Seems like we have some birthday boys to congratulate today...

@темы: Birthday

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Music Fair 2012.06.02

Damn, spent half the day yesterday downloading this but it turned out that ViViD barely got any screen time with only Shin saying a few words and FT Island's performance was in the last week's one. I didn't get most of the talks but the part with this girl who said she liked disgusting smells like ear wax was pretty funny. HongKi was giggling like mad at the back XD But anyway it was still good to see the two of them together and ViViD's performance was great.

@музыка: Anouk - Everything

@темы: ViViD, match, 番組, K-pop

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"He had never looked for anyone. When he was younger, he had assumed that it was assumed that when it was time, his parents would introduce him to a girl of their choice, and he would marry her. He had been a dutiful son, yes, but beyond that, he had been solitary. He had never met anyone he'd had a connection with deep enough to make it seem like it was worth the effort and time."

Ghost Story

@темы: fanfix, Weiß, quote/unquote

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Gackt Tweets Part 1

Finally got around to reading Gackt's tweet translations. It's amusing to say the least and very random. He really knows shitloads about health so there are lots of great tips about that and lots of advice on all sorts of matters. Lots of very intimate and just plain perverted stuff too. I copied the ones that I found most interesting. They're actually reverse chronological order.


[I'm a crybaby… I want to get stronger]@.1201_t It's fine, you should cry when you want. But what matters is what action you take when you're done crying. If you've cried tears of frustration, then work your ass off. If you've cried tears of sadness, then, without forgetting your sorrow, be equally kind to someone else. That's how it is.

[Someone asks if he'll make any more movies with hyde]@.02aki27 If HYDE said he'd do it, then I'd do it any time. I've always been interested in making movies with him. He's busy too though.

[Someone asks how he's so cute]@.123cjmk456 I'm not cute. I'm not cute. Your stern big brother is not like that.

It froze. Move, move, move, move, move, MOVE~~~~~ Damn PC~~~~~!!!

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[Someone asks how old he is]@.Hiver9797Hiver This year, am I 39 or 40. I can't remember… 40 I guess. I don't care about my age so I don't remember it…

[You're younger than hyde, aren't you!]@.hyne2 I dunno his age.

[Someone asks how he gets his skin so pretty and if he smokes]@.d3udpfexx I quit smoking a few years ago. Well, people have different values so I can't judge, but for me it wasn't that smoking was wrong, I quit because I couldn't think of the me that smoked as cool any more. Of course, if you want pretty skin it's better to quit too. That's basic.

[Someone asks if the people around him smoke]@.arisa_a_arisa I made everyone who works for me quit. I made 90% of the people I work with quit. I guess there's not many people around me who smoke.

[Someone says they are bullied and seem to attract people who want to fight, how do they live normally and have confidence?]@.S19890724 There's no "normal" in life. If you don't want to be bullied, get yourself a strong heart. It will take time, but that's what learning a martial art is. Don't think about it, just try taking one action that will make you stronger. Weak hearts are visible. Work hard to become strong, and you'll be able to overcome your weak self. Got it?

[3 more people and I'll have 100 followers]@.shizuki_lica Didn't really care in the first place, though…

[I graduated today too. I wish GACKT had come to my ceremony ;_; ) @._ichigoparfait_ Sorry, I only have one body… But getting congratulated is the same feeling. Congratulations on graduating.

[I don't know what I want to do in the future… When did you decide to become an artist?]@.J1eun826 Ask my guitarist YOU. I guess he made me into a vocalist…before that I was planning to become a drummer… Well, life's a mystery. But let me just say this. If you put KiAi into it, and take on every challenge like it's life or death, your dreams are certain to become reality.

[Someone says they heard G and hyde would dedicate a song to each other in the even of their death, and says they want to hear it, but don't want them to die]@.nijiiromoimoi I'll make the greatest song. For him. Because he's my precious dear friend. Well, but, I'll probably die first. I'm the unreasonable one.

[You definitely need talent to do music, right?]@.jgdpw "Talent" is a word only a tiny proportion of people, who've done something for decades and been unable to produce results, should use. It's outrageous to use it at my level. The first thing is working yourself to death. That's the only way. Try staking your life on it. Results are sure to come.

Goddamn it~~~Don't freeze~~~~!!! Stupid PC… MOVE~~~~~~~!!!!

[Where's the happy end for a family who do nothing but argue?]@.nogami0kiku There's no happy end in arguing. You have to stop. There's a simple method. When a argument starts, you record it. When it's over, you all listen to it again together. You'll all recognise how pointless and uncool what you're doing is. There's nothing as pointless as an argument.

[I can't concentrate in class because I'm so happy GACKT is tweeting]@.yun18xx Hey you… eyes on the blackboard!!!

["How do you recognise a two-faced person?"]@.sidmaofish0001 Doesn't everyone have them? I often hear things like "He's not such a bad person". Rather, that's obvious. There's no such thing as a truly bad person. We have good and bad points. It's natural to be two-faced. People have as many faces as the number of people that they face.

[Is this a bot?]@.SaYa_44 Ahahahaha. How could it be? It would be scary if there was this kind of bot, right? I do this myself. If this makes people happy, I'll take the time. Of course, I can only do it every now and again. I hope just a little bit of this love reaches… to you.

["What do you do when you see something invisible? Pretend you don't see it? Or fight it? LOL"]@.saonyanko Those kind of things are an everyday occurrence. I don't worry about each and every one. Spirits aren't scary. Living people are much scarier. They do bad things. Right? If you think about it like that, spirits are just watching.

["Men definitely prefer short women, right…?"]@.0a9a3a0 I don't care at all. Isn't the size of their heart more important? I'm bored with the face in 3 hours. It's the heart I want to be with for a lifetime. Be the kind of girl who can make me think that.

[What is life?]@.chisa10mgr "A journey in search of the answer to that"

[You seem immortal!]@.mmas_9do I'm ageing properly. Or should I say, I'm gaining years. Getting older isn't so bad. If you can look back every year on how you lived and recognise and be satisfied with it, gaining years like this seems like a wonderful thing. That's how it is.

[Did you see Golden Bomber on CDTV?]@.codegb That's why. I said. I don't have. A TV.


Credit: amaia.livejournal.com

@темы: Gackt, GakuHai

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Voting for L'Arc~en~Ciel concert and then...

@темы: meme, L'Arc~en~Ciel

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GACKT's LINE Message - May 28, 2012

久しぶりにHYDEのライブを見に行った。最近はなかなかタイミングが合わなくてお互い時間を共有することが昔よりも随分減った。ステージで輝いている彼は出逢った頃と同じように輝いていて相変わらず魅了させてくれる。「さすがだな･･･」とステージを見て言葉が漏れる。何よりも嬉しいのはファンの子達が楽しんでいる姿だ。誰のファンでも、そうやって喜んでいる姿に触れるのは本当に嬉しいもんだ。「みんな幸せなんだろうな･･･」と思いながら関係者席の中でもノリノリの男の子を後ろから見ていた。彼もずっとノリノリで楽しんでる。隣にいるYFCのTAKUMIが僕の斜め前にいる目線の先のその彼を指さして言った。「いや〜、ノリノリですね、、、DAIGO君」声を掛けずにそっと帰った。声を掛けるのは今度にしよう･･･。

I went to HYDE's live for the first time in a while. Due to our schedule conflicts, we don't share time together nearly as much as we used to. HYDE, shining on the stage, was still as bright as when I first met him, and mesmerizing [the audience] as usual. "That's the HYDE I know...", these words came out of my mouth as I watched the stage. What really made me happy was the joy I could see in the fans. It doesn't matter whose fans they are, it really is a nice thing to witness them having a great time like that. "They must be really happy...", so I thought as I observed a young guy in the VIP box who seemed particularly into [the live]. He was enjoying it and dancing to the music the whole time. TAKUMI of YFC, who was next to me, pointed at that guy who was diagonally in front of me and said "Woooow, he's really into it, isn't he? DAIGO-kun." I left quietly without saying anything [to DAIGO]. I'll say hello to him next time.....

Fanboys) But damn, still that sad sad sentiment.


Credit: excused-early.livejournal.com/191924.html

@темы: GakuHai

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Voting!

I'm gonna vote for Moscow because there's no way they're gonna make it here.

@темы: L'Arc~en~Ciel

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I feel frustrated beyond belief. This is the second day I do a full design of a room and it just crashes. Why do you hate me so much? I guess I really need to do something with that hard drive.

@темы: Sims 3

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All That Weiss

This is something I felt compelled to write a really long time ago. In fact, that time was almost a year before I created this diary which is almost 7 years ago.

Before that I didn't understand why anime was so popular. Most of it is very poorly drawn and has lame plots. Then I understood. The great thing about anime is that it's a fantasy, a universe where you can create your own dream. The anime/mange itself is just a platform. You can make the characters whatever you want them to be and you can imagine them in your head any way you want. Besides, they'll never age, never marry some bitch, never do anything to disappoint you and you won't feel any guilt knowing they will find out about your NC-rated fanfiction.

I remember it so well, that red autumn... It began with a song and lead to reading lots of fanfiction. The funny thing is I didn't watch the actual anime until about half a year later but that didn't matter much. By that time I knew most of the story anyway. I don't even know how but I really got into it, I read a lot. There were many good stories, especially to me who haven't really read any good fiction until then.

But the most important of all were the works of Nekojita, The Arc. I began reading the first story without thinking much only to realize the whole thing is more like a saga and it's fucking huge. It's one of the longest fiction works I ever read. I don't know when she began to write this story but it's currently 8 parts and dozens of chapters long and still not finished. I still have hope she will finish it one day since judging from the plot it should be nearing its end.

But anyway, at that time I was absolutely obsessed with it. I got home from uni and just get to reading and I read and read and read. It was all I could think about. It was kind of scary how much I was into it. But in a way it made me happy, really did.

I fell in love with Aya, especially her Aya. I could somehow identify with him. Sometimes I have problems visualizing the characters I read about but somehow I never had this problem with Weiss. I can see Aya so clear in my head, even now. Actually I never really liked Yoji. He's just a lazy perverted bastard. But the chemistry between them is undeniable.

And in the fic it shows exceptionally well. The fic is amazing in many ways. It has this really complicated plot with several plot-lines which still relate to the original story, it has amazing characterization, great dialogues and just generally so good there's nothing to complain about. Except maybe that Yoji is a clingy horny annoying fuck. But all in all to me the most important thing about this fic is the way the author shows a development of a relationship between two people who are complete opposites of each other in terms of personality. With most fics you don't really get to that, you just know they hooked up or see a fragment somewhere in the middle, but with this fic you can see all the different stages and problems that arise and how they deal with it. It's a love story more than anything.

"I’m disappointed in you, Yohji. Letting a little thing like a painful death keep you from your one true lust. You must be slipping in your old age."

As I began to re-read it I remembered all of these feelings. I'm surprised at how much I can remember. Some parts stuck in my head so firm I can quote them after 7 years. Surely I'm not going to read it all, I made it up to Balance and that will probably be it since I really don't want to re-read this part and after that it gets too complicated. But the most important thing is it lit that fire once again. To the point where I began to write down some of the ideas that come. I don't expect to finish this but we shall see. I might one day. Right now I just want to enjoy the ride.

Illustration by: error256

@музыка: Weiss Kreuz - Hitotoki No Yasuragi

@темы: anime, fanfix, Weiß, fandom

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Fuck. I totally forgot I got Japanese today. Simply slipped my mind. Not that I would have gone anyway most likely with the way I felt.

@темы: myself, 勉強

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Kagrra,/Akiya spam

Because of tumblr I haven't made picspams in ages. Time to fix that. Saw too much beauty today so I need to do this. Almost half of them is Akiya but what can I do if he's so damn pretty?






Awhile ago I was feeling like absolute shit but now I'm much better. Thank you, Kagrra!

@музыка: Kagrra, - MUKURO NO TORIDE

@темы: J-Rock

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EuroVision 2012

So I decided to watch EuroVision after all. Give me back my 3 hours of life! WTF, Europe? Ireland, I'll never speak to you again. It was the worst out of all I've seen. Not one song I really liked. Thank god the winner was pretty good. She really remind me of Maria Mena. But apart from that it was incredibly lame.

@темы: review

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Finally read that article of Wink Up 2009.06 with Shou with one of my favourite pictures of him ever. I've been meaning to do it for ages and finally it's read. Well, mostly read. My kanji knowledge is still limited but I got most of it. I really like Wink Up for short articles usually having several question and answers. So anyway, this one had three topics. One was about alienation and I knew most of the story from other interviews. The second one was about dieting. The most interesting part was that Shou said he'd gained weight around elementary school. As far as I understood he took up basketball in 5th grade and that must have helped. Why does that sound familiar I wonder? He also talked about his current worries over the matter. Well, I do have to admit he gained a lot of weight around 2008 though I don't think as necessarily bad. But oh well. The last one was about liking the same girl as his friend. In elementary school, of course. All of his romance stories end there. Actually, he did say that after that Disneyland incident he never went out with girls until he became an adult. What's with all the Disneyland stories lately?

@темы: Shou, inter:views

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お疲れ様でした

お疲れ様でした! - when I say it I feel a strange excitement inside of me. Just this one magical phrase shared at the end of a lesson makes me unreasonably happy. I practically stalk teacher just to say it. A double score is to say it to both my teachers and hear it back. I managed to do this today and last week. Before I used to watch all these videos where everyone said this and it made me want to do it so much. It's a strange little habit I have, but one that makes me a little happy.
So if anyone asks me why I began to learn Japanese it's because of お疲れ様でした.

@темы: essay, 勉強

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Fukuda Saki

Just found this yeasterday. Aww~ ain't she adorable? She can even sing and has a nice voice too. I wish she got better songs, she could be so good.

Found two dramas with her. Gonna report upon completing as usual.

@темы: J-Pop

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Boys&Girls

Lol at Shin being squished between two guys)

Also JJ being JJ. Darling, I'll have you know: boys aren't' supposed to sit like this.

@темы: ViViD, Jaejoong

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This weekend there's been a lot. I completed two of my most important projects as of recently and then some.

Yesterday finally giving the final touches to my fic and posting it. It's been almost year since I began shipping these two and now finally this. The fic is actually kind of long by my standards, it's the longest thing I've written so far and that's just the first part. Part 2 is only halfway done, but that's quite a lot, really. I do take some pleasure in making people wait for more XD

Also finally opened the new comm. I was getting seriously frustrated at not being able to finish it. But Jet is great at design, even though incredibly lazy) She did one version, but then she totally cut down Shin's face and I could not tolerate it so I made her re-do it from scratch. I'm really happy with how it came out. But I guess I'll post the second chapter first, and then move on to posting away~

@темы: fanfix, fandom

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AAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~

27.05.2012 в 22:09

Пишет  Mireille Alen:

про Вот оно какое, СЧАСТИЕ!! *_______* <333333

*ЛУЖИЦАЛЮБВИ*

@темы: ToraxShou

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Vanity

My new baby finally up and going!

And don't forget...

One more and I might as well start an Underrated Pairings Foundation)

@темы: RenoxShin

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My 8-year old half-brother has a girlfriend. FML.

@темы: family, bitching