I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I saw Jae again. Actually I also saw him two days ago, in that white wife beater but that was just briefly. Today was different. Today it was probably more physical than ever. So anyway.
I was with some adventurous friend and somehow we sneaked to a JYJ concert. We weren't supposed to go to the front but there were some seats unoccupied in the first row, to the right and we took them. I took the leftmost one but the seat to my right was free. Soon after I saw the members appear right in front of me but as they walked by I only saw Jae and Yoochun and they did not go on stage. Instead, they took the free seats. Of course Jae sat right next to me. And the seat felt really small and our arms touched. Then somehow he turned to me and took my hand. I don't remember it that well, just that we touched and that I wasn't looking my best, I regretted that I didn't dress up or do make-up. All I could do was keep that polite smile plastered on my face and be glad that I managed to stay so composed.
I really don't know why. Even these last two years I still dream of him often. And it's not exactly romantic but very intimate. Seeing is one thing but feeling the warmth of another human's body in a dream is really kind of amazing.
I was with some adventurous friend and somehow we sneaked to a JYJ concert. We weren't supposed to go to the front but there were some seats unoccupied in the first row, to the right and we took them. I took the leftmost one but the seat to my right was free. Soon after I saw the members appear right in front of me but as they walked by I only saw Jae and Yoochun and they did not go on stage. Instead, they took the free seats. Of course Jae sat right next to me. And the seat felt really small and our arms touched. Then somehow he turned to me and took my hand. I don't remember it that well, just that we touched and that I wasn't looking my best, I regretted that I didn't dress up or do make-up. All I could do was keep that polite smile plastered on my face and be glad that I managed to stay so composed.
I really don't know why. Even these last two years I still dream of him often. And it's not exactly romantic but very intimate. Seeing is one thing but feeling the warmth of another human's body in a dream is really kind of amazing.