Записи с темой: tora (список заголовков)

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Happy birthday, you sexy beast. Take care of yourself.

@темы: Tora, Birthday


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[K] Don’t you ever fight with your lover?
[Tora] Rather than fighting, we’d be discussing our problems. Thoroughly. It would be the kind of discussion where we would listen to each other, where we could say how far we would forgive each other, how far we could accept what each other said.
[ORICON PSP1800 vol. 022]

I almost dislike reading Tora interviews. I mean it's the same thing I had with Yoochun. When he talks about relationships it makes me want to cry because it hit home so bad.

@темы: Tora, inter:views


Projective Personality Test

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Finally watched the latest episode of the Super Alice9 Channel. Somehow I expected it to be funnier. Actually the thing I laughed at the most apart from the obvious parts was the fact that Hiroto managed to make a really weird mistake in the word “kirei”. Twice. )) Oh well.

Isn't Tora sweet though? ♥ He looked so serious while drawing, I found that endearing. Also how he got so embarrassed towards the end. He tried not to let it show but it was sweet.

But there's something more to it that I wanted to explore further. I always like looking at people's drawings, often they say more than words. Actually there are really a lot of personality tests based on drawings - Projective Personality Tests. Draw a Person tests were the second most popular psychological tests in the sixties. It is now the eighth most popular test and usually applied to children. I'm pretty sure all those tests at the show were fake BUT there's something to be learned from the drawings they made, especially the first one.

I decided to take it upon myself and analyze Tora's drawing. I used the DRAW-A PERSON-TEST (Machover, 1949) for assessment. There are many similar tests and I won't go into too much detail, I'll just use the most basic principles.

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Let's start.

1. An image's position

- A lot of blank space indicates that the person needs a lot of personal space.

- High position indicates positive self-image, optimism and confidence.

- Alignment to the left indicates introversion and insight.

- Size indicates a person's ego

2. Body

- A larger head indicates a wish to be wise, sensible.

- normal legs indicate confidence, sense of stability.

- developed arms indicate good social activity

3. Male and Female

A person of the other sex is the projection of impression, opinion about opposite-sex person.

- Both male and female figures are about the same size and in general look very similar. This indicates that the person sees men and women as equals.

Seems pretty legit, doesn't it?)

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@темы: A9 Channel, Alice Nine, Tora, i'm a geek


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I was studying kanji once again and now that I look at it it seems like if you read Shou's name like a normal word it still has the meaning of "general". So he was destined to become the leader it seems. ^^

As for Tora's name whether it reads Shinji or Masashi it seems to have the meaning of "pure intentions".

Asian names are kinda awesome...

@темы: Tora, Shou


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"Before you could remember things, what kind of a child were you, did you parents ever tell you?

Tora: First of all, I didn't cry, they told me that I never even once wet the bed, it seems like I was a bit of a strange child.

As a child, were you not hard to deal with?

Tora: It seems that way. It seems like when I grew up I became hard to deal with (laughs)

So, what memories do you recall? Around the time you were in kindergarden and such.

Tora: Hm, I don't really remember anything. I only have memories of being bullied. Simply because the colour of my eyes were different, and the colour of my hair was brown.

When that happens, you don't want to attend school.

Tora: Ah, it was painful during those times."

Neo Genesis, vol. 33

This interview always makes my heart clench a little. Because all of this sounds so familiar, too familiar. I know for a fact that no matter what happens to you later in life, no matter how successful you become the wounds of childhood are deep and it might take the rest of your life to heal them.

But I look at this amazing beautiful man who went through it all and managed to keep his sensitivity, his honesty and his beliefs and I see him smiling, I see him looking truly happy, and I tell myself I'll just need to be patient a little longer, I know I'll be alright.

@темы: inter:views, Tora


Tora the tsundere ikemen

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@темы: Tora, A9 Channel


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Continuing with last night's train of thought... Why the hell is Tora even in Visual Kei? I mean he said he doesn't really have interest in clothes and fashion and everyone knows off-stage he goes for a casual gangsta style. He could just play metal and stuff. He also claims he has no taste. Which brings me to the question of how come most of his stage outfits look so good? I mean there were some ridiculous ones and he likes those shapeless ugly pants but some outfits were really cool. I'd like to think that Shou has something to do with this.

@музыка: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Snow

@темы: Tora, Alice Nine, musings


My precious precious babies...

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Thank you for the gift...


Everyone goes on about how cute he is but I don't think he looks that cute. And that much like himself. Also I'm most likely taking things too seriously but the look on Shou's face bothers me. His brother is that way too.

@темы: ToraxShou, Tora, Shou



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I should have been worried about Tora-shi and yet I am perfectly calm. I dunno why, I just feel he's gonna be fine. I wasn't surprised in the least by his decision to continue the tour, he performed in a far worse condition than this. And I trust Shou to take care of him. I'm sure he'll get hell if he tries anything stupid) Also since it's already happened, I can only enjoy all the extra attention he gets. I already heard Shou was the first to rush to his side after the encore. ^^

I guess the fact that I had a pretty hard time today also contributes to my attitude. Nobody even knows the shit I've been through and he has 4 awesome guys who are there for him.

Also here's one of my gifs that never saw the light of day, well the full version of it anyway. It was when they said he's impossible to move once he falls asleep and he was, like, "yup, that's how I am." Smug Tora-shi)


@темы: Alice Nine, Tora


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I want that Butler! Can I please have him?

@музыка: ViViD - Distance of mind

@темы: Tora


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A Collection of Resumes was really educational. It seems Mr. Tora and Mr.Saga have gender identity issues.

Tora did not state his gender and wrote his Top 3 Favorite 'Onee'! Now it's not so surprising he did that crazy good impersonation on Alice9Channel. While Saga stated he's neither male nor female... Which is not the first time he says that, by the way. I remember that comment where he said he's want to be reborn as Okama, while Tora said he'd want to try being a woman.


Tora, I love you so hard! :inlove:

@темы: Alice Nine, Tora


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I think lately since I'm posting all my random stuff and picspams on tumblr the diary became a bit morbid. Gotta fix that with more pointless posts.


I think I'm gonna develop this theme some)

@темы: Tora, crack


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This month it was a really bad timing. But just for the record: Tora, you fucking rock!

@темы: Tora


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Darling looks so distinctly medievalish and so hauntingly vampire-like... Just like the old black&white horror movies. Me likes.


@темы: Tora


Bye bye, ovaries!

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Shou's lucky he doesn't have any.

@темы: Tora


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Still a lot to do today so I shall leave you with the boys. Damn, that photoshoot was so gorgeous like, woah~


So sexy~ :heart:

@темы: Shou, Tora


Nico Nico Special Broadcast, Feb 23, 2012

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Today's special broadcast was really something! Though they could have told us the first hour will be PVs and live footage only. But it lasted almost 2 hours anyway. I tried to record it but my connection these days is so shit. I did record about half of it but it kept failing so I gave up on the second hour.

So now some notes. First of all, I really liked the studio. And I was glad that Shou was the MC. For all I know Tora seemed glad to step down and just relax the show. To be honest I think Shou didn't do that great and he kept looking at the sсript. I think he was just nervous that he won't be as good as Tora. But he's just different and lovely in his own way. I thinks he just needs more practice. I loved the part when the dice fell on Hiroto but he already talked about the previous song so Shou said Tora should answer and Tora was like: "Aren't you ignoring the rules?" and it was so funny and sweet. That's Shou and he can get away with anything))

But overall it was really fun. Some of thier conversations were so funny. Thought it was really hard to keep up with their comments - I can only read some kanji and they were too fast and some didn't display properly. There were also other things that were annoying me.

First of all my poor connection. That bitch! I got really upset that I couldn't take part in the quiz further which probably means I missed one of the questions because of a connection fail. :weep: Also all the Russian and international fan-jerks pissed me off so much... SHOU, MARRY ME! TORA, SHOW YOUR TATTOO ON A CHEST! Fucking idiots. Rah. :bubu:

Ok, that's the end of coherent comments. Proceeding.

Tora, why U SO HOTT? :shy2:

Everyone else looked great too. Though Saga seemed really tired. Seriously, he looked exhausted. That picture of him sleeping is so pitiful. And Hiroto looks so nglsd;cnvj adorable lately~

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Not much ToraxShou action but all the 'Tora-chan' got me mellow~ And then Shou posted that picture on his blog. Thank you, dear!~

Damn, I love these men. :heart:

@темы: Alice Nine, A9 Channel, Tora


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Also I'm pretty sure I saw chest hair. CHEST HAIR! O_o *sorry I need to go re-evaluate my life values*

@темы: Alice Nine, Tora, crack


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The caption says: A beauty looking back. Lol))
Actually that word is normally used for women.

@темы: Translations, Tora



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Tora you sexy beast you.


@темы: Sims 3, Tora

The Diary of a Graphomaniac