I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
It might as well be my worst day in the fandom. I simply don't know where I went wrong, what I did to deserve this. I fought with at least 5 people within the last few days, it's like everything just came tumbling down. I know I have my flaws, but I didn't deserve any of this. The more I try, the worse it gets. I get loads of shit for no reason at all. I was used to anon hate but lately I get personalized hate. It culminated today with a sweet little chat with Florpotter who turned out to be a two-faced bitch. It hurt you know, it really hurt like hell. Reminded me of that one rel-life incident that happened to me a few years ago with a person who used to be my friend. There were also some nice people, people who sent me encouraging messages and it was nice but somehow it never really fixes the hurt.
I guess I'll try to get off tumblr at least for a few days. See how empty the dash gets. Try to concentrate on work, on my own stuff like fics. I have to manage as much.
I guess I'll try to get off tumblr at least for a few days. See how empty the dash gets. Try to concentrate on work, on my own stuff like fics. I have to manage as much.