I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Internet broke yesterday, so at night I watched recently downloaded Between Love and Goodbye. A sad movie, that is. A perfect example of how something that seemed so right can go so horribly wrong. But then I just think Kyle is an asshole.
понедельник, 01 июня 2009
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"As the health of the Northern leader Kim Jong-Il has waned, North Korea has acted with increasing hostility. In January 2009, threats have been issued towards the south, and all communication has been stalled. By February 1, 2009, North Korea once again threatens to open a war between the countries. On 27 May, 2009, North Korea announced it was withdrawing from the truce."
"No formal peace treaty has ever been signed between the two countries, but an armistice in 1953 and a Mutual Defence treaty between the US and South Korea effectively ended the Korean War. A statement through the state newswire warned Seoul that North Korea "will no longer be bound by the armistice accord" and that the "Korean peninsula will go back to a state of war". "
"North Korea vowed Wednesday to attack South Korea if ships from the North are searched as part a U.S.-led effort to stop vessels suspected of carrying missiles or weapons of mass destruction. It also declared that the truce that ended the Korean War in 1953 was no longer valid."
Which basically means the truce is cancelled and WAR can break out any day. This is so fucking scary.
"No formal peace treaty has ever been signed between the two countries, but an armistice in 1953 and a Mutual Defence treaty between the US and South Korea effectively ended the Korean War. A statement through the state newswire warned Seoul that North Korea "will no longer be bound by the armistice accord" and that the "Korean peninsula will go back to a state of war". "
"North Korea vowed Wednesday to attack South Korea if ships from the North are searched as part a U.S.-led effort to stop vessels suspected of carrying missiles or weapons of mass destruction. It also declared that the truce that ended the Korean War in 1953 was no longer valid."
Which basically means the truce is cancelled and WAR can break out any day. This is so fucking scary.
воскресенье, 31 мая 2009
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-Скачала фанкам TVXQ The 3rd Asia Tour Concert MIROTIC in NanJing. 48 частей бля! Только в процессе до меня дошло - это ж 4,8 гиг! И не отпишешь теперь. Разве что перекодировать, но с этим у меня плохо. Еще одна дура на компе. 
-Перешла на безлимит, кстати. Все думала: где ж подъеб? Оказалось в скорости. 70 мб и ни в чем себе не отказывайте.

-Перешла на безлимит, кстати. Все думала: где ж подъеб? Оказалось в скорости. 70 мб и ни в чем себе не отказывайте.

пятница, 29 мая 2009
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Оказывется, прерывание может быть действенным методом. Это я про инсталляцию. Она у меня подходила к концу, выдавала ошибку и тут же самостиралась.
Но я не об этом. Познакомилась с Pinnacle Studio 12. Да, я настолько отстала от жизни. Прога тоже не подарок, глючит не по-детски. Но всего несколько лишних функций уже значительно меняют картину. Больше всего меня радует возможность использования mp4. Теперь прийдется большую часть переделывать, а у меня штук 10 проектов на разных стадиях завершенности. Пару уже начала переносить, но это весьма кропотливая работа. Буду решать - часть, наверно, таки закончу в Мувике. Зато появился стимул, давно пора переходить на новый уровень.
PS: Бля, опять 4 утра!
Но я не об этом. Познакомилась с Pinnacle Studio 12. Да, я настолько отстала от жизни. Прога тоже не подарок, глючит не по-детски. Но всего несколько лишних функций уже значительно меняют картину. Больше всего меня радует возможность использования mp4. Теперь прийдется большую часть переделывать, а у меня штук 10 проектов на разных стадиях завершенности. Пару уже начала переносить, но это весьма кропотливая работа. Буду решать - часть, наверно, таки закончу в Мувике. Зато появился стимул, давно пора переходить на новый уровень.

PS: Бля, опять 4 утра!
среда, 27 мая 2009
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I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
And here I thought my birthdays couldn't suck any harder. Apparently I was wrong. Now there's a whole new load of shit to dwell on. But fuck that. I leave it for the written edition of my clinical record.
For now I should just get back to posting lame fangirlish crap.
Today I dled Big Bang - My Heaven [MV]. 17 MB - this is so old school! The song is not among my favourites, but it's all right. and I kinda like their Japanese. But honestly I could care less. The whole point is this

Jiyonnie looking gorgrous. So pretty and overdramatic. Breaking my heart, bb.
For now I should just get back to posting lame fangirlish crap.
Today I dled Big Bang - My Heaven [MV]. 17 MB - this is so old school! The song is not among my favourites, but it's all right. and I kinda like their Japanese. But honestly I could care less. The whole point is this




Jiyonnie looking gorgrous. So pretty and overdramatic. Breaking my heart, bb.

четверг, 07 мая 2009
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ЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫЫ!

The day got waaay better all of a sudden~

The day got waaay better all of a sudden~

воскресенье, 03 мая 2009
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Days like this I'm really happy to be a fan. How do people even live without...?
My family tells me to go outside. "The weather's beautiful..." But what do I care? We spent whole night watching shows. I don't remember the last time I had so much fun. Gah! Korean Variety is the best thing since sliced bread! Two full shows that aren't even subbed and I thought I'd burst laughing. I love my stupid boring life.
And Schu, 
My family tells me to go outside. "The weather's beautiful..." But what do I care? We spent whole night watching shows. I don't remember the last time I had so much fun. Gah! Korean Variety is the best thing since sliced bread! Two full shows that aren't even subbed and I thought I'd burst laughing. I love my stupid boring life.


четверг, 30 апреля 2009
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I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
There's one more thing I wanted to write ever since the concert. But it doesn't have anyting to do with it and I didn't feel like spoiling the mood. Now, when I feel sick and sociopathic I might as well do.
I think about it once in a while, but that night it was especially evident. Normally, I don't meet people I know or rather used to know. And it's easier this way, when the crowd is just a mass of faceless people passing by. But that night I saw about a dozen of familiar faces, people I once knew, all from different periods of my life. Some haven't noticed me, some have, but haven't recognized - it's been 5 years after all - some just outright ignored me... I almost felt like I wasn't even there, or maybe vice versa - these people were just illusions, ghosts of my past. And it's not like I care much. I don't regret anything. Letting go is a mutual agreement. But I feel a bit bitter thinking how... once you were close, meetng, talking, having fun together... it meant something... and now you just pass each other by without even saying 'hello', total strangers. Looking at the pictures, most people I hope to never see again and yet being so disconnected with your past... as if it's someone else's memories placed in your head... People need to cling, to hold on, to belong... otherwise we're just like the ships at sea, drifting without a sense of direction.
I think about it once in a while, but that night it was especially evident. Normally, I don't meet people I know or rather used to know. And it's easier this way, when the crowd is just a mass of faceless people passing by. But that night I saw about a dozen of familiar faces, people I once knew, all from different periods of my life. Some haven't noticed me, some have, but haven't recognized - it's been 5 years after all - some just outright ignored me... I almost felt like I wasn't even there, or maybe vice versa - these people were just illusions, ghosts of my past. And it's not like I care much. I don't regret anything. Letting go is a mutual agreement. But I feel a bit bitter thinking how... once you were close, meetng, talking, having fun together... it meant something... and now you just pass each other by without even saying 'hello', total strangers. Looking at the pictures, most people I hope to never see again and yet being so disconnected with your past... as if it's someone else's memories placed in your head... People need to cling, to hold on, to belong... otherwise we're just like the ships at sea, drifting without a sense of direction.
"Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing, Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness; So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another, Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence."
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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I dreamt of a butterfly who had its wings cellotaped. I tried to free it, but it was no use. I woke up then. But even if I managed to it would never fly again and die just like the one I picked up on the road when I was little.
среда, 22 апреля 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Писать длинный и подробный отчет мне впадло - слишком много времени и ментальных ресурсов. Тем более, что в прошлом году я не поленилась. Но несколько строк чиркнуть неприменно надо.
Что сказать? Выходные удались. Я и не надеялась, что нам удасться еще раз лицезреть господина Сугизо во всей красе. На сцене и вне ее. В этот раз мы уже знали где стоять и весь концерт купались в его великолепи с расстояния в метров 5. И, что немаловажно, он тоже знал о нашем присутсвии и выпендривался как только мог.
Я не так впечатлительна, как большинсво присутствовавших и все же рада что пошла и ничуть не жалею о том, что почти час пришлось проторчать на морозе у заднего входа в ожидании его выхода. Особо приятно, что человек, выступающий на стадионах перед тысячами фанатов был так с нами любезен. Такой дерзкий и откровенный на сцене, при личном общении он скромен и доброжелатенен. В этот раз не осталось и тени сомнения относительно реальности происходящего. Теперь он и вправду стал каким-то совсем родным и знакомым. Какой мужчина... 
Кроме того было приятно повидаться с людьми. Мы устроили небольшую, но душевную афтер-пати. Хорошо, что стены у Шу в квартире толстые, ибо наш сумасшедший ржач было бы слышно на весь этаж))
Что сказать? Выходные удались. Я и не надеялась, что нам удасться еще раз лицезреть господина Сугизо во всей красе. На сцене и вне ее. В этот раз мы уже знали где стоять и весь концерт купались в его великолепи с расстояния в метров 5. И, что немаловажно, он тоже знал о нашем присутсвии и выпендривался как только мог.


Кроме того было приятно повидаться с людьми. Мы устроили небольшую, но душевную афтер-пати. Хорошо, что стены у Шу в квартире толстые, ибо наш сумасшедший ржач было бы слышно на весь этаж))
суббота, 18 апреля 2009
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пятница, 17 апреля 2009
I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...

Another thing I've been really into lately is this. Lie to Me is a 2009 series starring Tim Roth. You may call it prejudice, but with movies it's enough for me to see a trailer or even a poster to know that I'll love it. That was exactly the case when I saw a poster a few months ago and made a mental note to find out about the film. They call it "the second House M.D.", but to me it's way more appealing. I've never been crazy about medicine, while Lies & Truth is something that interests me a lot. And a movie starring Tim Roth can't be bad. There are only 7 episodes available so far and I'm craving for more.
The main character is based on professor Paul Ekman, who can be seen in a BBC documantary 'The Human Face' which I've also watched. It's amazing how much a face can tell. I've never been good at reading people though it's something I always wanted even if it means seeing even more hypocricy. That's why I have to use a more academical approach. Anyway, there aren't that many good series and even less of those that are both entertaining and informative at the same time. Lie to Me is one of them. Don't miss out.
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There's nothing like beating your high score in the glorious game of Lines. My life feels complete. 840 is FTW!
понедельник, 13 апреля 2009
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I'm quite into BB these days. What do you know?
The first time I actually saw them I thought they suck. Ugly and boring. But I changed my mind. No, they'd never replace DBSK, but slowly they made their way into my playlist and into my heart.
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