I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
It's Friday the 13th. I never really cared about it. But she does now. I've been too caught up in my own problems but I forgot what it's like when someone close to you is going through hell and you feel helpless. I remember watching Memoirs of Teenage Amnesiac and thinking that the girl really reminds me of some one but sadly my premonition came true. It really happened. She decided it's her cross to bear, but it's ours, our lives won't be ok for a long time. My cycle shifted by 9 days from the stress. It's been so bad that my CNS did damage control and dulled my emotions so I don't really get upset anymore, there's only dull pain. But it's just the surface, I feel guilty every time I laugh. God help us all.