I can go on forever about how awesome I am but it's late and I'll try to make it short.
Today inspiration struck me and I was fully intent to use it well. I thought about finishing the video, but in the end I did something even better: I FINISHED MY FIRST NC-17! Frankly I almost lost hope of finishing it. I think I began writing it in 2009 and by last summer it was about 90% complete, but I got stuck at a crucial stage and that's when A9 happened. But today after I watched Come On Over I realized I can still get very much in the mood from time to time. I just opened the file and completed the thing. I'm very damn proud of myself. I think I did a great job too. It's a little clichéd of course but I think it's really good. 8 years of reading that shit pays off.
Now I'm a member of the smut club! I'm really glad I passed this threshold - now I can write rated scenes in other fics. Feels like I graduated. I think the timing is good too, I feel am finally mature enough for that.
Let's see now. I still have about 6.700 words for JYJ and about 4.000 words in A9 drafts. The prospects are good. I never know when will be the next time inspiration strikes, but that way it's even more fun.