This year started really hard and ended blissfully. I used to think 21 is my lucky number but after so many bad painful years I hardly dared to think that this one would be IT. And yet, it was. It certainly wasn't sudden and every bit earned but still hit me like a tsumani. The last two months have been more eventful than whole years of my life. I keep surprising myself by stretching every day and I feel 10 feet tall. After 12 years the nightmare finally faded and I saw the light. I've had a lot of ups and downs but now it just feels like I got on the right tracks and though there surely will be more challenges, nobody can take away what I found and that is my full self. The one I always wanted to be.