I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Spent whole day watching Japanese radio talks, trying to read interviews and lyrics, looking up words in the denshijisho, writing down words and sometimes even actually trying to study what I really have to. Now reading Grammar for Level 3. I am seriously freaking out right now. LIKE, SERIOUSLY. Patterns. So many FUCKING PATTERNS! Why do they need all this stuff? I don't know how I'm going to survive the next JLPT. 