Lately I just feel so numb. The only things that get me excited during the day are T&B and occasional talks with Abe-sensei. I can't even do anything. I don't feel like doing anything. My room is a mess but I couldn't care less right now. The weather doesn't help either. My little experiment seems kind of fruitless so far. I don't even know. I try not to think and succeed from time to time, but it doesn't bring peace, just deafening silence. I kinda wish for snow to fall already, white and chilly seems a better perspective than grey and wet.