I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Ага, чет меня опять клинит. Но я рада своему разностороннему развитию.
Да уж, не прошло и года. Альбом скачался почти случайно. После мимолетного анализа из 13 треков лишь 3 были квалифицированы как слушатебильные (а ведь раньше бывало по 7-8), во всяком случае не вредящие моей ранимой на данном этапе психике. Зато они мне нравятся очень. Нет, я люблю тяжелую музыку, но рычание решительно не воспринимаю. Но не мне судить. Я ненавижу когда так нызываемые преданные фаны после релиза, который они считают неудачным начинают активно поливать грязью некогда любимую группу. Как будто это аннулирует все их предыдущие заслуги. А это как раз тот случай. Мне, скажем, тоже не по душе последние тенденции в их музыке да и в общем развитии группы. Конечно, мне и раньше далеко не все нравилось, но не в этом дело. Даже если новая песня/клип любимого артиста покажется мне ужасной, я не считаю себя вправе их судить. Если я люблю что-то, то это навсегда. Правда. А вообще мне кажется, что разочаровываясь в одном их своих увлечений или даже в человеке, мы в какой-то мере разочаровываемся и в себе. Чувствуем досаду, что сделали неправильный выбор и.. В общем, я всегда гордилась своими предпочтениями (и теперь не стыжусь) У меня есть слишком много того, что мне нравится, чтобы тратить время на то, что мне не нравится.
А вообще я не об этом, я о Dir en grey) с фанами им не повезло, ну и нах таких фанов. Себя я фаном не считаю. Мне очень нравится их музыка, но я ее не понимаю. И не пытаюсь понять (в таких случаях я рада, что не знаю японский), мне хватает всех моих депрессивных европейских групп. Однако безмерно уважаю. Я рада их междунарожному успеху и для меня они всегда будут великой группой.



@музыка: Dir en Grey - The Pledge

@темы: review, musings, Deg

17:15

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Been browsin' through forums. Found this and felt like posting it. Hehe. Looks a bit scary though.



@музыка: TVXQ - A Heartbeat Away

@темы: Visual Shoxx, TVXQ

06:33

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I'm not arrogant, I just feel underappreciated, that's why I have to compensate it by appreciatng myself more...



@темы: myself, one-liner

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05:17

2007.

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I can't believe it's almost over.

It's been one hell of a year. It hurt me so bad, disillusioned me, confused me and made me stumble. But I got up and walked on. It wasn't easy, but nothing is. This way you learn. The same year brought me a source of purest joy I ever knew. And made me realize what really matters. New hope, old faith. And most importantly. I'm leaving it without grudges. No regrets, no excuses.

The last month, though somewhat unsettling, allowed me to take my strenght back. Re:cycle. I remembered all the things that made me, all the things I believe in and love and finally able to enjoy again. All of my interests of the last 10 years finally reunited and at peace. Nothing amiss, nothing redundant. Everything in its right place. This is what makes me happy, this is the root of my strenght. Re:cover.

I can see all the cards on my hands. They aren't all Aces, but I'm happy with my lot, wouldn't want it any other way. And I want to make it a fair play. Amen.

So Goodbye, 2007, sometimes you were hard on me, but I don't complain, you made me stronger, made me remember once more, what it's all about. Let's part on good terms. It's a good place to start. I'm ready.



Happy New Year!)))


@музыка: Depeche Mode - Fools

@темы: myself, musings, milestone

04:51

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...

Oh, my sweet and innocent Yoochunnie... :gigi:



@темы: Yoochunnie, TVXQ, fluff

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Woah, now we have 21 subscribers. I'm so glad. :D

Just knowing that you can make a person on the other side of the globe smile... Modern technology, I love you! I get comments from Japan, Russia, US, UK, Canada, France, Italy, Poland, Egypt, Peru, Mexico, Taiwan, Malaysia, Singapore, Philippines, Taiwan, India and what not. Better hurry up and send all the congrats)

Oh, and I found my perfect icon. I wanna hug whoever made it:

:five:

Some of my previous favourites:
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@музыка: Depeche Mode - Home

@темы: musings, fanvid

04:54

Cats

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Once I used to have a cat. But it ran away. I wanted to get one sometime, up until about a year ago. I don't want it now, or any other pet for that matter.
I used to like cats, but not anymore. I guess I just never fully realized what they're like.

Cats never belong to anyone. Only to themselves. They don't love their masters. Cats never love. They only let foolish people love them, take care of them. They
take it for granted. When you scratch their ear, they purr. They even sometimes come on their own accord and lie next to you. But rub them the wrong way and they'll bite you. Hard. They're vengeful creatures. They take what you give them, but don't expect anything in return. They only do what they want.

I think I'm never gonna have a cat. again. ...nevertheless, can you really stay indifferent when you see one with big sad eyes looking so miserable and lonely? Can you help wanting to stroke it, give it milk and take it home? Even if you know it'll scratch and bite you, leave you with scars.

@темы: musings

02:48

kyuut~

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I don't usually like these things, but this one is just so...





Oh, and the real greeting, for Bigeast:



@темы: TVXQ, fluff

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01:36

X-mas

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...


:snezh: Merry Christmas! :xmangel:




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Update)

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Сегодня я собой доволен. Закончила сразу 3 клипа) В общей сложности выложила 4, причем 3 из них - по Дже и несут в себе чисто эстетическую ценность. Это мой подарок подписчикам, которых, кстати, уже 19. Мы молодцы. :vo:

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@темы: fanvid

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01:06

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According to recent BBC reports, North Korea has launched an
intensive media assaulton its latest arch enemy - the wrong haircut.
A campaign exhorting men to get a proper short-back-and-sides has
been aired by state-run Pyongyang television. Pyongyang television
started the campaign last autumn with a five-part series in its regular
TV Common Sense programme. Stressing hygiene and health, it
showed various state-approved short hairstyles including the
"flat-top crew cut," "middle hairstyle," "low hairstyle", and
"high hairstyle" - variations from one to five centimetres in length.

It stressed the
"negative effects" of long hair on "human intelligence
development"
, noting that long hair "consumes a great deal of
nutrition" and could thus rob the brain of energy. Men should
get a haircut every 15 days, it recommended.

A second, and unprecedented, TV series this winter showed
hidden-camera style video of "long-haired" men in various
locations throughout Pyongyang. In a break with North
Korean TV's usual approach, the programme gave their names
and addresses, and challenged the fashion victims directly
over their appearance.

Tidy attire "is important in repelling the enemies' manoeuvres
to infiltrate corrupt capitalist ideas and lifestyle andestablishing
the socialist lifestyle of the military-first era," the radio says.
Newspapers too highlight the civic advantages of short hair
and smart shoes.


No comment. :rolleyes: I feel so sorry for North Korea. Anyband should launch their campaign there, not in Brazil.

@музыка: Tony An - Player

@темы: the world was never sane

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...



Former H.O.T member and rocker Moon Hee Jun still has a huge following - five hundred fans gathered to celebrate his release from the army last month - and his “5th Concert - Return to 1996” tickets were sold out in 15 minutes.

Moon Hee Jun’s “5th Concert - Return to 1996” is scheduled for December 29 & 30th.
My angry ramble, just skip it

@музыка: Moon Hee Jun - Happy Ending

@темы: musings, H.O.T

03:27

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...







I hope the boys throw You a big nice Party! :heart:

@музыка: Shinhwa - Once In A Lifetime

@темы: Birthday, TVXQ

00:45

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
It's nice to have something to go back to. It's more of a 'one step back, two steps forward'. It was years ago and feels like ages. I realised I miss it a lot. Songs you don't listen to in years, but when you do, it feels so nice, if feels like coming home. And then there are people, of course. I missed Paul and Chad, and Brian, for that matter. They're brilliant. It's like meeting old friends. A lot of information has been lost during 'computer surgery', but I didn't really care much at the time, I never thought I would need it. But it turned out I do. I spent the evening reading old Mansun articles and it made me happy. If I relly love something, it's forever. Not only every song is imprinted on my mind, on my heart, but even every picture and every quote. They're a part of me. They are what made me. And that I'm never giving up.



@музыка: Mansun - Home

@темы: Nostalgic Pushead, musings