Isn't fandom supposed to be your hiding place? Your sweet escape from the cruel world? Right now it's driving me nuts. There all all these little things that add up and frustrate me to no end. Such as:

HoMin released a really good album and I'm sure the lives are good too except I can't bring myself to even look at them. I don't hate them or anything, I just can't.
Willowwing writes OT5. I already told her: "You too, Brute." Why can't I write? Then again I have too much to do as it is.
Shigai says she is disappointed with the fans and lost her will to draw. So childish.
All the Junsu bashing deal is ridiculous. I'm not saying he is all innocent and right, but this is stupid. You can scold someone for acting this or that way, but you can't scold someone for feelings.
All these people saying how disappointed they are. It seems to be the bitter keyword. Well, I'm disappointed at people getting disappointed so easily. If that even makes sense.


SBS seems to be full of shit. I was so glad they were brave enough to do a broadcast of JYJ and it was scheduled for the 5th of January, but then they keep moving it, each time setting it for a later date. Now they promise the 20th is final. We shall see. A number of shows invited them, but they were all cancelled eventually. Pussies. Well, I should be thankful to KBS at least.
Also, this!
I don't think I've ever felt so jealous of any of them. But this time... they look so real somehow. I'm gonna go crazy when the actual musical starts.