[_Aya_]

I don't really wake up at night. But tonight I woke up after a few hours and it was as if I was meant to remember that dream. I remember it so well.
I was sitting watching telly or something and then there was news about some sort of wedding. I wasn't paying much attention until I looked up and saw the groom, or grooms to be exact. It was Yoochun and Junsu and no, they were getting married to girls. Junsu's was quite regular and Yoochun's looked kinda Caucasian or probably mixed. I don't remember the details, but basically they were saying that now that they're not binded by the contract they can do what they wanted for so long. Apparently tying the knot was in the plans. I can remember sitting there trying to lower the sound so that my Mum won't hear while telling myself: "don't cry, don't cry, not now." Then there were some YouTube clips and Yoochun talking in such a mature way (he seemed older too) and there was just one though in my mind: "It's over."

I don't think that can happen anytime soon, but just thinking about this twists my guts. I won't even begin to pretend I'll be happy for them.

@темы: Dreams

Comments

[Saori.]

_Aya_
that's what happens when u take it too personal.
when it stops being just fan love.

[_Aya_]

Saori. Didn't expect you here, but I'm glad)
You're right. It's not like I didn't know before, but the dream was so vivid... like a cruel preview of what awaits me if I don't do something about it.

[Saori.]

_Aya_
the same here.
I'm smart enough to understand but stupid enough to want to do smth about it ((

[_Aya_]

Saori. We are so screwed.

[Saori.]

_Aya_
yep!

[Neko-chyan]

дочитал пост)

нас 4))) я ж говрю нас становится больше))))

[_Aya_]

Neko-chyan

[Saori.]

Neko-chyan
кто?

[Neko-chyan]

Saori. Э?

[Saori.]

Neko-chyan
кто твоя жертва?

[Neko-chyan]

Saori. теперь уже дважды - Э?

[_Aya_]

Saori. Neko-chyan Думаю, Яна неправильно поняла реплику "нас становится больше" Ян, это про ПЧй, а не про мой пост.
"

[Saori.]

_Aya_
аааа...
Неко значит все еще нормальный вменяемый фанат ))))

[Neko-chyan]

Saori.
меня уже давно нормальной назвать сложно))