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Scrubs - it's not a goodbye...

So it’s done. Eight seasons have flown by too quickly. Bill Lawrence is amazing for creating over 150 episodes without losing his touch.

The ending was a bit too sentimental and Dr. Cox’s last words were way too sappy and corny to admit even to himself. Though I’m sure all the Cox/JD lovers out there appreciated. But I love to think they all will have their happily ever after.

Season 9 is to air in January 2010. It’s not really Scrubs without JD and it’s a crime to tear JD and Turk apart, but Dr. Cox alone is enough to make a good show so... we meet again next year.

А еще я фанат этого человека:



Евгений Рыбов, озвучивает всех мужских персонажей клиники!!! Бля, вот это талант! Только в конце 8-го сезона это узнала и то случайно.
Особая признательность также Марии Трындяйкиной - озвучивает всех женских персонажей и всем переводчикам. Это один из лучших переводов, которые я когда-либо слышала. Надо бы еще в оригинале пересмотреть как-нить.

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Yesterday I watched Zoom In Super Uncut. Nearly broke into tears. Seeing them so happy together, having a good time breaks my heart. The events of the past few months still seem like a bad dream. By now I don’t even care who’s right or wrong.

It made me realize how much I’m gonna miss this. I couldn’t help but smile, though now a sad smile. More than anything I just really wanted them to be happy so I could leech a bit on than happiness.

I have no idea how the Japan activities will carry out. I don’t know what would bother me more – them being cold towards each other or acting like nothing happened.
I see people abandoning the fandom in search of better treat, fleeting like rats from a sinking ship. No more free candy. This is when you see how selfish it really is. They are no more than goods, which is currently damaged.

I may derail too, but I’m not leaving this fandom. Not giving up on them. I want some of my naivety back. The battle is not over yet. I’ll stand by them until the end, no matter how bitter it may be.

A little long stashed picspam. Yoochunnie's 'One Touch'.

@музыка: Fraulein Wunder - Sternradio

@темы: picspam, musings, Lawsuit, TVXQ

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Neko-chyan, Yuki! Спасибо, что навестили старушку. Мне было приятно. Да и полегчало вот. Чувствую себя почти человеком))

@музыка: Utada Hikaru - Apple And Cinnamon

@темы: address

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They just uploaded Episode 19 of Season 8. Not that I mind, of course, but according to every source including the official site, there are 18 episodes.

@темы: WTF?

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Looks like this is it for now. The boys are on their own. I didn’t expect them to act any different. Backing up would be cowardly and stupid.

I hate it when people call them traitors. What the hell do they know?

I’ve read the contract and even though I’ve heard parts of it before I was still shocked at how such contracts even exist in a so-called developed countries and how people agree to it. It’s only natural to try and break away. I try not to think about Homin because no matter how I look at it, I can’t find a good enough justification. But it’s not up to me to make judgements. We’ll never know the whole truth anyway. Maybe time will tell more.

They are precious to me and I’m going to follow them no matter what, but I suppose this is the end of DBSK fandom as we know it.
To look on the brght side I'm looking forward to their solo careers. Or hopefully even duos or trios.

The worst part for me is thinking how hard it must be for them. I bet they’re hurt and disappointed as much as their fans. Somehow it makes me especially sad thinking about Jae and his picture perfect dreams.

@музыка: Bjork Gudmundsdottir &Trio Gudmundar Ingolfssonar - Kata Rokkar

@темы: Lawsuit, TVXQ

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Lately I really needed something new to listen, something unlike anything I normally listen to.
And I found what I needed.

It started when I was searching for info on certain band and ended up on a blog of some Emo girl. There was a song playing in the background and I couldn’t turn it off. But after it had played for the 3rd time I kinda got used to it. So I fished it out from my temporary internet files folder (so old school!). I still had no clue as to the title or the artist. But I have good skills in the area, so pretty soon I found out: Fraulein Wunder – SOS. That’s right - The German Wonder Girls. Except they’re an independent Rock-Pop band.

But it wasn’t until the song became the most frequently played song of the week, that I went and found the whole album. And it’s pretty good. Not mind-blowing, but good. Simple and raw. Besides though I’ve never really liked German and I don’t think I had even one song in it, I think these songs sound pretty. I hardly understand a word and it’s kinda relaxing.

Basically, I think these girls rock.

@музыка: Fraulein Wunder - Mein Herz ist Gift fur dich

@темы: Artist

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L'Adieu aux comprimes...

@музыка: Fraulein Wunder - Ich wurd' dich liebend gerne lieben

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I’m watching Dark Angel. I think it’s the 4th time. It’s amazing how you keep finding new meanings in old things.

Or songs that suddenly begin to make sense even though you’ve heard them a hundred times.

Call call call on me
I suffocate in all of this
Call call on me
It's hard to breathe
I suffocate and choke on air
Its bittersweet for me to know
fever taking over
The status of my fear sours
I'm waging a war
a war in me
the war in me is welling
I, I still believe

Kenna, “War in me”

@темы: musings, lyrics

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Я богат, я независим! (с)

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Whatever it takes, I really need to put myself together again...

@музыка: BMX Bandits - Something About Us

@темы: myself

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DBSK vs. SME - or DB vs SK?

Read all the news articles first thing in the morning... I don't know what to think. This all seems like a bad dream. It's so hard to believe this is really happening. I think most of the fandom is in denial - trying to prove the statements are fake and such.

Surely I chose my side long ago, but I try to be rational. I know there are no innocents in this, but if HoMin really wrote all of these things I cannot help but feel utter resentment. But honestly it doesn't make sense. Even if they really felt that way they must know that it's a very stupid thing to do - the fans will feel betrayed and will turn against them. This is very suspicious. There must be something underneath all this, but I doubt we will ever know the whole truth.

Though I still hope for a miracle, I'm afraid there will be no happy ending.

PS: I am fucked, my whole country is fucked and now my fandom is fucked beyond belief. What else can go wrong?

@темы: angst, Lawsuit, TVXQ

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I know it's a heartless and egoistic thing to say, but I feel like I just won a lottery of wishes and someone up there granted mine. I wanted the whole world to stop, slow down at least. Now the country is on quarantine. No courses for a t least two weeks, that'll give me time to get a grip on myself.

@темы: myself

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I keep having strange dreams. Last night it was how I overheard these two girsl in metro and understood they were DBSk fans. But that's nothing strange. I really got a shock when this girl started singing 'The Metamorphic Time In Paradise', which is so old-school very few Japanese know it, let alone... But I love this song and I began to sing along, even though I didn't really know the words. It felt great and I was thinking that I'm so lucky to find an old-school J-Rocker who is also a DBSK fan.

@музыка: Vienna - The Metamorphic Time In Paradise

@темы: Dreams

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Machinarium

I have several games going at the moment, more than enough, but I stumbled across this little wonder and couldn't resist. From the very first minutes it's gone straight to my favourites. The main character is a cute robot, as well as every other character, in fact. The scenery is so beautifully drawn, that they could easily make a full-lenght cartoon out of it.
The gameplay strongly reminds me of Neverhood, but it suits me better. One of distinctive features is that it has a great variety of logical mini-games in it, from simple to complicated – nuts and bolts to old-school arcades, but nothing a smart kid can't handle. Another important aspect is that it's not 3D, so it has minimum system requirements and does not lag your poor computer.
Overall: simply charming.

@темы: Games

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С новой системой программы, которые ранее стояли криво теперь установились нормально. Наконец-то нормально могу подключить мобильный и удалось по-человечески поставить Pinnacle Studio. Что прада, она все-равно глючит, но это мелочи. Зато удалось без проблем восстановить мои проекты и я с энтузиазмом приступила к работе. Это даже в некоторой степени хорошо, что система периодически слетает, сама я такая ленивая, что еще долго бы собиралась. Нет, я серьезно думаю про профилактический день.

@темы: PC

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At least there's something good in going through all these analyses. I don't know if it's weird, but I always wanted to have a Roentgen. The one I did before they didn't let me keep. I wanted one that focuses on bones, but oh well... this one is nice too.

@музыка: The Smiths - I Want The One I Can't Have

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`Now! Now!' cried the Queen. `Faster! Faster!' And they went so fast that at last they seemed to skim through the air, hardly touching the ground with their feet, till suddenly, just as Alice was getting quite exhausted, they stopped, and she found herself sitting on the ground, breathless and giddy.

The Queen propped her up against a tree, and said kindly, `You may rest a little now.'

Alice looked round her in great surprise. `Why, I do believe we've been under this tree the whole time! Everything's just as it was!'

`Of course it is,' said the Queen, `what would you have it?'

`Well, in our country,' said Alice, still panting a little, `you'd generally get to somewhere else -- if you ran very fast for a long time, as we've been doing.'

`A slow sort of country!' said the Queen. `Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place.

If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!'


Life is too fast, I am too slow and I can't keep up with it. It takes all my effort just to stay in place, it's like sinking in the quicksand.

@музыка: The Smiths - Still Ill

@темы: quote/unquote

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Shit. In all this time, downloading all these tons of video on DBSK, not even once did it occur to me what the word [Dopamine] at the end of a filename means. It wasn't until a time like this. *sigh*

@темы: i'm a geek