So that's what they were filming? Me wants. Me so wants. But damn yesasia 35 bucks? Japanese items always cost a fortune. I guess I'd buy it though if I was employed.





PS: ВИАГРА FTW!

@музыка: MANIC STREET PREACHERS - Can't Wrap Your Arms Around A Memory

@темы: OT3, JYJ

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MEN'S TEMPTATION

... exactly.

@музыка: Mansun - Fragile

@темы: Jaejoong

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Kleptomania

I love ex.ua. No, really. I've been looking for that album for the last... 6 years? 3-CD set, that is 33 tracks, many of which I've never heard before. Just what I needed. One of my favourite bands even and one of the best bands of the 90's. There aren't many bands who have their own sound that is fresh raw and varied at the same time. Too bad they were so underrated.

Side note: how come I always choose sexually-ambiguous bands and artists? Without even seeing them?

@музыка: Mansun - Fragile

@темы: review, Nostalgic Pushead

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Хотела нынче голову помыть. А потом посмотрела на воду и как-то застремало. Думала пройдет быстро как обычно, но уже минут 5 льется такая.

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And so here comes my 3d year of 勉強. I think it will be the hardest. Not only because the difficulty of studies, but because of other things too. For one all three people I used to hang out with left. Instead of two girls that I used to share a desk with now I have to sit with the two very inadequate females from the back. It sucks big time. Moreover I really dislike our new teacher, she seems fit for primary school. No matter what though I will try to do my best. もっと 頑張る!

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And here I thought I'd seen every kind of ridiculous hat on Yoochunnie...



I think it's supposed to be a wedding attire. Other than that though there's no denying that Yunho looks absolutely gorgeous. I have 125 pics from the musical and that's probably the most pics of him I ever saved from one event and that one is not even over yet. Some of my favourites:

@темы: picspam, Visual Shoxx, TVXQ

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Watched "Golden Fishery" with Kang Ta. It was really fun and quite educational. I haven't really seen him since he came back from the army and he has a lot to say. They called him The Father of Idols and I do agree, but in a way it sounds kinda funny. I mean he's only 30, but the gap between him and the rookie bands seems huge.
He talked about a lot of things: how SM started with only 6 guys including LSM in a small residential house, how their managers subjected them to a hard trining when they would be woken up in the middle of the night to dance and "give interviews", how they released the DNA-incorporated CD, how the members sneaked out to meet with their girlfriends, how the whole disbandment affair was a huge misunderstanding, how the fame made him arrogant, how he became an elite soldier and how they are planning a reunion.
I really wanted to hear what he had to say since in a way he represents the SM side and I respect him a lot. He sounded very sincere. It would be easier for me to just call SM greedy bastards, but I know it's not all black and white. I already heard how when Tony became a CEO he made up with Lee Soo Man and sort of understood that he was wrong in a lot of ways and even asked for advice. But the part where Kang Ta met Tony a few years after their disbandment and it took 2 sentences to make up was kind of sad. It would be really stupid if TVXQ's case was similar. All in all it's still just as confusing.
Anyway, now they are waiting for Jaewon to come back from army which is next year and then hopefully we'll see H.O.T. together again.

@темы: H.O.T, K-pop

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Кажется, я переюзала Инглиш. Только что пишу смс-ку и торможу на слове пожалуйста, пытаясь понять "а че там реально буква 'й' есть?".

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Thanksgiving

Just finished watching the Thanksgiving in Tokyo Dome DVD. When I wrote from watching fancams before I had no idea, really. This is so much different. There are no words to express how I feel about it. To say there were amazing vocals and great dancing is redundant - it's a given. This time though it seems like they tried even harder - I honestly have no idea how that is humanly possible, but that's what I felt. The most amazing thing about the concert though is the atmosphere. It's very distinctly different from all previous concerts. I've never seen them so free, so confident on stage. Especially Jae. It's something you can't describe, only feel. My heart flutters when I see him like this. He seems to be shining from inside. And, as my Mum noted, Jae is known for spacing out a lot, but I've never seen him so there, he seemed to enjoy and cherish evey second of it. Now I watched many TVXQ concerts and while they seem more confident with every performance and always full of joy from performing this is something different.
At the end I was wondering whether any of them will cry or not. I've never seen Jae like this. He tried to hold it in so much and he would have, but a few minutes before going off stage he broke down. He never cried before. Not once. Now he looks so fragile. As if he's afraid people won't like him anymore. It makes me want to hold him tight and hide him from the world. I'm glad he has Yoochun at least.

I made some quick caps (It's 3 AM), thery're not the best, but they will do for now.



Apart from that I take back every comment about Jae's leadership skills. He talks good and he talks eloquent. At times I miss the old arrangement and all the Yoosu, but I can't oppose to Jaejoong being in the middle. There's no logic to it, just a feeling. It just seems... natural.

To tell the truth, from a selfish point of view I wouldn't mind much if TVXQ never got together again. These people are talented and skillful and they can make it on their own. But the thing is I know these three people want it and above all I want to see them happy. And for some reason Jae is the one I worry about the most. It hit him the hardest. I don't think he can ever get over it.

There's been a lot of shit going on this year and I'm afraid there's more to come. I don't know what is going on and who is to blame, but I chose to believe them, believe in them and it's all that matters now. It's been 3,5 years and my love for these boys just keeps on growing.

@темы: review, picspam, JYJ, TVXQ

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My player is a surviver! Mum accidentally put it into the washing machine with the clothes. I almost threw it out, but I checked it and it still worked. At first it was weird, some buttons didn't work, but now seems it recovered and works perfectly fine.

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Для Шу:

@темы: Sims 3

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Закрытая запись, не предназначенная для публичного просмотра

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TVXQ Afterlife

We fans are the loneliest people. One moment you think you're on the same boat and the next you don't know what to talk about.

Only a year ago we had this cozy little fandom and now I don't even have anyone to discuss the news. Now it's almost as if the band never existed. I'm closely following JYJ and it seems to me a logical continuation. No matter how you look at it it's still most of the band. I'm really glad to see them singing their own songs and setting their own schedules. It's obvious they suffered too, especially Jae, but they also enjoy their newfound freedom a lot. I don't really like their new songs but it's just a start.
I see people are bitter about them and it hurts me. As for HoMin I follow them loosely, but it's mostly just formal. I don't have any grudges though. This is all so ridiculous.

@музыка: Anouk - Don't

@темы: musings, TVXQ

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First of all I'll post these. I feel sorry for Junsu, he seems so left out. Jae so coy and feminine. The caps make me think of an old photo from a family album of a happy couple. I really hope for a HQ video.

@музыка: Destiny's Child - If

@темы: chunjae, JYJ

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So here I wanted to get away from the fandom for awhile. AS IF... I only got as far as the plane and when I opened the airlines monthly magazine guess who I saw there?

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Then later sitting in one of the cafes my Mum said: Isn't that your guys? Well, you can't really see it, but that's 2PM nad a live at that.

@темы: K-pop

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Да, я вернулась. По правде говоря, 2 недели как. Если б не курсы, то еще наверно пару недель бы не писала. Сувениры лежат на столе где кинула. Вчера первый раз вышла из дома. На дайри появляться не хотелось, да и сейчас не хочется. Наверно это ужасно эгоистично с моей стороны, но чувства сложно изменить. О поездке писать не буду, ибо вела дневник пока была там и если кому-то интересно, расскажу особо. Сейчас мне вообще не хочется писать посты, не хочется и читать чужие. По крайней мере, пока. Вы имеете право обижаться. Все, что мне сейчас хочется - это спамить красивыми фотками. Иногда возникает импульс вообще закрыть днев для себя и спамить там в невиданных доселе масштабах. Но это уже крайности. В общем, я сама не знаю, что я хочу сказать. Увидимся позже.

@темы: address

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Just so you know I won't be available for awhile.
I can't believe I'm actually leaving. It's been years since I left the country. Tommorrow I'll be swimming in Aegean. I'm a bit anxious but very hopeful.
Be back by September.

@темы: address

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3HREE VOICES

I don't have much time left, so I'll do this the quick and messy way.

The 3HREE VOICES DVD wasn't as exciting as I expected or maybe I wasn't as excited as I expected.
Of course it would be more fun if I could understand what they were saying. But knowing Junsu is the most coherent and I only understood about 30% of his part there wasn't much hope. JJ talk too complicated and Yoochun is the king of mumbling+the ambient sounds were too loud. Hopefully the subs will come out... sometime.
I was slightly scandalized by how little effort it took to make it. Yoochun especially just basically went out for a walk and did some shopping. Also he was way too playful for my liking. But in a way that's what was so special about the DVD - this casualness. And for the offshot movie... seriously there are parts that should be left out.)

And of course a couple of screens of my choice.

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@музыка: Gackt - Mizerable

@темы: review, JYJ

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I love that girl. She always makes me feel better.

@темы: yoosu

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This is the third time I dream of being next to Jae. As a friend at that. I wonder why it's him. Not that I mind.

@темы: Dreams