I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I've had another one of my apocaliptic dreams. I bet this year there are many more to come. But that's not the point of why I wrote. There was Jae in it. Not for long, but I remember we were at the bank of a river or something and it was icy cold, but he went into it and I think he was naked too. But it wasn't sexual at all. And I could sense this feeling of desperation and sadness around him. And I felt so sorry for him because he was so beautiful but so lonely and lost... But I really missed having him in my dreams.