was done. I quit, uninstalled it and deleted all traces of it from my PC. I had to lull myself to sleep but even today I'm restless and depressed. I don't care about the game but the fact that I'm so weak, both physically and mentally terrifies me.
So guess my "ok" period is over after a few weeks and I'm sinking again. I mean even if I tried to crawl back up tomorrow there's going to be a sequel of my least favourite story of all that's happened in my family last year. I can't see it going well, I really can't.