I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
This is so old. Can't meet the people I want to hang out with. Don't want to hang out with those I can. Sometimes I try to convince myself I should go out with someone at least but that really makes me feel guilty. I wouldn't want to be someone's 9th option and I don't want to treat someone this way. Although I really should text the girls from courses. N should give birth around next month I think.
Speaking of which I still haven't quite decided on the courses. I mean I kinda hated the book we are using and the whole year was very unproductive. I probably learned more by translating and watch niconico. Plus I'll have to use my last stash to pay for them. But in the end I'll probably end up applying anyway just because going there is my only way of socializing. I haven't gone out once since graduation and it's kinda sad.
Speaking of which I still haven't quite decided on the courses. I mean I kinda hated the book we are using and the whole year was very unproductive. I probably learned more by translating and watch niconico. Plus I'll have to use my last stash to pay for them. But in the end I'll probably end up applying anyway just because going there is my only way of socializing. I haven't gone out once since graduation and it's kinda sad.