What goes up and then goes down down down? My mood. I was feeling so high these past few days I honestly began to worry about the setback. Which is what happens now. And there is no real reason for it, just violent mood swings. I tried to do aromatherapy and tried to do lavender again. Except I hate lavender. I guess it doesn't really work that way. Now that's more like it, life sucks and that seems like my natural state.