Today I received a second notification for copyright infringement. Which means one more warning and I'm out. This sucks beyond words. Do these people have nothing better to do? What infringement? The video was, like, 7 seconds long. It would really such to create a third account.

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Tora: Recently, I'm afraid I just can't refresh my mood. Does anyone have advice?

Hiroto: Let's become Spiderman together. XDD

Saga: Let's go shopping together and buy expensive things.

Tora: These solutions will create new stress within me. If I watch a movie, I'll still be thinking about something. If I buy stuff, I'll still be thinking about something. That's not good.

Shou: Well, let's go play basketball.

Tora: Maybe I won't be thinking about anything then.

Hiroto: You'll regret it if you get hurt.

Tora: Sports are great. I haven't been going to the gym lately because it's been lonely since Hiroto-kun stopped going.

Shou: Well, let's go together. I go to the gym too.


Shou's like a puppy~ Subtle much?

@темы: ToraxShou

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I'm so used to the internet that when I read about a perfume I had a momentary thought: "I should google it!" XDD I do think smells should be the next step. Like, you're watching a live DVD and you can actually smell the sweat! XDDDD

@темы: musings

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tige_r_abbit: 将くんっておっぱいなイメージ

AliceNine_SHOU: ちょっと何を言っているのか

tige_r_abbit: 胸に手を当ててごらんなさい。そこにおっぱいがあれば、それが現実です

I'm not sure how to translate it properly, but here's the main idea:

tige_r_abbit: It seems like Shou-kun has boobs

AliceNine_SHOU: wait, what are you saying?

tige_r_abbit: Please place your hand on the chest and see. If there are boobs, it is a reality.

o_O
I'm not even sure exactly what she is trying to say here but it's creepy. I wonder if Shou gets all the creeps or he is simply the only one who reacts to them?

@темы: tweets, Shou, Translations

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Phew. Another one of those: "Goodbye, hope I'll never see you again" moment. Finally that shit is over. I don't want to owe my life to anyone. I want to do things my own way. I don't want to change, only improve. Other quests I have are longer though, but I'll get to that. Anyway, I'm really proud of myself today. I think strength is not doing something everyone founds hard, but doing something you find hard. Whether it's holding a snake, riding a Ferris wheel or saying 'sorry'.

@темы: myself, milestone

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I've got 3 people to fangirl with, but no one is ever around when I need them. Like now. I need someone to spazz with. My best chance is Jet, but the stupid time zones... argh! And Veronica still didn't get her laptop fixed.
Btw, today I wrote 4 messages to different people but no reply yet. So forlorn...

@темы: fandom

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Kyaaa!

The A9 Channel was beyond EPIC! Totally worth getting up at 6.40 AM!! Tora wearing other members' clothes, Saga's payback and the janken... Wahhh... I kind of felt bad for him, but it was also kind of inevitable too. Payback is a bitch! XDD But it was great to see his parents, his room and first guitar... and the Chinese dresses! Epic show is epic.

@музыка: LANDS -二十歳の戦争

@темы: Tora, A9 Channel, Alice Nine

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開場まで、あと 5 時間 です。

@темы: .jp

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It's been a long time since I did a picspam so I'll use the occasion.

He's cool, he's hot, he's tough but sensitive, honest but snarky... and I like him a lot.

@темы: picspam, Tora

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Sometimes I really wish people you broke up with, friends or lovers, would never come back into your life. It's not that I hate seeing them so much, it's just that... it brings back too many memories I tried so hard to lay down or even the possibility of a new start and I know all too well how it may end up. It's too complicated. I don't want to risk it again. I want a clean cut, but life just doesn't work that way, does it?

@темы: musings

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虎

It's amazing that until a few months ago I didn't notice him at all. I couldn't even him apart from Saga. Then I began watching A9 Channel and I grew to like him for his wit and coolness. Soon I began to appreciate his looks. He's so unlike any other artist I've liked before. But the real deal started when I began reading his interviews. I don't think I was this impressed since I discovered Gackt. There were a lot of artists I liked and respected but I don't think I ever felt such strong admiration for anyone else. As a person. It especially comes from the stories of his adolescence and the episode that happened during the A to U tour when his chronic hernia made him almost paralysed. In case of Gackt he may be inspiring, but at the same time I find it really hard to relate to him, it almost seems like he's not human. Unlike him Tora isn't trying to teach anyone anything or be patronizing yet there's a lot to be learned from him. He makes me wish I had at least 1/3 of his willpower. But it's not just those stories that make me admire him. It's a lot more than that. Just the way he views things is kind of amazing. I think there's so much wisdom in his way of thinking. I really want to learn from him. I think he's truly a person who doesn't lack anything at all.
Today I want to sent my deepest regards and my best wishes to this amazing man. おめでとう!

@темы: Tora, Birthday

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Chuseok in my nieighbourhood

Wasn't it just a few days ago that I bitched how I really want to celebrate Chuseok? Well, Providence seems kind to me because today I got up to hear Korean music coming from outside. When I got there it turned out that the whole Korean community decided to celebrate at the stadium just across the street. A first I was a little hesitant for personal reasons, but I know fate doesn't make presents every day and I couldn't throw away this one.
It was really amazing. I'm not going to go into detail - who's been there knows and who wasn't probably doesn't care. But I got to eat kimchi, play some games, and dance a Ganggangsullae. I also met some old acquaintances. This whole day was absolutely surreal. I think it was the most socializing I had in years and I spent 5 hours outdoors. I really hope they will use this spot next year as well.

Happy Chuseok!



Tomorrow I'm gonna hurt all over. But it's kind of sad that perhaps the part that will hurt the most is the cheeks.

@темы: report

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I got up to hear familiar melody from outside. I listened closely - it was Sarangsurowo! I thought I was hearing things, but no. I'm not sure if it was radio or what. I wouldn't be so surprised if it was some idol group, but this, really?

@темы: WTF?

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Simple Pages (OT5 love!)

Yatta! I finally did it. In the end I got really used to this song and I left it there. I had to cut and squeeze some and there's still too much Shou/Hiroto, but oh well. I'm really happy with how it turned out. Even though it's really simple I think it's the best video in the fandom. I've seen some fanservice videos, but they mix up the cute with the lewd and that's just a no go. I'm a slasher, but I have my own code. I don't consider this fanservice, really. Even the kisses are nothing but adorable. It's some genuine affection there. And to me that's a lot more valuable than some cheap showing off. Also it's funny how I hated the term OT5 back in TVXQ days, but now I'm the one using it. I don't know why, but hey TVXQ failed while A9 are at 7 years and counting.

4shared link:

www.4shared.com/video/xslOS2QF/Simple_Pages.htm...

@музыка: Morcheeba - Blindfold

@темы: fanvid, Alice Nine

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Songs Of the Week

Hilcrhyme - パーソナル COLOR
At first Japanese didn't really seem like a suitable language for rap, it's too melodious. I think English and Korean are the best for it. Yet after listening to M-Flo I thought it might be ok. And this song I absolutely love, both the sound the meaning. I just saw the PV though and it's pretty funny)

Kagrra, - 四季
Kagrra, undoubtedly deserves its own post, but this song made its way straight into my heart, from the first time I heard it. It's really beautiful and soothing. I grew to love the sound of koto. I always link song with the PV especially if I like it and for me this song has a very distinct imagery. I listen to it whenever I'm passing some green scenery and that makes me feel really good.

Weezer - King
Initially I was looking for a song to go with the fanvideo I'm making and since I never do things half-assed I went through most of their discography. I have to say I kind of missed American music - more raw and solid sound. For some reason this song stuck with me the most. It has a country feel and really is unlike anything I normally listen to. But then maybe that's the charm.

Kenna - Chains
Kenna is the man. I kind of missed him. I really think he's seriously underrated. His music is quite simple but groovy and it's great for dancing. A quick check revealed he has yet to come up with a new album, but there are some good new songs out. Chains has a cool video to go with it and just makes me want to go clubbing really bad.

@темы: snapshot

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I just need to write this down so it stops plaguing my thoughts. Within the last year I lost 3 of the people I was the closest with. I feel 'friends' would be overrated so... And unlike most cases all of the breaks happened on not so friendly terms to say the least. I don't regret this one bit, I know it was the right thing to do. There are so many ways in which people can disappoint you. I've always felt I was a loner anyway. From now on if I do choose to keep a close relationship it has to be someone I can really trust. But I'd lie if I said it doesn't hurt because it does. The funny thing is you think having pleasant memories is a good thing, but it's the good ones that hurt the most. It kind of broke me that one and the same person said both the nicest thing I even heard and the cruellest one. There are times when I feel haunted by all these people even in my dreams and more. There is a person who was supposed to help me get over stuff like that and now I can't get over him and what he did to me. The more I tried to deny it the worse it got. I guess there's no easy way to fix this. I think I just have to accept this and move on. It will keep hurting for a long time, but eventually the pain will become dull.
The somewhat regrettable thing is that because of these few people I automatically lost contact with at least a dozen of others who did me no wrong. Also I even have to avoid a lot of places for fear of bumping into someone. But that's the price to pay for the remains of my sanity. Maybe one day I will get over all this shit. Maybe one day...

@настроение: sick

@темы: angst, myself

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Kiev is a weird city, really. I especially felt it these last few days. One minute you're on a big busy street, but odd turn will get you in some pretty obscure places, wilderness pretty much. But I sort of like it that there are still so many places I've no idea of.

Yesterday I found this huge lovely park, but soon I realized why it's not that popular. Today there was the cat place. There were about 7 of them, mostly black and it was kind of fascinating. Butt hey were watching we with suspicion to the point it was kind of creepy so I realized I'm not welcome. And that descent it the most adrenalin I've had in months.

@темы: myself

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NOTE TO SELF

Don't forget to watch the A9 Channel on the 18th. Everyone should be present. Not only it is Tora's BD, it will also be the show's 2 year anniversary. No doubt something very special is to come!
Although if my calculations are correct doesn't it start at 7 AM? That would totally suck.

live.nicovideo.jp/gate/lv61689909

запись создана: 05.09.2011 в 00:42

@темы: post-it note, Alice Nine

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Friendship is... when you remember to send them a 'Happy Birthday!' even though you haven't seen each other for, like, 3 years.

@темы: musings, one-liner

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Somehow Hiroto's "Good morning!" always makes me feel warm. Even though it's 3 AM here. Today I wrote back to him too. Couldn't help myself. ^^

@темы: tweets, Alice Nine