So this is it. Any minute now my Golden Week shall end.
I was going to say time flew fast, but it's not true for once. This week seemed quite long and there was a lot to it.
It started a bit bleak as my mental and therefore physical state plummeted for reasons unknown to me. So the first 3 days or so I tried to get a grip on myself with varying degrees of success. I suppose the most important thing I learned about this kind of occurrence is that: no matter what you do this will happen from time to time. So the best thing you can do is try to deal with it in your own way, but whatever you do don't dwell on it.
On Thursday I got a visit from a friend or should I say the friend? Anyway things began to look up. The Friday lesson also went well and there was something special to look forward to.
The sleepover weekend. The whole of Saturday and up to Sunday morning I spent with a friend. We had a sleepover farewell party. There was drinking, talking, watching concerts and shows and even some singing on my part. I really wish we could do more stuff like that. It's kind of a shame that it won't happen any time soon since I feel like we just got to the most interesting part in our relationship.
The rest of the time was spent rather randomly. I mean on one hand I wanted to make the most of this time, but on the other I didn't want to pressure myself. For one I finally gave in to my urge to draw. Actually I felt kind of sad that my drawing drive seemed to have died down almost completely after I graduated. So now that I gave it a go and realized I still have quite a bit of potential I felt relieved. I really love it. Surely I'm not that good at anatomy so I raided some anime galleries and saved all the good pictures. Then I used those to made outlines but they transformed a lot from the initial shape. I did three sketches and they're pretty good. Sadly now it will be hard to find niches to work on them.
There were other minor things. I had few plans of what I wanted to do in this time. I didn't felt like watching the Tempest and it's a shame. I did watch True Love though and it's a nice film really. Lately I really like these 'slice of life' films.
Overall conclusion: I think I'd really like to try living alone. I do think it's a little lonely, but the current 'full house' state is not exactly a cure to that. I really think it would make my life so much more pleasurable. Yet currently there's no chance of that happening any time soon.