Записи с темой: diary (список заголовков)
23:12 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
В последнее время всё никак не могу выкинуть из головы мысль о том, что хочется всех от себя отписать. А, может, и самой от всех отписаться. Каждый день по-привычке листаю ленту почти не останавливая взгляд и думаю, что, наверно, точно так же проматываютт и мои посты, не отписываются из вежливости. Даже если иногда не пролистывают, всё равно сказать нечего а значит в этом нет смысла. Более месяца с последнего комментария. В конце концов, дневник и не предназначается для чьего-либо чтения. Глупо и по-детски, знаю, но как бы я не была одинока, я по-прежнему чертовски эгоцентрична. Не хочу ни для кого быть персонажем 45-го плана. Знаю, что бежать больше некуда, что мостов больше не осталось, знаю, но все никак не могу остановиться.

@темы: diary, musings

20:39 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I've been dreading this day and now it came - the day when I won't have a single comment on a page. Which is pretty sad but you know, a diary isn't meant to have comments. That's what I tell myself.

@темы: diary

22:02 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Сколько дней блогу

@темы: diary

00:44 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I'm done burning bridges but I also need to learn to move on.


@музыка: Panic! At the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies

@темы: diary

02:57 

To Repel Ghosts

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
What is this fuckery? Is this a "let's visit this person I supposedly hate's diary" week? I don't want any ghosts here. I was hoping they'd stay away on their own but... Maybe that's the cue? Maybe it's time to close this place away. To seal it. It's not like anyone new ever comes along. Just some simpletons and ghosts. Maybe I'll do just that.

@темы: diary

23:47 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I made this truly fabulous gif of gay magic. I was pleased with it that I also made an avatar and changed the diary image, for the first time since I made it. While I was at it I decided it's time to change the design as well so here we are ♥


@темы: my!gif, diary, Shou

23:59 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Ok, now I might as well celebrate! I just added tag #100. No shit. :rolleyes:

:flower:

@темы: diary

02:20 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Readers Count: 21. The balance is restored. やっぱり。

@темы: diary

00:24 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Today I realized I had a Spring design so I updated it at once. Now it's so fresh and vibrant. I think that Korean incredible colour combinations are getting to me)

@темы: diary

23:17 

Search queries

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I sometimes check statistics but rather that seeing who visited I am more interested in what brings people here. Since I opened my diary I've had a lot of passers by who were directed here by Google. What amuses me the most is the fact that lot of people treat Google as their friend and informant. They think you can just ask a question and the answer will miraculously pop up. I saved some of the most amusing queries.

First of all, TVXQ/JYJ

why is park yoochun underrated as a singer I feel your pain

why doesn t jaejoonh show his legs

what kind of man jaejoong is well, Google would know, right?

the reason why changmin worked out

people leaving the jyj fandom because of so much hate fandom? what fandom?

prove yoosu is real if you find real evidence like wedding rings or at least home video, please do inform me

yunjae hardcore try the porn sites

yunjae secret box oh, the one with all the proof... right right. sorry, I don't have it.

so jyj still wanted to take homin for there interest but not as band mates only as pets they did? oh, so that's how it was


Other:

シムズ3 fuck mod That's an interesting way of putting it. But in Japanese?

вышивка крестиком хангыль I'm getting curious

гакта illuminati шедевр but it is, isn't it?

slutty pikachu costume now that's kinky


I get lots of Alice Nine queries but they're mostly normal. The last few months the most popular is toraxshou which I'm kinda glad about.

@темы: crack, diary

03:15 

Today's searches

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
12 марта, понедельник

toraxshou 2
yoosu porn 1
jaejoong sims 1
therthday 1

My diary is made of awesome)

@темы: diary

03:33 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Сколько дней блогу

@темы: diary

03:57 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Googling pictures for my post - ending up at my own diary. Full circle. Just great. :rolleyes:

@темы: diary

03:03 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
There are millions of colours and hues. Why is it that whenever I try to change the diary's design it seems like there are, like, 4? :rolleyes:

@темы: diary, bitching

01:21 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I changed the diary title. That seems about right. I had my first diary when I was 11 and at 13 I began writing regularly. 5 years ago I created this digital diary and eventually pretty much moved here. The paper one is now used rarely and for the most personal stuff only. Recently I feel that the need to write only seems to increase. It kind of scares me, to be honest.

@музыка: LAMA - Fantasy (The Room ver)

@темы: diary

04:12 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU, PEOPLE? o_O

Photobucket

@музыка: No Doubt - Sixteen

@темы: diary

16:00 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Кто-нибудь, объясните мне почему дизайн не меняется? Вернее, он типа меняется, а потом возвращается обратно через пару часов. И так уже раз 5-й.

Все, поняла. Тупим. :rolleyes:
запись создана: 30.08.2011 в 01:43

@темы: diary

01:04 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Just a few months ago I was so glad that I could finish my entries so quickly and drafts didn't accumulate. Well now it turned into the opposite - I've got 9 drafts waiting to be finished and I don't even know where to start. Lately words just pour out of me in torrents.

@темы: diary

05:25 

Dear Diary,

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I was fully intent on making this post on time this year, but I had way more urgent matters on that day. On the 11th of August my diary turned 5. There's been so much to it. It's an addiction, really. I've had paper diaries for the last 12 years. But now I seldom use those because this became my drug of choice. Maybe it's a sort of therapy, maybe just indulgence, but I can't rest until I write it all down. Pictures and lyrics and dreams, it's a scrapbook of my life. Just some month ago I was so glad that I managed to keep up with my own flow, but lately I have too much on my mind, tons of drafts waiting to be finished. Sometimes I really wish for some kind of reaction to the things I write, but lately I really stopped expecting one. Yet I know there are at least three people I cherish who are interested in what I write and that's enough for me. I always preferred quality over quantity anyway. This place is my little refuge. To me keeping this diary is really tough, but I see it as an art of sorts. I'd even go so far as to say that in a way this is my means of attaining perfection.


@темы: diary

15:55 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Added links to my other pages in the header. Not that anyone cares.
I've got over 100,000 downloads at the sim resource but I still don't have enough points to buy one single premium day. But no matter how much everyone bitches about TSR, they still have tons of great stuff and couldn't care less. That's why I never bother to post my stuff elsewhere - there's no gain in it.

@темы: diary

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