PS Company Super Visual Battle Royale

OMG, it's over! I made 72 screens!

Nico Nico kept kicking me out arounf mid-show but I was persistent so it gave up))

Tora and Shou made a great team, really they're always like this during comments and stuff but doing a whole show together was something different. I was worried about Shou because of last time but he did well.

Thank you PS for the tiny table so the hosts stuck really close all show long!)

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Notes:

Even though the whole show was fun I think I still enjoyed the first 5 minutes the most XD

When the hosts introduced themselves Tora said to the audience: "In case you don't know this is our Demon King!"



The band members looked so different you'd never think they're visual kei. I mean lol at Screw coming in track suits and WTF was that green thing?

Reno was damn good. I'm really glad he came. Too bad Shin didn't make it, would be an epic OTP meeting.

Oh my, when the last contest popped out and Tora was teasing Shou like "since Shou likes TMR so much he's gonna do it" and Shou was like: "But I'm not good at it!"

And the whole Shou molesting... and the group hug omg including Reno. Boy, did Shou enjoy it or what XDD



Also I think it was Reno who noted Shou's underwear was showing so Hiroto lowered Shou's jacket lol)

It was fun although truthfully I expected more and there was no "What's in the box?" segment. Maybe the staff was merciful since Nao actually looked cool today lol))

@музыка: Gackt - No ni saku hana no Yoni (Instrumental)

@настроение: sleepy~

@темы: 番組, Alice Nine

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PS COMPANY春の超運動会
Well, it seems to me that even regular users can watch~ ^^

Visual Battle Royale [April 28 - 14:00 JST]


YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~

PS, you are mean for making us worry like that. Totally getting up at 7 tomorrow!

@темы: post-it note

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@темы: meme, Games

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It's no good

Taken from tumblr

"this number six i became friends with at alice nine’s show in kanazawa told me something really sweet back then

her american friend who didn’t speak japanese at all attended alice nine’s fanclub trip and hiroto and tora were trying their very hardest to speak in english with her and make her feel like she isn’t left out

i honestly wanted to sob because they’re so fucking amazing"


“Alice Nine are inviting their fans to an exclusive visit backstage at Zepp DiverCity, Tokyo on August 15th! Fans will be able to hand over letters and presents to the members personally after the concert!”


This is worse than TVXQ, seriously. They drive me crazy. I'm touched one moment and the next I'm bitter. Too many feels, way too many.

@темы: Alice Nine

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Finally got to Phileasson's Secret. The city is made in a mix of Egyptian and Arabic style and so damn beautiful I can't even.

@темы: Games

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Spring Playlist

It's long since fun. This one turned out to be unexpectedly hard.

1. Malice Mizer - Premier Amour (4:55)
2. Malice Mizer - Madrigal (4:03)
3. Malice Mizer - Ma Cherie (5:24)
4. Malice Mizer - Apres Midi (english) (6:25)
5. Gackt - Freesia ~op. 1~ (2:38)
6. Gackt - Tea Cup (5:29)
7. Gackt - No ni saku hana no Yoni (5:36)
8. Pierrot - Last Letter (6:13)
9. Sid - Ajisai (Hydrangea) (4:55)
10. GLAY - Koi (5:17)
11. SUGIZO & Miu - The Eighth Colour (6:03)
12. Miu Sakamoto feat. SUGIZO - mizuiro no sora / sorairo no mizu (4:45)
13. Kagrra, - Haru urara (5:01)
14. Kagrra, - 桜-再会の華- (6:04)
15. 東方神起 - Eternal (4:36)
16. Yurisangja - To my bride (4:48)
17. Kangta - Propose (4:24)
18. Mansun - Face In the Crowd (3:43)
19. Alien Ant Farm - Pink Tea (4:09)
20. Jamiroquai - Butterfly (4:28)
21. Bjork - Venus As A Boy (4:38)
22. Placebo - I Know (4:44)
23. Placebo - Hang On To Your IQ (5:13)
24. Placebo - H K Farewell (7:39)

@темы: list

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What have they done to my boy? O_o

This is what I call overproduced. Junsu is an artist who doesn't even need much, he's amazing as he is. I don't want him to end up looking like a drag queen.

@темы: Junsu

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Now that I am done with most fanvideos and other things that I deemed important, I can finally move on to something I didn't allow myself for a long time. I shall return to modelling for Sims 3. I have about a dozen projects at various stages of completion. Mostly they are just modifications but me being me I want to make a good job so I'll be annoyingly thorough. Yosh, let's do this!

@темы: Sims 3

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Alice9 Channel, April 2012

My cheeks hurt and it can only mean today was another broadcast of the Alice9 Channel.



Notes:

A9 Channel is tuning into some cosplay game.

As expected Tora looks crazy hot in uniform.

Looks like Shou officially became the demon. But really, rock paper scissors is one thing, but this... This was kinda scary. He didn't even spare Tora.

Shou was really upset about his hair. He even "had it make specially by the hair&make-up guy" It was so cute how he didn't know where to put the cap and then there were the stupid hats so no wonder he got so violent XDD

Saga really wants to meet Reno. I wonder what's that about. But come to think of it the two of them do have some things in common.

Also:

I don't know if I'm gonna survive next weekend. I read the Visual Kei Battle Royale will go from 10 to 18! O_o Two whole days! And the hosts will be my awesome OTP. The Royal Battle indeed.

@темы: A9 Channel, Alice Nine

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How are they so perfect together?

@темы: ToraxShou

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I still can't quite acknowledge how close and available the celebrities have become. Sure, you could always write a letter, but now all you need in type a short message in twitter and press Send. You can say it's pretty cool but in a way I feel burdened by it. I sort of want to write to them but I'm also freaked out by the thought of it. It's the same as me not wanting to go to a concert. I don't want this parallel world to become too real. Also I guess I have a lot of pride.

Actually I kind of can identify with people like Tora or Yoochun who barely write in their blogs. In a way I wish they'd pretend we don't exist. That would make it so much easier for me. We live in different worlds and I don't want these worlds to meet.

There are two big reasons for this. For one it's pride. It's like this thing with autographs. Even since I can remember I knew I never wanted to have anyone's autograph. It just doesn't have any meaning for me. They might be gorgeous and talented for all I care but I don't want this piece of paper just because someone's pen left a mark there. That's why I was the only one who didn't take an autograph from Sugizo that time. I don't think I'm any lower than those people, why would I want their sign or water bottle?

Basically I'm kind of fucked up. I really hate admitting I'm a fan of anyone, I hate the very idea of it. That makes me just one of the millions and I don't like that at all. I want to feel special. It's a trap. Just like forbidden love. Wanting to get close but denying it to yourself.

I suppose I'm afraid that if I ever see one of my heroes, realize that he's real, I won't be able to forget it, the consequences might be disastrous. I especially felt that way about TVXQ. I'm glad now my feelings of affection calmed down quite a bit but I know they can easily be rekindled. I've heard many stories of girls meeting idols, sometimes even not knowing who they were and becoming star-struck for years.

Having said all of that I saw Gackt pretty close up and the feelings I had were not half as loud as the voice of reason. It was a lot like a dream anyway. But frankly even though I was very fascinated by the idea of seeing one of my icons this close and hear him sing that concert made me feel annoyed quite a bit. The reasonable side of me felt I spent a lot of money time and effort to see that gig and it wasn't quite what I expected. I wanted to hear him sing, not walk around half-naked while everyone screams their lungs out. I wonder if that makes me super-conscious or just arrogant. There's a pretty good chance to get a reply from him on Twitter but the only question I can come up with is how come his music sucks so much lately and I really don't think it's a good thing to ask.

Artists and fans depend on each other heavily but no matter how I look at it it all seems so unnatural. It just seems like a compensation, sublimation if you want.

When I got Twitter the temptation was big but I held on. Damn you, Hiroto and your 'GoodMorning!'s! Since then I wrote about 7 tweets but I have little hope to get a reply. I still kind of hope for it though, can't help it. But the thought of getting a reply one day both excites me and freaks me out. Now that I crossed the line I get a nagging desire for them to acknowledge my existence. Even if it’s just once.

I don't think I will rest until I get it no matter how much I hate to admit it.

@темы: musings, essay

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I actually find this pretty funny)
Also I do hope those reunion rumours are untrue. Not because I'm a bitc who doesn't want to see them happy together but because I really don't think it would be a good idea if it happened this way.

@темы: TVXQ

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It's funny how my Mum tried to convince me to watch The Rooftop Prince and I really don't feel like it. It was like that last year too, with Ripley. I mean this time it's a comedy at least so it should be better but that's the exact reason why I hesitate. The reason is that I've already seen all the stupidest scenes and I don't want to see more. I have a hard time coping with Yoochun's childish antics in offshots as it is. I really like him in many ways but I hate it when guys fool around too much and he only seems to be getting worse with age. Mum says: "Let's at least watch the first episode! We might like it." but the thing is I know if we do that it'll probably turn out ok and I'll give in eventually. Oh well.

Also it ain't even funny how Yoochun's drama tells a story of a man who travelled from Choseon to modern era while Jae's new drama is about a man who travelled from modern era to Choseon. I mean, really?

To be honest this whole Korean boom in Japan seems a bit... I understand the popularity of You're Beautiful but most Korean dramas are so fucking generic I don't know how people don't get bored. Then again so is K-pop. Damn, there I go bitching like an old hag again.

@темы: bitching, dorama, Yoochunnie

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春だぜ

ほら!今日は「あ、やっと春が来たよ」と思った。あたたかくて、木が咲いて、とても良いにおいがします。写真もけっこ取った。やっぱりカメラが欲しいね。

@темы: .jp

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These look so legit. In seem so obvious the two of them look the best together. I almost began toying with the idea of creating a comm for them as well, but that won't make much sense. I mean my TxS comm would fall apart without me and with this pairing I don't think there's even one decent fic and there would be, like, 3 people there including me and the girl who dis these.

@музыка: Placebo - Spite & Malice

@темы: RenoxShin

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I had a terrible morning which didn't happen in a long time but today I received comments that warmed my heart and healed my mind.


I just spent the entire day watching (non stop) your videos...
PERFECT Day...

Your work is beautiful.. Please share it with the world ( Oh and the boys ).. Thank you so much


Sometimes I feel bitter because I feel me and my works get largely ignored but hearing such words I get reminded what it's worth. The person who wrote that is a grandmother, btw.

@темы: fanvid

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A9: 1st Anniversary

This entry is the 169th in my journal to bear the tag 'Alice Nine', which has become the second most popular tag after 'TVXQ'. I'm writing about this today because it was exactly 1 year ago when I first wrote about Alice Nine in my diary.
www.diary.ru/~unmei/p154604870.htm
I can't find even an approximate time when I first heard of them but it must have been around the time when Zekkeishoku came out which is 6 years ago. Though I have known about them for years and Velvet and Fantasy were permanent residents on my player I knew next to nothing about them. Until last year that is. What started as a 'brief explosion of interest' turned to be a whole stage. And it was a really welcome change in my life, the timing was just right.

Within one year I've done so much I'm amazed at myself. I think by now I've see every video in existence available on the net and read almost every article translated. I also made many contributions to the fandom. In one year these boys managed to capture my heart. I've grown to really like them as people and managed to learn from them.

Right now my interested toned down considerably and remains at a stable level. I'm really grateful to have them in my life.

Rough estimate picture count: ~5.000

@темы: Alice Nine

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A very belated video I began working on in 2008 but kept lacking footage or inspiration. This is my 6th Yoosu video and a uncharacteristically sad one. I began making it in Autumn and it has a rainy feel so I could only work on it in Autumn. I thought it would take me 4 years but it's very rainy these days so I decided to make the best of it. That's really long even by my standards. But it's finally done. This video completes my 'Heartbreak Arc' together with Prisoner Of Love and Older. The truth is this one was the first of the three I began working on, the other two came later and though they look more smooth and better edited they wouldn't probably be that way if it wasn't for this one. It's a little fragmented and I had an impulse to just re-do it all but I don't want to change everything now. Let it remain a work stretched in time.

Finishing this is a great relief. I still have a few unfinished video projects but nothing major so next time I will be able to start afresh.

@темы: fanvid, yoosu

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ヒロト:怒るときは怒るんですけど、将くんはそのあと、絶対に熱い愛情をかけてくれるんですよ。

Hiroto: When Shou-kun gets angry he's angry, but after that he always showers (others) with passionate love.

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This phrase induces to many thoughts and feels of all kinds~

@темы: Shou, Translations, Alice Nine