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Another one from the Gekidan Engimono. Actually, the last one in the series. I have a tendency to be bored with dramas that are really popular and get enamoured with small-scale obscure productions like these. I really loved Ie Ga Tooi so I've been keeping this one for quite awhile. I'm honestly surprised they even gave Shige one but I was glad.



I was really excited after the first episode, it's really captivating and funny, the characters were good and I loved this secluded atmosphere. Not to mention the teenage Shige is beyond adorable in this. However, I soon realized it has this typical "extremely sick girlfriend" trope and soon you realize it's the central story of the drama. And as soon as you do you know how it's going to end and I have to say that. is. so. lame. Because of that I found this drama hard to judge. I really like the premise, but not the main story. Basically, it left me with a bitter aftertaste. But after I made screens and got another look I realized all in all it's still a nice drama. It felt a lot like a play with all those people being thrown together and having to interact. I really liked Aya-san and I really enjoyed seeing Shige getting uncomfortable with people constantly invading his personal space.




One thing it really made me think about is that Shige has this pattern of roles where he's being an observer of the events around him, not just creating the story but rather bringing up other people stories just by being there. It's very different role than those YamaPi gets where he's the hero. But you know, it's not necessarily worse or less important. It's like he creates a story because he's the witness and these events happen around him. And that makes a lot of sense because now he's a writer.

@темы: dorama, Shige is my spirit animal

01:52

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The letter from Singapore came in just about 5-6 days. I got it yesterday. It made me kind of happy, the envelope felt almost warm from all the feelings.

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The card it tiny, like this. But I don't really mind, it's kind of cute. It means so much right now.

@темы: NEWS., little treasures

01:35

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I finally sorted out my main priority fandom tasks - completed the Crash Course and more or less dealt with the DVD. Now I'm concentrating on writing and videos.

The former is going pretty well. I feel like it's going to take long to complete the two stories. Even though I have Benefits 60% written and the first half is pretty good, I feel like the second half will require a lot of editing. All of the dialogues in the end are what I worry about the most. I mean overall I guess there's nothing wrong with long Salingeresque dialogues but not in my type of story. It's not a slice of life, it doesn't fit in with the flow so I need to think about how to cut it down to the essentials.

As for the videos it's really problematic. I can't get Movie Maker to save videos and I can't get SonyV to read the avi cuts so it doesn't work out. Overall, that and also other progs that don't work on the XP drive me to the conclusion that switching to a newer Windows is inevitable. I'm really lazy to do it but in the end I think it makes sense. I think I'll try to at least finish Neverwinter Night but lately I don't feel like it at all. At any rate I'll need to research which version is the best first. So annoying.

16:27

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Sotsu Uta, Ep. 4: Sotsugyou Shashin


This is actually the last episode of a 4-episode drama but you don't really need to see the 1st three to get it.

This one episode is like a short demo of everything I love about Japanese dramas. The soothing atmosphere, the beautiful open landscapes, the heartwarming story and of course the loveable male character. Massu isn't the best of actors but he blended into the story perfectly and damn, I cried like an idiot through half of it. The only thing that I had a hard time dealing with is how the heroine bullies Tsuyoshi all the time. But I guess it's Massu's fault for being too lovable.

This one goes straight into a special niche in my heart. ♥

@музыка: Tegomass - Moshimo Kono Sekai Kara OO ga Nakunattara

@темы: dorama

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I was bored so I decided to do some research and investigate about Tegoshi's father. But apparently Japanese fans don't know much either. There's a rumour he's a taxi driver but nothing is certain. However, it seems like his father left early. He never mentions him at all. This year there's this drawing corner in Myojo called "Tegonyan's friends" and well... there were the members, his mum, then his 2 dogs and now his friend. Which says a lot I think. He always tried to show everything is great but I wonder how much he's hiding. That whole thing of him talking with toys till he was 11... But he moved out surprisingly quickly, he has living alone by the age of 21.

Apparently Koyama's father also left But I'd say it was after debut so I guess it wasn't that bad. I don't know why I even care so much. I don't even know what it's like to have a father but I feel like if you do know and then he leaves it should be pretty damn sad.

I guess it's just one of those days. Everything makes me depressed.

@темы: musings, NEWS., Tegoshi Yuya

18:12

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Nothing makes me depressed quite like a beautiful weekend spent indoors because I ain't got no money or friends to go out.

@темы: myself, musings

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Some books make you laugh.
Some make you cry.
Some make you think.
But some books change your life.


It's a really beautiful and powerful story and this amazing gifset really does its justice. A perfect collaboration.

Right now I'm writing my own stories. I really feel like writing finally became easier for me, that I began to write faster and sharper. This fandom gave me a high standard and I really want to fulfill everyone's expectations, to contribute something really good for people to read. I'm already over 3.000 on my main fic and nearing 2000 on my AU one and it's going good and I love it.

@темы: fanfix, TegoShige

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Introducing: Kちゃん NEWS 2013.02.20 or that one time Koyama, Shige and Tegoshi kissed but totally not because they’re gay or anything.

Feat: Kato Shigeaki who really wants you to know he did not agree to this and didn't like it one bit.


That's a rough transcript:

慶「”雑誌のインタビューでシゲがすごい発言してました。みんなでメンバーのドラマでのキスシーンについて話してたら俺小山とキスしたことあると言ってました。慶ちゃんはその後普通に受け答えしてましたが、なんで2人でキスしたんですか教えてください。”」
成「正直手越ともしたよね(笑;)
慶「シラフじゃないっしょ?」
成「ベロベロに酔っ払ってそういうなんか、でも俺は結構嫌なの。そのノリでも男とそういうことするの。」
慶「振る人いるよね。」
成「ちょー覚えてるんだけど、手越がしてったの。手越がチューしにいってたの。」
慶「それ俺らが受け入れざるをえなかった。」
成「3~4年前くらい。」
慶「思い出した、あれか!その後に俺としげがする流れになっちゃったんだ。」
成「それからベロベロになった小山を助けに行ってちゅーしたこと何回もあるし。」
慶「まじ?」
成「大体その瞬間覚えてないじゃん小山さんは。俺は結構覚えてるからそういうこと言っちゃったんだよね。最終的に3人で同時にするってやったからね(笑;)すごいやだったから覚えてる。」
慶「ゲイ疑惑でるわ~。シラフでしてたらドン引きだよ(笑;)
成「ガチでチュー(笑;)

And my attempt to make it proper English:

K: It's from "Poko-chan". In a magazine interview Shige made a surprising statement. Everyone was talking about the kissing scenes in doramas and he said that he kissed Koyama before. Kei-chan answered normally after that but I was very shocked, why did the two of you kiss? Please tell me.
S: Actually, I did it with Tegoshi as well, that time.
K: That's right. But we, that's because... We weren't sober, right?
S: We weren't. We were very drunk so somehow... But I don't really like that. Even in such a situation to do those kinds of things with guys.
K: There are also people who reject it.
S: There are, yes. That time, I remember it very well, Tegoshi started it.
K: With men?
S: Tegoshi went to kiss...
K: That's right. In that situation we were forced to accept it.
S: About 3 or 4 years ago.
K: Ah, I remember now! It was that. After this it happened that me and Shige had to do it.
S: After that I had to go save a drunken Koyama and got kissed a few times.
K: Me? Seriously?
S: That happened several times. Koyama doesn't really remember that moment.
K: I don't.
S: That was at a birthday party of (?) That time. I remember it quite well so I said it.
K: I see.
S: That time, at first we did it with Tegoshi and we ended up with all three of us doing it simultaneously. We sort of gathered together.
K: People would think we're gay.
S: I remember it because I hated it so much. (but he was laughing so hard at that point) They would think we're gay.
K: If we did it sober we'd really freak everyone out.
S: Seriously kissing...



Also the part of the interview the girl talked about:

S: No, no! I don't want other members see my kissing face at my wedding! (laugh)
T: But Kei-chan, you've/we've seen Shige kissing before, right?
K: Eh? We did? (laugh)
S: Well, me and Koyama actually kissed before (laugh)
T: Ahahah!


Popolo 2013.01

@темы: Translations, NEWS., slash

00:22

Member Ai

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I seriously don't know if my shipper's life could be more complete. In just a few days I was able to find info on the two of the juiciest episodes I've only heard about for some time.

The first was the bath incident - That time when they got soaked at the concert on 2013.07.26. There were just 2 tiny baths which Tegomass occupied. Then Koyama came and asked Massu to move. Which he did. Shige then joined Tegoshi and complained he was wiggling all over the place. Seriously, Kato-san.
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The second - Kちゃん NEWS 2013.02.20 in which they talked about the drunken kissing. Actually, it turned out a bit different from what I've heard. I mean Shige did have a kiss with Tegoshi. The thing is Shige also had a kiss with Koyama. Apparently, they are had a threesome kiss which I'm not even sure how to imagine but... Guess you can't break that little love triangle? Or should I say threesome? Too bad Tegoshi wasn't there to add his version of the event.

@темы: NEWS., slash

16:37

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I beat Dr. Doom last night. And it was the hardest fucker to beat so far. But they made the rules so that now you can't take on bosses alone even if you want to. So I usually end up with random guys. Last night it was me and the Iron Man dude but I think I did most of the work. I got all stressed out but I finished it after all. And of course as soon as if was over the Iron Man dude took the booty and ran off. No courtesy these days.

@музыка: Kagrra, - し、み、め、ゆ、き、さ、あ

@темы: Games

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* Name: Koyama Keiichiro (小山 慶一郎;)
* Nickname: Kei-chan
* Birthday: 1984.05.01
* Zodiac sign: Taurus
* Blood Type: O
* Birthplace: Sagamihara, Kanagawa
* Education: Meiji University, major in Literature
* Siblings: Older sister
* Height: 177cm
* Weight: ~60kg
* Band colour: Purple

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@темы: NEWS.

01:08

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It's amazing how many years it took me to look at myself in the mirror and think: "I look beautiful today. I don't need any make-up." You know, not because I was lazy but because I was comfortable enough.

@темы: myself

23:52

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Dotama, welcome!

У меня давно уже не было новых читателей и ни одного с пор моей Ньюс-мании. Я вижу, у нас много общих интересов. В общем, не знаю что еще сказать, но я Вам рада.

@темы: welcome

00:04

GW 516

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Just finished episode 16. And I was ok though most of it but that last part. Fuck. My poor feels. That is just so not fair. I have no idea what comes now but it just can't be good, it can never be good.

@настроение: crying

@темы: work, series

21:51 

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21:15

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What goes up and then goes down down down? My mood. I was feeling so high these past few days I honestly began to worry about the setback. Which is what happens now. And there is no real reason for it, just violent mood swings. I tried to do aromatherapy and tried to do lavender again. Except I hate lavender. I guess it doesn't really work that way. Now that's more like it, life sucks and that seems like my natural state.

@темы: myself

15:51

NEWS 2014

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So so far it's like this:

Tegomass Tour Final: Fukuoka 4/24

Tegoshi: Apart from ItteQ he's gonna be the main announcer for the World Cup in Brazil but that's June-July so not sure what he's up to until then.

Masuda: He's now a member of permanent cast of Ippuku which airs on 8 AM I think. Entertaining bored celebrity housewives every Monday.
Mirai Rocketto 24:50JST Fridays?

Koyama: News Every - Monday to Thursday.

Shige: Now the 'Burn' promotion seems to be over so he'll concentrate on his play 'Naka no Hito'.

Tegoshi: ItteQ every Sunday. World Cup in Summer.


There's a comeback in May but I doubt they will do much. Not with Tegoshi being the main caster for WC. I'm not sure they would make a tour without releasing anything but that would take time so I dunno, it's hard to tell now. I doubt they'll release anything until at least August.

@музыка: TOKIO - シェリー・アルーム

@темы: NEWS., schedules

18:35

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Ayana Sakai, wife of L'Arc~en~Ciel's leader and bassist tetsuya, announced her pregnancy this afternoon.

According to her ameblo blog, she is already 6 months pregnant and will be giving birth in summer. Congratulations to the couple!

Ayana Sakai married tetsuya in 2007. In addition to being a model and actress, the mother-to-be is also a wedding dress designer.



Took them long but Yay! Baby! Tetsu!

@темы: L'Arc~en~Ciel, news

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The Good: The results of the sg-paanas contest finally got announced today and as expected I won. The second prize. Which I'm cool with. I mean I was hoping for the first prize and frankly looking at the winner I still think I was better but then again I'm a new fan and I even missed the Anniversary itself so in that respect it's fair enough. Hope the card gets here soon.

The Bad: So I was having a good day and I went to take a shower and I guess I was too excited because I ended up shaving a whole patch of my own skin on my leg. What the fuck is wrong with me? T_T How the fuck did I even do that? Shaving for 14 years and never learning. Thank you, life, for putting me in my place.

@темы: myself

15:49 

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