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02:36

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I watched recent Domoto Kyoudai and it made me fall in love with Gackt all over again. How so gorgeous? This man is the love of my life and what do I care. :heart: Also recently he was ranked #2 in Top 9 Most perfect Men in Asia. Should have been 1st though methinks.

1. Lee Jun Ki
2. Gackt
3. Takeshi Kaneshiro
4. Takuya Kimura
5. Won Bin
6. Andy Lau
7. Daniel Wu
8. Ekin Cheng
9. Takashi Sorimachi

@темы: Gackt, ratings

02:28

Zeitgeist

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I should post something intelligent once in a while. Even if it's just to comfort myself. But its especially topical in the view of current economical state.

While I was ill I finally found the mood to watch the 2nd film of the documentary called Zeitgeist.
They're a lot like Michael Moore's Farenheit 7/11, only with a broader subject matter and a very distinct purpose. I think it's one of those films that every person who considers him/herself intelligent and broad-minded should watch. Even if there are some apparent flaws in it and some facts don't add up at all you can't argue with the general idea. Besides the point is not to take the information for granted, but to make people think and come to their own conclusions. Basically it's about the way the world is today and the way it's going to become if nothing is done. Talking about world government. It's really scary how before your eyes the world turns into Orwell's '1984'. But the scariest thing of all is the fact that those kind of films exist and are available for everyone to view and yet it only makes you realise this is really happening and you're just one human, one intellectual unit and you can't do a fucking thing about it.

The second film was meant to give hope and show an alternative scenario. It intruduces Project Venus which is basically a scheme for development of humanity that includes every aspect. Apparently there are enough resources and food for everyone to live happily ever after. Only somehow it never happens.
It's easy so see the underlying New Age ideas. It all sounds pretty naive. Just the way it was in the '60's. Doesn't mean one shouldn't try though. Their plas is as simple as it is ambitious. This whole movement gained quite a momentum. There will even be a Zeitgeist day, on March 15. It should happen in hundreds of the world's biggest cities. Maybe I shold go too. But I really don't believe any of it will really happen. Just because it sounds too good to be true. People are stupid lazy greedy beings. There's no way we can live in peace and harmony. But trying won't hurt, will it?

All that we need at the start's
Universal revolution (that's all)
And if we trust in our hearts
We'll find the solution's
To put it all down and start again
From the top to the bottom and then
I'll have faith, or I prefer
To think that things couldn't turn out worse


@музыка: Depeche Mode - And Then... (Some Great Reward is fucking awesome, the fateful 1984...)

@темы: issues, musings, lyrics

00:31

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@темы: flashmob

00:11

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Day 5

I'm clearly on the mend. I still have a bit of a cough and headache and nausea, but its bearable. Surely I'd recover more quickly if I took more rest, but today I found I only used half of my traffic, so I'm working on it right now. :rotate:

@настроение: goood

@темы: myself

13:35

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PLACEBO PART COMPANY WITH DRUMMER STEVE HEWITT

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Placebo have parted company with drummer of 11 years, Steve Hewitt, due to personal and musical differences.
Brian Molko commented "Being in a band is very much like being in a marriage, and in couples - in this case a triple - people can grow apart over the years. To say that you don't love your partner anymore is inaccurate, considering all that you've been through and achieved together. There simply comes a point when you realize that you want different things from your relationship and that you can no longer live under the same roof, so to speak."
The split is amicable and a sad time for both parties. Steve Hewitt replaced Robert Schultzberg behind the drum kit in 1996 whilst the band were promoting Placebo’s eponymous debut album and went on to record the following 4 studio albums ‘Without You I’m Nothing’, ‘Black Market Music’, ‘Sleeping With Ghosts’ and most recently ‘Meds’.


I'm a terrible fan. Sure, having 10 favourite bands is kind of tough. But I can't believe I missed something as important as this, which happened over a year ago. Needless to say I'm very disappointed. I honestly thought they were forever. Even if it's the least the band could lose, Steven was the man who kept this band together through the years, he's been in the band for 11 out of 12 years. It's not the same without him anymore. I'm glad I went to gig before it happened though. It was their last tour together. I'm sure they will continue making good music for years to come, but to me this is the end of Placebo as I know and love it.

A little picspam beacuse I want to. I lost my precious gallery years ago and don't hope to get it back, but... читать дальше

@музыка: Placebo - My Sweet Prince

@темы: picspam, Nostalgic Pushead

12:18

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"Opening up doesn’t make you feel better, it only lets others hear your weakness and all they can offer you is fake sympathy. That’s something I don’t need now.”

Funny. It comes from a sentimental yoosu fic the name of which I can't remember for the life of me. And its idea was clearly opposite of the statement.

@музыка: Placebo - Centrefolds

@темы: quote/unquote

12:10

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Day 4

It was the most peaceful night. The coughing almost stopped and I took a pill since I still had nearly 39. It was all right except for the nausea, which subsided only by morning. But I woke up victorious with a perfect 36.6. I turned the music on.

@музыка: Placebo - Special Needs

11:32

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Day 3

I seemed to be getting better, but then I saw 39,1 and freaked out for real. I make it drop with pills, but it's only for a couple of hours. One moment I'm freezing under 2 thick blankets and the other I feel like my insides are melting. And just when I thought it can't get any worse, I got nauseous.

I don't want anything. Nothing at all. Nothing makes me feel better, I don't even turn the music on which never really happens.

@темы: angst

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13:14

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Day 2

That was a hard way to make me go to bed before 12. The temperature dropped half a degree, which still sucks, but I feel a little better. I don't want to die anymore, just sleep it through, but it's not that easy. Now my couching is killing me. Each time it feels like my guts are turning inside out.

@музыка: L'Arc~en~Ciel - ALONE EN LA VIDA

15:37

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Day 1

I had 38,6 in the morning. Stupid party was a pain in the ass, legs, head, spine and what not. I'm never going again. I only spoil people's mood. Fuck, I haven't been so ill in about 4 years. I can't even sleep. Makes me wanna die.

@темы: angst

23:46

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@темы: Birthday

16:27

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"Yoochun wakes up on the floor. Jaejoong's sitting up in his bed, the mussed state of his hair telling Yoochun it's a little past four in the morning. The ache in the small of Yoochun's back tells him that he's just become Godzilla to last night's Lego creations."

I can't even pick another quote 'coz every damn sentence is an epic win. I don't remember the last time I had so much fun reading. I love Linda. :inlove:

shake-a shake sugar
unlearned.livejournal.com/35682.html#cutid1

@музыка: Primal Scream - Trainspotting

@темы: fanfix

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@темы: Birthday

01:15

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Почему никто мне не сказал, что самое интересное в 12-м эпизоде? Подписи что надо. А музыка какая романтичная... Показать кому-то и попробовать убедить, что это всего лишь невинная передача, а не очередная тайваньская гей-дорама.


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@музыка: Shinhwa - Get Up

@темы: slash

16:06

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~Ikuto~, Welcome!


Девушка, а мы, кажись, знакомы? ;)



@музыка: SMASH - Neoro Boinda (Seeing You)

@темы: welcome

03:57

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02:20

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Never thought I'd see them here. But of course they had to put Kyo on the cover. Damn Brits. It's kinda funny how all the journos are running after them as the next best thing. The article is nice, but I had to snicker at poor Kyo hiding in the bus because they stalk him for an interview and he doesn't want to talk. All he wants is to be left alone. So they call him enigmatic, a tortured genius. And chase him even more. The British music press adores those. They crave for another Ian Curtis. They just don't get it. There's no such thing as frontman in Japan, there's a vocalist and a leader.
I don't know whether to be glad the global music scene has finally recognized them for what they are or moan that they have become too mainstream for my liking. It's like two worlds colliding.


@музыка: Dir en Grey - Ware, Yami Tote...

@темы: musings, Deg

17:16

lol!

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@музыка: JTL - C.I.D

@темы: crack