I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Even though I had a very A9 day yesterday, emotionally packed and mentally draining tonight I had this weird dream that was basically a bad DBSK fanfic, a crossover even coz I remember Heechul. WTF, brain?
Also talked to my sister. She seems so out of it. I never really expected her to understand but this was different. It felt like we were on different planets, like she didn't hear a word of what I said. It kind of scares me. She is probably going to get hurt again and it might be a disaster. Me, I just never lied to myself like she does. I've been poor and lonely most of my life so that's nothing new. I'm not even sure if I'm being caring or selfish because I know it's here that she come back to heal her wounds if it comes crashing down.
Also talked to my sister. She seems so out of it. I never really expected her to understand but this was different. It felt like we were on different planets, like she didn't hear a word of what I said. It kind of scares me. She is probably going to get hurt again and it might be a disaster. Me, I just never lied to myself like she does. I've been poor and lonely most of my life so that's nothing new. I'm not even sure if I'm being caring or selfish because I know it's here that she come back to heal her wounds if it comes crashing down.