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понедельник, 26 октября 2009
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воскресенье, 25 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I love ChunJae and all that's been going on lately, but I'm kinda starting to miss my Yoosu...
пятница, 23 октября 2009
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Снился фанфик по Юсу. То есть я помню перед собой монитор с текстом и даже по пробуждении помнила пару предложений дословно, да и сейчас приблизительно помню. Вот что значит моему мозгу не хватает фанфиков, сам уже начал писать. 
А вообще сегодня был один из тех дней, когда снились почти нормальные вещи, в основном, то, что у меня запланировано на сегодня. Как позвонили подруги как у моих симсов младенец подрос и начал ползать.
А вообще сегодня был один из тех дней, когда снились почти нормальные вещи, в основном, то, что у меня запланировано на сегодня. Как позвонили подруги как у моих симсов младенец подрос и начал ползать.
четверг, 22 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
В четырех домах на ул. Рыбалко и в одном на Шолуденко, 16, нет ни тепла, ни горячей воды, ни света. Отопление в этих домах включили 15 октября, но 17 октября из-за прорыва трубы батареи снова стали холодными, а утром 21 октября вдобавок отключили горячую воду и свет.
Возле дома №5 на ул. Рыбалко сейчас идут ремонтные роботы. Дело в том, что рабочие, раскапывая прорыв, задели ковшом экскаватора кабель. Пропал и свет. Жители обесточенных домов, проходя мимо, не упускают возможности наорать на коммунальщиков.
– Что вы за рабочие, что кабель не заметили, – кричит жительница пятого дома Татьяна Ершова. – Холодильники не работают, вот заплатите мне за продукты, если они испортятся.
– На схеме этого кабеля нет. Мы не знаем, откуда он взялся, – говорит мастер, показывая женщине схему. – Свет будет через два часа. Вот с трубой сложнее, нужно менять аж восемь метров.
Страна идиотов, блять.
Возле дома №5 на ул. Рыбалко сейчас идут ремонтные роботы. Дело в том, что рабочие, раскапывая прорыв, задели ковшом экскаватора кабель. Пропал и свет. Жители обесточенных домов, проходя мимо, не упускают возможности наорать на коммунальщиков.
– Что вы за рабочие, что кабель не заметили, – кричит жительница пятого дома Татьяна Ершова. – Холодильники не работают, вот заплатите мне за продукты, если они испортятся.
– На схеме этого кабеля нет. Мы не знаем, откуда он взялся, – говорит мастер, показывая женщине схему. – Свет будет через два часа. Вот с трубой сложнее, нужно менять аж восемь метров.
Страна идиотов, блять.
среда, 21 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Нет, я понимаю, конечно, что у нас не бывает все 33 удовольствия, но отключать одновременно отопление, гарячюю воду и электричество это уже слишком... А ведь еще центральный район Киева.
It's gonna be a looong winter.
It's gonna be a looong winter.
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I've been waiting for so long... almost 2 months. And now when Boy Pop Factory (is there a more outrageous name?) was broadcasted turns out they cut half of it namely Been So Long and Rainy Blue. 
*went off to download fancams at least*
*went off to download fancams at least*
вторник, 20 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Между тем длина пальцев может указывать также на сексуальную ориентацию человека. В своей книге Джон Мэннинг утверждает, что для выявления "мужественности" человека достаточно разделить длину указательного пальца на длину безымянного. Если полученное число – 0,97 и ниже, то перед вами либо "активный гей", либо "пассивная лесбиянка". Коэффициенты в пределах от 0,97 до 0,99 и от 0,99 до 1,1 характерны для гетеросексуальной ориентации. При этом в первом случае повышенная сексуальная активность наблюдается у мужчин, во втором – у женщин. Люди, которые обладают коэффициентом выше 1,1, по словам Мэннинга, обязательно являются гомосексуалистами: мужчины – "пассивными", женщины – "активными". Профессор Мэннинг утверждает, что еще в утробе матери указательный палец зародыша формируется под влиянием тестостерона – основного мужского полового гормона, безымянный – под влиянием женского гормона эстрогена. Соответственно, гетеросексуальная ориентация – результат правильного химического баланса.
www.gzt.ru/science/2009/01/14/134644.html
www.gzt.ru/science/2009/01/14/134644.html
понедельник, 19 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
This girl is amazing. 
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
What was I saying about Madonna? 
I don't know who else can get away with a hairdo like this and moreover look gorgeous.
And I really love the song. BB, you're making noona proud))
I don't know who else can get away with a hairdo like this and moreover look gorgeous.
And I really love the song. BB, you're making noona proud))
воскресенье, 18 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Speaking of which...
Just some information for future reference. This term has been overused (and misused) for so long and I felt I really need a clearer idea of its origin and usage.
Cognitive dissonance is an uncomfortable feeling caused by holding two contradictory ideas simultaneously. The "ideas" or "cognitions" in question may include attitudes and beliefs, the awareness of one's behavior, and facts. The theory of cognitive dissonance proposes that people have a motivational drive to reduce dissonance by changing their attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors, or by justifying or rationalizing their attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors.
Dissonance normally occurs when a person perceives a logical inconsistency among his or her cognitions. This happens when one idea implies the opposite of another. A powerful cause of dissonance is an idea in conflict with a fundamental element of the self-concept, such as "I am a good person" or "I made the right decision." The anxiety that comes with the possibility of having made a bad decision can lead to rationalization, the tendency to create additional reasons or justifications to support one's choices. A person who just spent too much money on a new car might decide that the new vehicle is much less likely to break down than his or her old car. This belief may or may not be true, but it would likely reduce dissonance and make the person feel better. Dissonance can also lead to confirmation bias, the denial of disconfirming evidence, and other ego defense mechanisms.
I miss digging psychology. Lately I've got a newfound interest in this stuff and wish I would work more on this, but I'm afraid I've gotten too lazy.
Just some information for future reference. This term has been overused (and misused) for so long and I felt I really need a clearer idea of its origin and usage.
Cognitive dissonance is an uncomfortable feeling caused by holding two contradictory ideas simultaneously. The "ideas" or "cognitions" in question may include attitudes and beliefs, the awareness of one's behavior, and facts. The theory of cognitive dissonance proposes that people have a motivational drive to reduce dissonance by changing their attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors, or by justifying or rationalizing their attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors.
Dissonance normally occurs when a person perceives a logical inconsistency among his or her cognitions. This happens when one idea implies the opposite of another. A powerful cause of dissonance is an idea in conflict with a fundamental element of the self-concept, such as "I am a good person" or "I made the right decision." The anxiety that comes with the possibility of having made a bad decision can lead to rationalization, the tendency to create additional reasons or justifications to support one's choices. A person who just spent too much money on a new car might decide that the new vehicle is much less likely to break down than his or her old car. This belief may or may not be true, but it would likely reduce dissonance and make the person feel better. Dissonance can also lead to confirmation bias, the denial of disconfirming evidence, and other ego defense mechanisms.
I miss digging psychology. Lately I've got a newfound interest in this stuff and wish I would work more on this, but I'm afraid I've gotten too lazy.
суббота, 17 октября 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Today I had a little psycho-analysys session with myself. The main question on the agenda was: "Whether I am Good trying to be Evil or Evil trying to be Good?" The good old alignment dilemma. I'm still not exactly sure. Maybe I'm Rightful Neutral? Anyway, I was hoping to find something that could explain my misendeavours lately, something that I had overlooked, but to no avail. Fucked up as usual, but nothing new or irrational. I supppose noone can completely avoid cognitive dissonance, but at least I try to keep it in check.
пятница, 16 октября 2009
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I got myself an original British edition of Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?, but I keep failing barely reaching a thousand quid. Even if I happen to know a bay on the West coast of Wales I totally fail at nursery rhymes. I'm a bit disappointed in my knowledge seeing how there are so many common phrases that every British seems to know and I never heard of. I don't give up though, there are so many things to learn from this. And I really enjoy the Brit talk during phone-a-friend lifeline.
четверг, 15 октября 2009
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IT'S NOT WHAT YOU WEAR, IT'S HOW YOU WEAR IT.
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
As for Yunho...
Yunnie is a hug!slut. And a tease. No, really.
Methinks Yunho should have gone for sports. That way he could hug men all he wanted without feeling guilty.
Yunnie is a hug!slut. And a tease. No, really.
Methinks Yunho should have gone for sports. That way he could hug men all he wanted without feeling guilty.
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I'm really into Chunjae these days as one may notice. I'm not someone who abides to pairing fashion nor do I feel like I'm betraying Yoosu. I loved Chunjae since the very beginning since they were always my favourites, but all in all I really like the 2 OTPs and at the end of a day two OTPs is better than one.
I'm not sure what to make of it. I almost wish Yunjae and Yoosu never existed so that nothing would hinder my picture perfect. Lately I've seen so much hatred directed at them and it's revolting. It almost seems like it's Chunjae vs. TVXQ and I'm not sure which side I'm on.
Seeing them lately... I can hardly believe my eyes. They look so happy and in love. Last time I remember seeing Jae like this was about 3 years ago, at the peak of Yunjae. It's strange, after all these years they knew each other all of a sudden this...
- ...Being THSK again makes a change, doesn't it? You two must have felt more relaxed, being with everyone again.
JJ: Yes. Being just the two of us is too much, too natural.
- Way too natural.
JJ: Right, too natural, always feeling deep down that something's weird...
- Why are you getting closer and closer to the microphone?
JJ: ...and when I look at Yuchun, I'd feel shy, I don't know why.
- You two are so much like a couple, getting shy when looking at the other, why? Would you feel shy when you stare at each other?
YC: Of course we'd get shy.
- Why...?
YC: Now we're already used to it. Before, we'd get startled.
- How weird, as you are always joking and laughing.
***
- Which aspects of Yuchun do you like the most?
JJ: His sorrowful eyebrows when he closes his eyes. When he closes his eyes, his eyebrows give off a sorrowful vibe and I like his broad shoulders and collarbones. Also his thick lower lip. Шаришь, Дже.))
- Which aspects of Jejung do you like the most?
YC: Everything. His looks, character and talent, all of it is cool, he's perfect.
In the end it's whatever makes them happy. And Jae shines so bright.
I'm not sure what to make of it. I almost wish Yunjae and Yoosu never existed so that nothing would hinder my picture perfect. Lately I've seen so much hatred directed at them and it's revolting. It almost seems like it's Chunjae vs. TVXQ and I'm not sure which side I'm on.
Seeing them lately... I can hardly believe my eyes. They look so happy and in love. Last time I remember seeing Jae like this was about 3 years ago, at the peak of Yunjae. It's strange, after all these years they knew each other all of a sudden this...
- ...Being THSK again makes a change, doesn't it? You two must have felt more relaxed, being with everyone again.
JJ: Yes. Being just the two of us is too much, too natural.
- Way too natural.
JJ: Right, too natural, always feeling deep down that something's weird...
- Why are you getting closer and closer to the microphone?
JJ: ...and when I look at Yuchun, I'd feel shy, I don't know why.
- You two are so much like a couple, getting shy when looking at the other, why? Would you feel shy when you stare at each other?
YC: Of course we'd get shy.
- Why...?
YC: Now we're already used to it. Before, we'd get startled.
- How weird, as you are always joking and laughing.
***
- Which aspects of Yuchun do you like the most?
JJ: His sorrowful eyebrows when he closes his eyes. When he closes his eyes, his eyebrows give off a sorrowful vibe and I like his broad shoulders and collarbones. Also his thick lower lip. Шаришь, Дже.))
- Which aspects of Jejung do you like the most?
YC: Everything. His looks, character and talent, all of it is cool, he's perfect.
In the end it's whatever makes them happy. And Jae shines so bright.
вторник, 13 октября 2009
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понедельник, 12 октября 2009
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Q: Is there a certain colour theme for your rooms?
YC: I have many black coloured wine/knickknack shelves in my room. I designed them myself, but it’s really a bother to clean them –laughs-
JJ: The colours in my room are really messy –laughs-
YC: Not only the colours, his whole room is messy! –laughs- Jaejoong’s room, even if he cleans up a bit, it’ll still be messy. That’s because he piles up all his clothes on the bed, like a small hill!
JJ: If I’m gonna clean up, I’d start with the bed first. But I always get lazy half way through, and at night I’d run to Yoochun’s room and sleep with him! –laughs-_
YC: I have many black coloured wine/knickknack shelves in my room. I designed them myself, but it’s really a bother to clean them –laughs-
JJ: The colours in my room are really messy –laughs-
YC: Not only the colours, his whole room is messy! –laughs- Jaejoong’s room, even if he cleans up a bit, it’ll still be messy. That’s because he piles up all his clothes on the bed, like a small hill!
JJ: If I’m gonna clean up, I’d start with the bed first. But I always get lazy half way through, and at night I’d run to Yoochun’s room and sleep with him! –laughs-
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воскресенье, 11 октября 2009
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I've lost count of the times I had to reinstall the whole system. This must be the 5th-6th time on this computer alone. Computers hate me. I really should choose a day to annually re-install it before it breaks down on me. Now my system is bare as baby's bottom. Once again. At least I didn't lose any info. But now I have to put everything together and it's pretty tough.