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Hiroto & Shou at POWER COUNTDOWN JAPAN HOT 30 [BayFM] [2011-09-03]

Я уже потеряла надежду увидеть эту трансляцию, но ее все-таки выложили.

Содержание в целом стандартное. Так что главное удовольствие здесь просто наблюдать. Любоваться, если сказать точнее. Но был один интересный момент: вопрос о чем-то, что не оправдало ожидания. Шо сказал, что ему очень нравится Хайд и он хотел отрастить волосы чтобы сделать похожую прическу. Но потом увидел что к его лицу это не идет и подстригся. Едва успев договорить неминуемо нарвался на комплимент от ведущего. Даже не столько комплимент сколько признание)) И не первый раз ведь уже. Но он правда шикарно тут выглядит. И отличная укладка и эта его прелестная кофточка. К слову, я очень не люблю когда мужчины слишком выставляют на показ свое тело. Это, в общем, то же самое что показывать сиськи. И потом должна же быть какая-то интрига. Чем меньше видишь тем интереснее. Конечно, многие не хотят показывать свое тело в первую очередь потому что его стесняются. Ну да не в этом суть. Просто в случае с Шо ему достаточно обнажить одни лишь руки и это уже выглядит эротично. К тому же я считаю что они у него очень красивые.

@темы: recap, Shou, match, Alice Nine

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Post a video at king-x-queen - get 40 views, post at yoosu_yongwonhi - get 400 views in a day. Well, it can't be helped. And either way still no one to spazz with properly.

@темы: fandom

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A fan's life is hard. But sometimes all you need is...


And your life feels complete! XDDD

@музыка: Kalafina - 明日の景色

@темы: fandom

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「え?あぁ、そう。」を歌ってみた。やっぱりぜったい無理だよ。せめてあきらめない。

@темы: .jp

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I was going to finish some more stuff but I don't really feel like it any more so maybe next time. And I already began to miss my boys so there you go.

I hope Alice9 Channel gets subbed soon. Although there isn't much to understand I still hate wasting traffic. One thing I remembered the most out of what was said was when Tora said something like: "I'm so huge that on stage I sometimes block off Saga." I was, like: "Oh, come on..." What the hell is with this whole Tora being huge talk? I can't help but think of this:

@темы: Tora, crack

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It's kind of funny. For the last few months both Shou and Hiroto would post, like, a dozen tweets a day but they haven't posted once since last year. I hope they're not mad at me lol))

@темы: Alice Nine

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Epic Yoosu is Epic

Yoosu Couch Cut



I just love Diva Jae's "don't drag me into your petty quarrels!"

Yoosu Watching Yoosu Couch Cut



Possessive much, Su?)

@музыка: Toriko - Kurikaeshi Hitotsubu

@темы: yoosu

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Come On Over!

At some point I thought that JYJ was a passing stage for me but this DVD has proven me wrong.
I don't think I can express what I felt while watching it. Obviously this is a release that only the old fans can truly appreciate. There's so much to it... It has to be the most personal footage one can imagine. Not many artists show their houses and families just like that. It was amazing to see Jae with all his sisters and Yoochun showing the inside of his house and Junsu playing Janggu with his mum. I've already seen snippets of it from the pictures they posted at Twitter, but this is different. It feels so intimate and personal I almost felt a little embarrassed for prying. But I'm really glad to see they all have such wonderful loving families from support them. I especially adore Yoochun's mum, she's just so lovely. And then there's the backstage stuff of all three of them which is simply priceless. I'm not even going to say how many Yoosu/Chunjae/Jaesu/OT3 moments there were. The whole DVD is just oozing with so much love idek. My heart swelled watching all that.

Also the idea of filming them watching their own footage was brilliant. I can go on and on but that is totally pointless so instead here's the imminent picspam. I really tried to cut on the screens, but I still came up with this much. There's just too much love to skip~

@музыка: Toriko - FRAME OUT

@темы: picspam, JYJ

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So you know like in RPG there's multi-class? Well, I'm multi-fandom. The multi-class characters are cool for being able to do two things at once, but the downside is they develop their skills more slowly. But looks like it can't be helped. Before I used to worry that I won't be able to finish all of my projects and now the number of my projects doubled. In a way I actually worry about it less now. I know for a fact that it's humanly impossible to keep up with all of my ideas so instead of being upset at not being able to complete all my works I try to celebrate every time I actually manage to get something done.

@темы: myself, fandom

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Right, Junsu. That makes perfect sense.

@темы: yoosu, my!gif

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Yattaaaaaaaaaaa!

I can go on forever about how awesome I am but it's late and I'll try to make it short.
Today inspiration struck me and I was fully intent to use it well. I thought about finishing the video, but in the end I did something even better: I FINISHED MY FIRST NC-17! Frankly I almost lost hope of finishing it. I think I began writing it in 2009 and by last summer it was about 90% complete, but I got stuck at a crucial stage and that's when A9 happened. But today after I watched Come On Over I realized I can still get very much in the mood from time to time. I just opened the file and completed the thing. I'm very damn proud of myself. I think I did a great job too. It's a little clichéd of course but I think it's really good. 8 years of reading that shit pays off.
Now I'm a member of the smut club! I'm really glad I passed this threshold - now I can write rated scenes in other fics. Feels like I graduated. I think the timing is good too, I feel am finally mature enough for that.

Let's see now. I still have about 6.700 words for JYJ and about 4.000 words in A9 drafts. The prospects are good. I never know when will be the next time inspiration strikes, but that way it's even more fun.

@музыка: Depeche Mode - It Doesn't Matter Two

@темы: fanfix, milestone

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I always found it sad and ironic that beautiful people often tend to underestimate themselves.

Like how Shou hates his eyes and nose and says he envies Saga who is 'so beautiful'. Or even Gackt who complained he had short legs and he didn't like his nose. Jaejoong is the worst though. No matter how many polls call him the most gorgeous man in existence he's always trying to gain everyone's approval that he looks handsome and young, always seeking for attention like a little lost puppy. It's sad to see. He's grown a lot but still so needy and insecure.

Sometimes it even pisses me off. Like, what the fuck? If they are not beautiful then what am I?

I only think I'm remotely good-looking, but I never really complained or wanted to look like someone else. Even though there are many things about my body I'm dissatisfied with I see it as a field for improvement rather than something I hate.

@темы: musings, Jaejoong

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There are millions of colours and hues. Why is it that whenever I try to change the diary's design it seems like there are, like, 4?

@темы: bitching, diary

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Ok, now that I'm in the mood for JYJ my head is reeling with possibilities. I should at least read some fics. Should I try to work on the fanvid? Or even the fanfic? I went and re-read my old works and the comments. And damn I'm so proud of myself. It's so cool to come back to these once in a while. Let's see if I can squeeze out some more, huh?))

@темы: JYJ

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I've been watching Come On Over today and it was so much love idek... I seriously feel a little guilty for neglecting my boys. I mean, I love Alice Nine, but JYJ have been a constant in my life for almost 5 years now and even for my mum for the last few years so they're almost like family now.
Anyway, I'll make a proper post tomorrow when I watch the rest of it, but now I just want to say this once again: I honestly think that whether they had sex or not is s trivial matter. What is important is that the love they have for each other is the most amazing kind of love I've ever seen. Fuck Romeo and Juliet! THIS is the most pure and real love there is.

@музыка: La Vie en Rose - Christmas no sama ni

@темы: musings, chunjae, JYJ, my!gif

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Someone was, like: "Lol, Saga is following Dalai Lama on Twitter!" And I'm, like, "Wait, Dalai Lama has Twitter?" O_o

@темы: the world was never sane, Alice Nine

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Unlike Shou, Jaejoong didn't seem to have learned his lesson about Twitter lol))

All the pictures with Jedi sword and stuff...

And of course the love:

Junsu: @mjjeje LOL hyung!! Congrats~ We really did it^^

Jaejoong: @1215thexiahtic It feels good^^ Junsu ya, hyung loves you! But this might cause misunderstanding if foreigners translate it.

I think he actually deleted the last one. Why, Jae? It's not like it's a secret. And love is love no matter what language.

@темы: tweets, Jaejoong

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Right. How naive of me was it to think it would be over just like that? But now I know for sure at least. I have the sword to compliment the armour and all I need it to re-supply and go for the final battle. But that will have to wait until tomorrow.

@темы: Games