I have a theory, you see: If things can go incredibly wrong, they can also go incredibly right. Not in the grand scheme of things, I'm not that blindly optimistic. I mean a strange wonderful coincidence.

Today was a really hard day of a really hard week. But also a sudden ray of light shined on me. Someone I have deeply admired for years smiled at me. I did not expect it, really. But I felt like for all the times he made me smile I should try to do the same. A shameless compliment, one he really deserved was sent and received through the mysterious wires. Why he chose to read that particular one of all those he got - I do not know. It felt like a miracle, a blessing of a deity. This time, I met him not in a dream. And he smiled, smiled at me and because of me.