I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Went out for the first time in about a month. We talked quite a bit, mostly about myself and my social inability which made me slightly uncomfortable just because I felt like I was complaining which I really wasn't going to. It was ok, I guess but I can't honestly say I enjoyed it. As we parted I wished her a good vacation and somewhat awkwardly patted her arm which I always do when a hug seems inappropriate but suddenly she hugged me and much tighter than casual friends would. As I turned away I couldn't help thinking "Will we ever meet again?" I'm so hopeless.