I've actually had a really nice mood for once but this motherfucking tanuki bullshit just had to hit again and now I'm so damn MAD. I'm a grown-up woman and I should not be bothered by it but I very much AM gaddamit! UUUUGgggggghhhhh. That is all for now.

@темы: bitching, fandom

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It was a really good story. Very well-written and happy end and fluffy all over. But WHY THE FUCK did she have to put a dead Saga in it AGAIN? WHYYYYYY?

@темы: fanfix

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Alice9 Channel 2013.07.16 - Shou's quest to get his true love

All in all I really loved the show. Actually I thought that most shows in 2013 were kinda boring or sadistic but I really enjoyed this one, maybe even the most out of all 2013. It was dynamic, funny and the guys really enjoyed themselves. The staff did say that they like Shou very much ♥ so they basically let him do all challenges until he makes it while Tora and Nao cheered for him and helped him. And he even got his precious Vita.

ALSO

Tora looks hot, new hair or not.

I think Tora+Nao made a great hosting team this time. Tora’s a really witty and smooth talker and Nao kept chiming in with his out-of-this-world remarks and weird jokes. They called him Skytree II because of his glasses. They also kept making fun of poor Hiroto because not only did he not get anything for his birthday but he even got beaten. All three of them can be really funny in their own different ways and you can see Tora really enjoyed the show.



My favourite part was the Struck Out game. Everyone was having a lot of fun with it and Shou was really good too. I don’t know what people are saying, I think Shou looks great and quite healthy. Radiant, even. It was great to see him having fun. Maybe that's what love does to you)



It was really endearing how everyone worried whether Shou would get the Vita, especially Tora. And Nao wasn’t a bitch to him like last year but even helped instead.♥


Shou was really worried that the box might drop and Tora actually joked that that’s the way you would normally treat the person you like.

Oh, can you not make grating daikon look erotic?


They say true love will finds a way, right? This man fought hard to earn it. From Tora's hands...

And of course all the staring~ Can't blame you, honey. The man is hot.

@темы: A9 Channel

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Stuff to Do

Write a post about the latest A9 Channel.

Make 2 posts on Sims 3: TxS and T&B

Finish Part 5

Read new Fic
Better save that for later

Finish writng down and translate that Wink Up

Finish Jade Empire.
Not much left but I lost the passion suddenly. Not nice keeping princess waiting.

@музыка: Pride of Mind - Flowers

@темы: post-it note

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今日はね。。。

日本に住んでいる友達からカードーをもらったんです。とつぜん!　でも、なんとか嬉しかった。ありがとう。^^

@темы: .jp

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DeviantART

Decided to fill my DeviantART account last night.
For now it’s mostly macros:

J-Rock macros

TVXQ/JYJ macros and

Alice Nine macros

Also added some of my manips. I have to take a look at my stuff and see if there’s anything more good enough to add. Maybe my fic posters and fanfiction or something else… normal)

So yeah if you want to have a look here:

swoon21.deviantart.com/

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I try to get on with my father, I really do. But it's just so damn hard with him being a racist, homophobic, misogynistic snobbish bastard who thinks he's God's finest creation. Ugh.

@темы: family

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Raided ex.ua for video clips. Got a good loot of assorted vids, mostly from the 90's. I feel so old and nostalgic. The only thing that is common among the videos is the fact that I like them. I bet Status Quo, The Chemical Brothers, Bloodhound Gang and Sade wouldn't even talk if they met at a party. Last week I also remembered 'that Scrubs song' from TLC and couldn't rest until I found a VOB. Which was followed by a nostalgic bout for the music of 1999-2001, mostly R'n'B.

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"Okay. Fine. Seeing as you all want to know so badly," Jaejoong maximizes the window, takes a deep breath, and begins to read aloud, "'Jaejoong' - that's me - 'sat down ever-so elegantly-'" (Yunho snorts, Jaejoong's eyes narrow) "'-across from Yunho. Yunho stared dreamily at Jaejoong's big perfect pure expressive black-as-night-but-sometimes-blue-as-the-ocean eyes-'"

"Please tell me you're making this up," Changmin says, nay, demands.

"Not me, the fans."

"..."

"Does this mean Jaejoong's doing Yunho?" Junsu asks, looking a tad confused.

"No." Jaejoong and Yunho say in unison.

"...okay then."

Yoochun – who, having decided staring at the coffee maker was not going to make it work any faster, magically apparated to the other side of the room while the fic went on blissfully unaware of his magical-ness – pats Junsu's shoulder, "Even though Yunho is acting like a total uke, he will still end up fucking Jaejoong, because he's taller. D'uh."

bluetent, (untitled) TVXQ CRACK.


Sometimes I really miss the TXQX fandom. For the fics - the smut and the crack and so much more.

@темы: fanfix

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Mount

Ugh. Took me forever and I'm pretty much broke but look at the horsie... You can't even fight on it, just ride around and show off. Still worth it.

@музыка: Manic Street Preachers - Motorcycle Emptiness

@темы: Games

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Ok, something I discovered today. ISO files play perfectly on my DVD-player. All this time... Now I need to pack all my DVDs into isos and enjoy.

Also, now I have all 6 live DVDs in actual DVD-quality. Including Alice in Wonderfilm. All the awkward, now in HQ. Oh, my sweet babies. I'm so proud of you~

@музыка: The Chemical Brothers - Out Of Control

@темы: skillz, Alice Nine

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Then he came to his own waiting room to change clothes. He took off his top and kept going back and forth, seemed very hyper. Suddenly he came out with a cherry between his teeth “I’m cherry boy”, he said, then came in again.

130626 Jaejoong’s Concert and Fanmeeting at Yokohama Arena Day 3
jyj3.net/2013/06/28/fan-account-130626-jaejoong...

Nao-san came to the stage, commenting about what Shou-san said about gays, “I know what boys and girls feeling, because I am cherry…” and a cherry popped up from his hand and he kissed the cherry lol.

Alice Nine 9th Anniversary Tour #1 World’s End Daybreak-Zepp Fukuoka [28th June 2013]
www.kojaconreport.com/2013/07/08/alice-nine-9th...


What the actual fuck? Is this some sort of inner joke or what? Cherry boys my ass...

@темы: match, Jaejoong, Alice Nine

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A LETTER FROM SHOU FOR TORA (@ TORA’S BIRTHDAY EVENT, SEPTEMBER 2012)

『前のバンドを辞めた時に“一緒にバンドやろう”って声をかけてくれて、すごい嬉しかったよ。初めてのライブでワクワクしながら一緒に新横浜への電車に乗ったこと今でも覚えています。今ではこんなにたくさんのファンが祝ってくれてるね。俺がツライ時、何でもない風に支えてくれて、俺が突っ走ってる時は黙って着いて来て、理解してくれてありがとう。これからもずっと俺の隣でギターを弾き続けてね。

俺の一番の親友であり、大切な戦友。

Alice Nine将 』

NAOKI-san read the letter。

"When I quit my previous band I heard your voice saying "Let's make a band together", I was really happy. I still remember feeling nervous as we took the train to Shinyokohama heading to our first concert. Now so many fans congratulated you. When I was having a hard time you supported me like it was nothing, when I was rushing forth you followed silently. Thank you for understanding. Please keep playing guitar by my side.

My closest friend, my precious comrade.

Alice Nine's Shou"

Tora-san looked very happy and moved to tears.

*Cries OTP tears forever.....*

@темы: ToraxShou

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Jpopsuki

This stupid site has been tainting me for years. Not that I wanted to get in badly but still this whole secret society thing was getting on my nerves. It's got some good stuff but not many rare items, really. I'd say not really worth the bother. All the rules and restrictions are really annoying. But the game is on and I'm currently seeding some A9 lives.

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L'Arc~en~Ciel - Are you ready? 2007 Mata Haato ni Hi wo Tsukero!

I have finally found, downloaded and watched this concert. And I wasn't disappointed.



Not only was a high-class concert that only L'Arc can deliver, Hyde's levels of fab are just through the roof. I saw the gifs but that was just a small part of it. Even though many songs sounded more rough, all that hips swinging, honey... you ain't fooling anyone.

Also the part where two girls came out to dance during the Pretty Girl cracked me up. When they started to shake their asses against him he was more like: "bitch, this is MY stage. I'm doing the hips swinging here."

@темы: L'Arc~en~Ciel, Concerts

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I went to a toy store today and there was this little boy with his mum and dad. When they went near a Barbie section the boy got interested but the father said: "You're not going to play with that. That's for girls. Let's find you some boys' toys." Right after that the boy stopped at the section with action figures of some wrestlers and his father encouraged him. I was like, "Great logic. You don't let him look at toys of pretty girls but encourage him to look at toys of big hunky men in nothing but underwear. That's so heterosexual."

@темы: issues

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I only know two decent authors who write ToraxShou, but both of them:

1) Also write a lot of ToraxSaga
2) Often write complex multi-pairing crossovers about vampires, zombies or some other shit like that.
3) Use very liberal character interpretation, basically OOC.

I know I'm just boring. But when I read stuff like this: "I know you're not nearly as drunk as you're acting. Everyone else probably knows it too. They've seen you drink men two times your weight under the table." I can't help but frown. I mean the style is good but when I read these stories I feel like I'm reading just an original piece of fiction.

I do want to experiment with AUs too, but only after I write some solid piece of real-life fiction first.

@темы: fanfix

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For Mireille Alen and anyone who appreciated fine hips

It was during Kiss Me Deadly, by the way...

@темы: Shou, my!gif