Lately I've been thinking about a lot of things. One of them is my relationships. I just really don't know. There are very few people left in my life and even those I don't see that often. I guess I am a loner. I knew people who couldn't stand an hour without company, but I'm very different. I never get bored when I'm on my own, but with people I always get bored eventually, it's just a question of time. No matter how much I like a person after several hours I begin to want them gone. There was only person that I never got bored with, but the price of it was too high to pay. I almost got crazy, in a literal sense. Anyway, I do get tired of people easily. But it's not that don't like hanging out, it's just that... idek. Guess I'm very picky in terms of relationships even if they're casual. I mean I've met a lot of people and some were quite nice and smart and interesting to talk to, but sometimes one trait can set me off so much I don't want to hang out with a person. People that talk too much or are irresponsible or like to be patronizing or just plain boring - I'd rather not. I don't know if that makes me arrogant. I know I have my own vices and I don't really judge anyone. I just abstain. Relationships require time and effort and most of the time I just can't be bothered enough.