So it was Hiroto. Well, it was a morphing dream like most but I remember him well. Only the other 4 weren't band members. I don't remember who they were but one of them was him. The guy I was madly in love with once. I didn't see his face, I just knew it was him. Me and Hiroto were supposed to go out and I was contemplating about how I like Hiroto and he's sweet but he's really not my type and maybe it's better to not let this relationship develop further because I'd just be fooling myself. Then again it was just an outing and in the end I think I met with all 5 although I can't rememberer much about that part. After that me and my sister and him ended up in some kind of cabin. I knew he had a fiancée and serious plans so I had really mixed feelings about it. I still liked him, felt strangely attracted to him so even then I had thoughts that maybe things could turn out differently this time. At one point we ended up together on the balcony and it was dark and sort of romantic as we were facing the starry sky, he was friendly but I felt had had no feelings for me. But even so I revelled in this long-forgotten feeling of longing towards a real tangible person and it still lingered when I woke up.
It's really interesting to analyse dreams. Almost for every scene I saw I can understand where it came from, what real life events it was based on and yet it's like a cinema where you don't know which film they're going to show.