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02:13 

sg_paanas massu birthday giveaway contest 2015 (2nd place)

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Massu has shown much courage lately, for example wearing full-length tights in public in 4vsX and challenging his fear of fish and worms in Ah Domo Hajimemashite Tabi. So the question is, what other new things would you like to see brave Massu try? It can be on TV or on other media like magazines, it can be something he has professed to be really scared of eg animals, it can be just something exciting eg some kind of new sport or activity, etc etc! Give us more details!


First of all, I want to say that Massu has done some really amazing things in 2014 and 2015. Thanks to Ippuku, he was able to have so many new amazing experiences. While all three of his segments were fun, I think Deshi ni Shite Kudasai was the most amazing one. I was ultimately impressed when Massu held a huge snake in the zoo. Then this year there was 4vsX and Ah Domo Hajimemashite Tabi. I admire him for challenging so many things and making such progress but in a way I also want him to go at his own pace without straining himself too much. This is why I don't really want him to go in that direction but do something different entirely. Instead of doing something he's bad at I'd like to see him do something he's actually good at.

I think one thing I'd like to see Massu try is giving makeovers. People, possibly other celebrities, would come to his show in their usual attires and he would give them a complete makeover, make them try a completely different style using his unique fashion sense. I think it would be really fun and unpredictable. Another idea I have is Massu managing a kids' festival. I just have this image that he could do such a great job coming up with the costumes and decorations. Plus Massu&kids=adorable. Another thing Massu loves is food so I think it would be natural if he did a food tasting one because Massu eating is healing somehow. Sports is another thing I'd love to see him do more. Massu has this cute and awkward image on TV so it would be good to see his cool side more often too.

The other NEWS members have all more or less found their niches and doing something only they can do so I'd really want Massu do have that too.

@темы: NEWS.

01:06 

paana playground giveaway 10 [happy birthday massu]

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Bias: Tegoshige

Design Discussion:
I love Massu's personal style, I think it's really unique and interesting but stage outfits are different. I have very mixed feelings about them. Some I like and some just baffle me. But the thing is I could never quite get this idol thing where stage outfits have to look like a Christmas tree.

If we talk about the tour, I think my favourite set was the Utsukon outfits, especially the white ones - they were very idol-like and yet somehow unique and more stylish than most Johnnys outfits. The 2013 tour set was more elaborate but not necessarily better in my opinion. I quite like the red set and the black and white ones inspired by ninjas apparently. The jacket with coloured balls in them were kind of odd but really memorable. The White tour costumes are my least liked, they're just too gaudy. Except the ones with the military jacket and plaid bottom. Those were great.

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Among the single outfits I also quite like the Mr. White ones, they're simple but cool. I kinda liked Kaguya ones until they added a lot of really redundant add-on on them like red boas on the shoulder. Guess you're not a Johnnys until you put some feather on it. ChumChum was a real disappointment costume-wise. I like Tegoshi's actually but not the rest and I think Massu's was the worst, really. It's like he just got informed there was an Indian-themed party in an hour and he put on whatever he found in his closet.

What I want to see more of:
Something a little more mature, I guess. A lot of the costumes are baggy and look very childish. Which is perfectly fine for Massu but looks odd on Koyama or Shige. I would also appreciate a bit more skin. I know Massu said they'll never wear Bambina outfits again but I can dream.

@темы: NEWS.

03:48 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I guess this journal really isn't home to me anymore if I didn't think to post this...

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Just gonna say: I'm happy to have lived to see this happen.

@темы: issues

13:53 

The Theory of Everything

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Had what was probably the most mind-blowing dream in my life. I don't remember much now but I'll still write in. The first image I remember perfectly clear is a house on the sea. It was quite by the sea as sea was splashing in our huge window, about 50 cm of it. I saw the room just as clear as I see my room now. I realized I was sleeping but I was holding on to the dream with all my might. The fact that our house was so dangerously placed scared me a little and sure enough water came rushing into the house, it didn't go far though, just about 50 cm of it.

Then something major happened but I don't quite remember. I think some people came and took me away. The was a woman, named Ingrid I think and she was really important to the story. She was probably my Trinity. But I remember we lived together for a while and we got close. (that part was totally the result of me following homolesbians yesterday) I remember craving for a cigarette. This arc is very unclear in my mind but the thing was I was one of the chosen people who could travel through the fabric of reality. But other worlds weren't unreal, they were just different. It was like interdimentional manholes. (that might have to do with my love for Planescape) I felt powerful. There was totally more action going on but it's all too fuzzy now to remember. Then I woke up. But I went back to sleep for a little more.

The plot changed a lot but the tone of the dream did not. I was on a roof of some chapel and in was covered with snow just as the ground below. I was contemplating these grand idea and I remember a number came and I learned it was a key to everything. It was akin to 0117 I I thought that the day now was Jan 17 and regretted not being good with math because then I might understand it all. It was The Theory of Everything (the term which comes from Alpha Centauri) Then a man came and he offered to accompany me down which I gratefully accepted. We went inside but it was like a crypt (though there was also this jewelry shop at pone point) and things kept happening to him. One time there was a fire, another he fell down from a collapse of a wall. And every time he sort of changed bodies and happened to get older until when we were close to exit he turned into an old man. I was scared he it was all my fault and that he wouldn't make it out alive. I'm not quite sure but I think we did in the end.

@темы: Dreams

23:12 

ChumChum

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
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At this point I'm really not expecting much so my impressions are very much genuine. Well, except I kinda prepare myself that the new song may suck. Which it often does but if it doesn't I'm in for a nice surprise. I basically don't expect good things.

First of all, I think the single was a really messy and a half-assed production. It was announced just a month before the release, there was hardly any promotion and the PV didn't come out until after the actual release date.

The song is... lame. Basically, when I heard the very idea of Indian-themed song I was weary. Kaguya is one thing but this dubious cultural appropriation, as they like to say in the West... It doesn't even sound Indian, more like Arabic or something. I really dislike the "pseudo-Hindi actually inverted Japanese" lyrics in the beginning. However, the instrumental actually sound pretty nice so in the case the lyrics ruined it for me. The rest of the songs on the single are also pretty decent.

The costumes... are bad. So bad. Well, apart from Tegoshi's which is odd because Massu's the worst, really. It's like he just got informed there was an Indian-themed party in an hour and he put on whatever he found in his closet.

The PV was unexpectedly good. I mean as much as it could be. I really liked the color scheme and the angles. I think the general atmosphere was similar to Kaguya but more refined and smooth. Of course Tegoshi's slutty faces were the main highlight for me. Shige also looked really fab. Massu was too amusing trying to be all cool and then cracking into a baby smile in a second. I don't mind the female dancers but their outfits looked more Arabian Nights than India. Not to mention a very blonde Polish girl. The male extras were dressed fairly appropriately but in the end if I had to assign a national identity to this PV it would probably be Turkey. But talking about the PV itself it was a really good job.

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The lives so far were a mess, especially the choreography but the Tegoshige tide is strong so I don't really care.

@темы: NEWS.

03:05 

Today...

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Mother: Is that eyeshadow smudged under your eyes?
Me: No, mum, that's my actual face.

FML.

@темы: snapshot

15:04 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I had this beautiful dream today where I watched NEWS perform and they had these charming oufits on - corsets and frilly skirts. Also they had their hair up. Actually, I don't remember anyone but Tegoshi but he looked gorgeous. Then they had to change into Kaguya outfits (I think) really fast so while Koyashige managed it Massu totally did not and Tegoshi tried to change while the song already started. In the end though he gave up and Tegomass both just ended up on the floor laughing. It was great.

@темы: Dreams

00:49 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Had a very inappropriate dream about Elektra. I think Psylocke was somehow involved too. Now I have dirty thoughts every time they fight. Which was twice today.

@темы: Dreams

20:55 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
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I was quite into Korean drama You’re Beautiful. It was corny as hell but actually good. Now you may know there was a Japanese adaptation in 2011 but it was… not to upset and Kismai fans out there… disappointing. And yesterday somehow I thought how cool it would be if Massu played the cute drummer. Then, I continued, Koyama would make the perfect sensible and kind guitarist. Now Shige did a great job playing an asshole once so he could totally do the role of lead singer. But that’s just three… WAIT. The the crossdressing girl. It’s perfect. If only my inspiration wasn’t a bitch I’d write it so hard, man.

@темы: NEWS., yes, I have too much free time on my hands

19:41 

And the 300 Days Login Reward...

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
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...a new baby boy. Was that too creepy? Um, ok. Either way, it's Moon Knight and I'm very satisfied.

In other news...
запись создана: 23.05.2015 в 18:57

@темы: Games

00:03 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I'm feeling rather good today. The pressure of yesterday is gone but the joy of being supported lingers. I wasn't really expecting much because of last year but I was greeted by a lot of people. From tumblr, LJ and other I got up to 20 greetings, about 5 actual posts, plus some people left likes on my congratulatory posts. And it really made all the difference. Though the notes on my posts are still on the low, I know there are quite a few people who care. After all, being important in a fandom was something I've been longing for for years and now finally I feel admired and appreciated. I am very touched.

@темы: snapshot

00:06 

a realistic birthday card

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Happy Birthday, me!

I hope this year won’t suck as much as most and you don’t feel like shit at least half the time. I wish you find a job you don’t hate and that doesn’t make you feel like a maggot and have enough money to pay the bills and provide for your basic needs. Maybe you’ll find a few people you can tolerate and have at least a few occasions good enough to wear a dress or at least travel beyond the few blocks next to your house. Take care and try not to wallow in self pity too often!

Love, me. :heart:

01:35 

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Finally done with Season 2. 44 episodes, 33 hours. I have much to say.

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I knew about the series for awhile but wasn't that interested. But then I watched the one-shots and it seemed interesting enough. Well, it was. Especially after a season of 2 Broke Girls (I mean it was borderline funny and obscene but at season 2 it got very gross very quickly).

Anyway, it's been a fast and intense ride. Overall, it was pretty good but I'm still not sure it was a good idea. Unlike the PG-13 rated Marvel movies the series are a lot more fucked up and violent, even if justifiably so. Then again, Marvel sucked me in so deep I probably would have ended up watching it sooner or later anyway. Overall, I think the plot was too twisted and complicated, it was hard to keep up with. There were also many disturbing things in it.

About halfway through Season 1 I thought "Well, the plot might be lacking but at least the relationships are interesting." But after a few episodes it became clear it is very predictable after all. I was interested in Mei and Ward's intrigue but in the end it ended up as just a fuel for their future fights. "You never topped" and all. May is the best. Possibly the coolest badass female character ever. As for Coulson, I liked him in earlier films, he seemed a bit of a simpleton and a Cap fanboy but in this series I had difficulty with how they developed his character, in Season 1 he seemed way too emotional and impulsive. Skye, on the contrary, developed well. At first I disliked her but by the end of Season 1 she won my sympathy. A little.

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@темы: series, Marvel

15:54 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
The saddest thing with friends is that you may think it’s all good but you never know when you fall apart.

You may have a good friend who’s incredibly nice to you for years and is one of the nicest people you know but then at one point it happens that you disagree on something important and all hell breaks loose and suddenly they throw angry insults at you...

You may have a person whose life you have changed and who you see as an ally while one day they suddenly claim they hate you you refuse to even explain why...

You may have a person who is really fucked up but closer to you than anyone and who you’re willing to really sacrifice a lot for no matter how much they hurt you but in the end realizing they were dragging you down and destroying you from the inside...

You may have a person who you don’t like all that much but who keeps supporting you in the hard times and gives you new hope but they leave one day, moving on with their lives where there’s no space for you anymore...

I have no friends. Not anymore.

@темы: musings

00:02 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I know you hate me, Life, but thank you for this day.

@темы: snapshot

15:12 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Finally gathered the balls and called the internet guys to change our outdated modem and now.... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Some tests give show as much as 40 mbps.

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At least something good happened today. :heart: Pinch me, I'm dreaming.

Upd: I should have known good things don't happen to me. Speed is back to normal. Fuck you too, Volia.

@темы: PC

15:36 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
I have expanded my mind and now I no longer think the WHITE album is terrible. It's actually kinda fun. My consciousness has passed some great threshold, I can tell.

@темы: musings, NEWS.

00:54 

Of Sprites and Polaroids: an inside view

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
It is over now. It's been 15 month almost but I did it. However, I don't feel the slightest joy or even relief. I'd like to think the time is the only one to blame here. Maybe that's the downside of any long story - by the time you write and edit it and polish ever word you lost the last drop of excitement that fueled you to write it. It's a scary and familiar feeling - putting your heart into something and watch it lie there as people pass it by. Of course, I regret nothing and I am proud of my work. But I very much doubt I can ever do anything like this again, anything so big.

When I began to write my writing seemed like just a patchwork of someone else's ideas. Now I think that imitation is unavoidable but it doesn't mean that the creation does not mean anything or doesn't belong to you. Looking back though, I got inspiration from so many places... Bad Reputation and other college fics, Love Rain, Fujoshi Kanojo, Taiikukan Baby, a bit of Cather in the Rye, maybe even a glimpse of my favourite book and of course some very painful personal experiences. But I only used them as references and nobody would be able to trace them back even if they tried. This story is mine. Very much mine. It would not be an overstatement to say that it's one of my biggest achievements.

I did the masterpost complete with the trailer and all the artwork, all like I planned but I hesitated for awhile since there's still one picture that beckons me to write some more, an epilogue. Yet, now I feel so cold inside I can't even begin to write down even the little image that I have.


@темы: fanfix

14:30 

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Update. Life is still shit. I live off of Marina & the Diamonds, Marvel Heroes, Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and Tegoshige.

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@темы: snapshot

17:51 

Private Kim

I don’t wanna feel Blue anymore...
Achieved the second highest total score among the whole camp, ranking the first in the shooting and the grenade sections, and the 15th in the running task (among 224 trainees), not to mention that he was the Soldier No.1 that led all the trainees during the training.

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Time flew fast but this warms my heart. He looks so different than 5 weeks ago, so much stronger. After all, you're amazing, Jae.

@музыка: Marina and the Diamonds - Weeds

@темы: Jaejoong

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