I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Note to self: Never read the lyrics when you know they will freak you out!
Scarlet was the only song that I really loved out of the 6 songs released this year. It's so deep and dark and sexy and very unsettling. I never really read the lyrics properly, I guess I was too scared to. And I was right. Today as I watched this performance I read them carefully and they freaked the hell out of me. I don't think I can ever listen to this song again without cringing. Because it's blood, you know. It's filled with blood. It broke something inside me, or rather it reminded me that something inside me is broken.
Even after all these years... I'm sure Shou is a lot happier now than he used to be but it pains me to know just how much darkness he still has, hidden deep inside. And I know it all too well.
乾きへなぞらせて
軋む 闇夜の劣情
熱まで閉じ込めた
理性、麻酔に冒され
軋む 闇夜の劣情
熱まで閉じ込めた
理性、麻酔に冒され
Scarlet was the only song that I really loved out of the 6 songs released this year. It's so deep and dark and sexy and very unsettling. I never really read the lyrics properly, I guess I was too scared to. And I was right. Today as I watched this performance I read them carefully and they freaked the hell out of me. I don't think I can ever listen to this song again without cringing. Because it's blood, you know. It's filled with blood. It broke something inside me, or rather it reminded me that something inside me is broken.
Even after all these years... I'm sure Shou is a lot happier now than he used to be but it pains me to know just how much darkness he still has, hidden deep inside. And I know it all too well.