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So about the game I've been playing recently. Noramally I wait until I clear it, but this time I wanted to write the impressions as they were still fresh.

I've got the taste for 3D RPG and wanting to make good use of my video card I've been looking for something to play. I sort od wanted to try the Final Fantasy, but it's off-limits since it's for PS. After a long search I finally found it.

Drakensang is a 2008 German game based on a table RPG. The general atmosphere and the plot reminds me of Baldur's Gate which everyone praises but I really don't dig. I mean I cleared about 90% of the game but then I got so bored with it so even with my OCD I decided it would be stupid to go on and waste even more time on it. But anyway, I suppose all fantasy RPG are similar in many ways.

The graphics are great. Surely this is only the second 3D RPG I'm playing, but I'm very impressed. I thought Lands Of Infinity was pretty good, but looking at Drakensang makes me realize it was pretty lame graphics-vise. And my new videocard seems to do the job perfectly. I'm surprised in a good way since even though all the textures are really HQ, there are no lags at all. Even though the undead mission was a real bitch after that I have no complains. So far I especially love the Bloody Mountains. The forest is so beautiful I spend a lot of time just looking around admiring the view.

I quite like the navigation system. It gives a sense of freedom. The gameplay system in very advanced. At first it looked pretty scary but now I'm getting a grip on it. One thing I regret is not spending enough time on character creation. This is so unlike me. Basically I think by now she's more or less balanced, but the thing that really annoys me is the really stupid name that I forgot to change. :rolleyes:
It's unusual to get Adventure points and Experience points which you can spend at any time not having to wait for a level up but I got used to it. Also there's no realism like in Lands Of Infinity, no day/night, but frankly having to provide basic needs like food, drinks and sleep for all party members was really annoying. I've got enough of thet in RL.

Basically I really think the game is very balanced. There's just enough fighting and talking and also some quite interesting missions where you have to sneak around and use some tactics.

One thing that seems unusual is having your own residence. It's really cool knowing you have a place to come home to. Even though there isn't a room that seems useful) You even get a cat! There's a garden too and I brought some chickens. I love stuff like that.

Taking screens was a bitch, but I couldn't help myself.

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I'm still about halfway through, so I'll probably update once I clear it.


@музыка: Blur - Out Of Time

@темы: Games

00:28

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Он умер сегодня, в день дивный осенний.
Ушел он внезапно и не попрощавшись.
Так долго служил мне исправно и ладно.
Ну что же, "Прощай!" скажу, старый мой Windows.


@темы: PC

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Today was a bit hectic. I had my first calligraphy lesson. It was tough. To be honest I kind of regret applying. It's a lot harder than it looks and I spent 2 hours just drawing a horizontal line (which takes 4 motions btw) and I felt exhausted afterwards. I realized that in those 6 lessons the best I can is learning to draw separate strokes. With all my patience this is a bit too much. But there's no way out of it now so I'll just have to do my best.
Then I went to the demonstration of the tea ceremony. Like, fucking finally! :rolleyes: It was interesting, basically but I found it hard to listen to the lecturer and look at the demonstration and enjoy the offered treats all at once. That was pretty un-Japanese. Plus to me the lecturer was kind of annoying. But the atmosphere was really good. It seemed the people who took part had a very friendly community and somehow just by looking they seemed like such nice people. It almost made me want to try going to the club. But now I've got too much on my hands as it is. However from now on I'll try to attend more events like this. At first I wasn't interested in this traditional stuff at all, but now I'm beginning to get curious. Maybe I am getting more mature.

Oh, and Thanks to Neko-chyan who invited me. たのしかった。

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@темы: Alice Nine

02:36

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I really hate it that with every artist that's even remotely good-looking people keep screaming "plastic surgery!" I mean I understand it makes them feel better about themselves, but it's so stupid. It's like a witch-hunt: "Aha! He's a fake!" As if it disqualifies the person as both an artist and a human being. Pisses me off big time. There are many things besides make-up that can change appearance a lot like weight fluctuation, getting teeth and jaws fixed or the thing called 'life'. It's almost impossible to tell by just comparing photos. But even if they did some surgery, why should it matter? Everyone wants to look good, everyone changes their body to some extent. Getting piercing or tattoos, dying your hair, even shaving serves the same purpose. If it makes you feel better about yourself, why not?
I'm not even going to touch upon the 'without make-up' issue. Curiosity is a natural thing, but... For me Visual Kei is beautiful illusion that I cherish. It's a form of art, really. In a way I don't really want to see artists without make-up because it would break the spell. Why spoil it for yourself?

@музыка: Kagrra, - tougenkyou

@темы: musings, J-Rock

22:32

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Every year I'm faced with the same dilemma: should I call or shouldn't I? Why should I care? You always forget about mine. You never were around when I was a kid. I hated you for so many years. Now I managed to forgive you, but just barely. And now I don't need you. I don't want to be friends. But won't it make me as bad as you if I treat you the same way? Or is it worse to force myself and try to be civil if I don't mean it? When I look at you you're just a sickly old man. My resentment was slowly replaced by pity. But I called. Happy Birthday, Father!

@темы: family, musings

18:16

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Graduation Photograph

Saga: I saw my graduation photo for the first time in a while, I don't show it to other people though. But people don't usually show their photos from elementary school, ne. Because Nao-san and the rest are quite cruel aren't they? If I showed them my graduation photo, it'd probably be bad (laughs).

If you say that, does that mean you hate them?

Saga: No, the members are all ok. Hiroto doesn't seem to have changed much, but I think Tora and Shou will worry about how they used to look before. They all had a dark period, but I think because of that, they're now healthy and they always have a great smile on their faces. But the thing I want to see the most, is Nao-san's graduation photo.


I've already read all of Tora and Shou's personal interviews but my thirst wasn't quenched at all so now I began reading some of the other member's interviews. It also gives me fuel for the fic. It would be really amazing if I could do it.

@темы: inter:views, Alice Nine

18:06 

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I just finished watching Scrubs. Again. All 9 seasons of it. This time I watched it with original sound. It's still up to debate which is better - the original or the MTV soundover, but there are clearly some jokes that did get lost in translation. I also watched a lot of DVD specials. Anyway, this is just to mark the occasion and post some very gay screens. Scrubs are awesome.

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Something tells me this won't be the last time I'm watching it.

@темы: series

23:21

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Lately I don't remember my dreams well. Today's though was very vivid and though I slept for some 10 hours I couldn't really wake up. I'm really glad that I stopped having nightmares. But I often get dreams connected with my fears and insecurities. Since I began going to courses this month I've had some really stressful ones where I get scolded by teachers and totally fail at stuff. How paranoid am I really? Also this year I keep having dreams about bullying. Like someone bullying me and I get really mad and almost go berserk. It's a bit scary, actually. But I even remember one where I went back to my school trying to enroll again in order to fix all of the mistakes I've done. It's strange because I really hate school and I don't really regret about anything that happened in High School. I did my best. And I didn't really care about bullying by then. But I suppose it leaves very deep scars, some of them so deep you don't really realize they're there.

@темы: Dreams, myself

22:51 

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This is the scene from the second day. I was like 'Oh, no they didn't...' And they didn't basically. I was afraid they they'd gone too far with the fanservice, but when Jaejoong said だいきらい I laughed so hard... Such a classic. And Jae took up such an ukeish role, but man was is funny...



@темы: JYJ

22:03

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I've just got a brilliant idea for a High School AU fanfic. All the characters just fell into place in a moment. Damn, I haven't even come close to finishing the first one. :rolleyes: But I'll still write it down with even the slimest of chances of it ever being finished. I really wonder how other people write because for me it's like seeing flashes of different scenes and they're all around the place. I won't be too hopeful, but it'd be soo cool if I could write it one day.

@музыка: Ciara - Hotline

@темы: fanfix

21:43 

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20:01

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It was ridiculously cute and I had to gif it.



@темы: my!gif, Alice Nine

14:20

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あと一か月と言われた。僕はまってて。

@темы: myself, .jp

11:51

Random.

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- 1 GB until the end of the month. That's just brilliant. But it was worth it.

- I've been feeling unusually bored these days. There's nothing I really want to do. I know it's just a stage, but to me it sucks even more than being down.

- Since I opened up my diary I'm getting a lot of lurkers and it's kind of annoying. Who are you, people?

@темы: myself

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Yes, I've been listening to TVXQ after a really long time. But the reason is this: this song is playing in my head. Why? Because I cannot unsee it!
I thought he said it would he ashen colour... But it's not bad. Today's hairdo is really funny. It makes him look like a bunny. :heart:


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Today's A9 Channel was fun. But I already made two posts on LJ and I'm really tired to even talk about it)

@музыка: TVXQ! - Honey Funny Bunny

@темы: Shou

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