I guess I came to think about death a little more lately. Today I also had this dream where I talked to my deceased grandfather who I never really talked to since he gone inadequate and died when I was still little. I really miss my other grandfather, I get really sad just thinking about him. And then my grandmother left as well this year. She was often difficult to deal with but it didn't make it any less sad. All in all, I've already been to three funerals but not once have I been to a wedding or welcomed a newborn.

Also whenever I hear Fantasy I keep thinking it's such an amzing song. It's sad but somehow it's also bright and beautiful and full of life. I think it's the most beautiful song about death I ever heard. Anyway, it made me think of other good songs about death. Here's 7 of them. They're all based on real experince, losing a father, mother, brother, friend, lover. All very very beautiful.

Alice Nine - Fantasy
Manic Street Preachers - Ocean Spray
George Michael - Jesus To A Child
X-Japan - Tears
Anouk - One World
Indochine - Electrastar
Hyde - Evergreen