I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Watched Ashleigh's report as well as 2 written reports. All the feels. Ashleigh's videos are always fun to watch regardless of our personal relationship. But this other girl who talked about how she sacrificed herself greatly and came to the gig with a cold is so fucking annoying. She won the backstage pass for crying out loud! and yet she kept bitching about how she was so very disappointed that she didn't get autographs or a picture. That bitch is unbelievable.

Honestly, I get confused again. I mean, it's fun to know all the details but at the same time it's a little depressing. One part of me is saying: "it could have been you there" but the other's saying "Let go, you don't need it". But I feel that the latter is something I've been saying to myself one time too many.

@темы: musings, fandom, Alice Nine