Spent whole day watching Japanese radio talks, trying to read interviews and lyrics, looking up words in the denshijisho, writing down words and sometimes even actually trying to study what I really have to. Now reading Grammar for Level 3. I am seriously freaking out right now. LIKE, SERIOUSLY. Patterns. So many FUCKING PATTERNS! Why do they need all this stuff? I don't know how I'm going to survive the next JLPT.